Muslims claim it was corrupted because it contradicts the Quran.

But that’s circular reasoning.

If you examine historical evidence objectively, you find the Gospel has been faithfully preserved and it’s the Quran that came later with contradictory claims.

Here’s the question every Muslim must honestly answer.

What if Islam is wrong?

I know that’s terrifying.

I know it feels like betrayal even to think it.

I know you’ve been taught that doubting Islam is from Satan, that questioning the Quran is dangerous, that leaving Islam makes you an apostate deserving of death.

But set aside the fear for a moment and ask, “What if it’s wrong?

What if Muhammad was sincere but mistaken?

What if the Quran contains human errors mixed with divine truth?

What if Jesus is exactly who he claimed to be?

Not just a prophet, but God himself?

What if you’ve been following the wrong path your entire life?

Not because you’re a bad person, but because you were taught something false”.

I had to face that question.

It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

admitting that everything I’d built my life on, my education, my career, my identity, my purpose, was wrong, that I had wasted years teaching lies, that I had led people away from the truth instead of toward it.

But once I saw the truth, I couldn’t unsee it.

Once I stood in Jesus’s presence, once I looked into his eyes, once I saw the nail scars in his hands, I couldn’t pretend it hadn’t happened.

And you know what?

Admitting I was wrong was incredibly freeing because it meant I could finally know the truth.

I could finally have certainty about salvation.

I could finally have a relationship with God based on his love for me, not on my performance for him.

If you’re questioning Islam, if you’re having doubts, if you’re wondering whether there might be more than what you’ve been taught, listen to that voice.

That’s not Satan.

That’s God calling you.

Jesus says in the Gospel of John, “I am the way and the truth and the life”.

No one comes to the father except through me.

That’s not arrogance.

That’s reality.

He is the only way because he is the only one who paid the price for sin that we couldn’t pay.

He also says, “Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest”.

Are you weary?

Are you tired of trying to earn salvation?

Are you burdened by the fear that you’ll never be good enough?

Jesus offers rest, not because he lowers the standard, but because he already met the standard for you.

And he says, “Ask and it will be given to you.

Seek and you will find.

Knock and the door will be opened to you”.

If you’re genuinely seeking truth, ask Jesus to reveal himself to you.

Pray to him directly.

Say, “Jesus, if you’re real, if you’re truly the son of God, show me.

I want to know the truth.

Whatever it is, I promise you, he will answer.

Maybe not the way you expect, maybe not immediately, but he will answer because he’s pursuing you.

He’s calling you.

He’s waiting for you.

The question is, will you respond?

I won’t lie to you.

Following Jesus as a former Muslim is costly, very costly.

You may lose your family.

They may disown you, cut you off completely, refuse to speak to you ever again.

You may lose your friends.

People you’ve known your entire life may turn their backs on you, call you a traitor, spread rumors about you.

You may lose your job.

Employers may fire you or refuse to hire you once they know you’ve converted.

You may face persecution, harassment, threats, violence.

In some countries, you may face legal prosecution, or even death.

I’ve experienced much of this.

My extended family has disowned me.

Many former friends won’t speak to me.

I lost my position and my income.

We faced financial hardship.

We’ve received threats.

My children have been harassed.

But I would make the same choice again a thousand times over because I gained Jesus and he is worth more than everything I lost combined.

I gained truth.

I gained certainty of salvation.

I gained peace with God.

I gained joy that doesn’t depend on circumstances.

I gained a relationship with the living God.

Not a distant unknowable deity, but a personal savior who loves me, knows me, and walks with me every day.

Jesus said, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.

For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it”.

What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world yet forfeit their soul?

What’s your soul worth?

Is it worth keeping your comfortable life if it means missing the truth?

Is it worth maintaining family approval if it means missing eternal life?

Only you can answer that question.

On April 3rd, 2024, I died while mocking Jesus Christ.

For seven minutes, I was clinically dead.

During those 7 minutes, I met the one I had spent my life denying.

He didn’t condemn me for my mockery.

He didn’t destroy me for my blasphemy.

Instead, he showed me his love.

He showed me his scars.

He showed me the truth.

And he sent me back with a message.

That message is simple.

Jesus is who he claimed to be.

He is the son of God.

He died on the cross for your sins and mine.

He rose from the dead conquering death itself.

And he offers salvation free, complete, that eternal salvation to anyone who believes in him.

You don’t have to earn it.

You can’t earn it.

You just have to receive it.

If you’re Muslim, I’m not asking you to abandon faith in God.

I’m asking you to discover who God really is.

I’m asking you to meet the God who loves you so much that he became human, suffered, died, and rose again so you could have eternal life with him.

If you’re Christian, I’m asking you to pray for Muslims.

To reach out to them with love and truth.

To share the gospel boldly but compassionately.

To remember that I was once where they are, convinced I was right.

Certain Christians were wrong, completely blind to the truth.

But Jesus reached me and he can reach them, too.

And if you’re neither Muslim nor Christian, I’m simply asking you to consider what if this is true.

What if Jesus really is the son of God?

What if he really did die for you?

What if he really is offering you eternal life right now?

That’s not a question you can ignore.

It’s too important.

Your eternal destiny depends on how you answer it.

Two years ago, I died while mocking Jesus.

Today, I live for him.

Not because I’m better than I was, but because he’s better than I ever imagined.

He stopped my heart to save my soul.

And I will spend the rest of my life telling anyone who will listen, Jesus is real.

Jesus is alive.

Jesus is Lord.

And he’s calling you.

My name is Hassan Benali.

This is my testimony.

May God use it to reach someone who needs to hear it.

Thank you for watching.

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I have found the Messiah.

His name is Yeshua, Jesus of Nazareth.

He is the Son of God, the Lord and Savior of all mankind.

And I believe in him with all my heart, all my soul, and all my strength.

I stood before my congregation that Shabbat morning with my hands gripping both sides of the wooden podium, trying to keep them from shaking.

300 faces looked back at me.

Faces I had known for decades.

Faces I had married to their spouses.

Faces I had comforted at funerals.

Faces whose children I had held at their Brit Ma ceremonies when they were 8 days old.

The morning sunlight streamed through the tall windows of our synagogue, casting familiar patterns across the prayer shaws of the men swaying gently in their seats.

The women sat in their section, some with their heads covered, some with their prayer books open.

Everything looked exactly as it had looked every Shabbat for the past 23 years I had served as their rabbi.

But everything was about to change.

I had barely slept in 3 days.

My wife Rachel hadn’t spoken to me since the night before when I told her what I was planning to do.

My stomach felt like it was filled with stones.

My mouth was dry despite the water I had drunk before walking up to the beimma.

I looked out at the faces and felt a love for these people that nearly broke me.

I knew that in a few moments most of them would hate me.

Some would mourn for me as if I had died.

Others would spit at the mention of my name.

But I had found a truth, and the truth had set me free, even as it was about to cost me everything.

I took a breath and began to speak.

The words came out stronger than I expected.

I told them that I had spent the last 18 months on a journey I had never planned to take.

I told them that I had discovered something that shook the foundations of everything I thought I knew.

And and then I said the words that changed my life forever.

I have found the Messiah.

His name is Yeshua, Jesus of Nazareth.

He is the son of God, the Lord and Savior of all mankind, and I believe in him with all my heart, all my soul, and all my strength.

The silence that followed felt like the world had stopped breathing.

How did I get here?

How does an Orthodox rabbi, a man who spent his entire life devoted to Torah and the traditions of our fathers, come to believe in Jesus?

Let me take you back to the beginning.

Hello viewers from around the world.

Before our brother continues his story, we’d love to know where you are watching from and we would love to pray for you and your city.

Thank you and may God bless you as you listen to this powerful testimony.

I was born in Brooklyn in 1979, the second son of Mosha and Esther Silverman.

We lived in a small apartment in Burough Park in the heart of one of the most Orthodox Jewish communities in America.

My father worked as an accountant.

My mother raised us children.

I had two older sisters and one younger brother.

Our life revolved entirely around our faith.

I have memories from when I was very young, maybe four or 5 years old, of sitting at the Shabbat table on Friday nights.

My mother would light the candles just before sunset, covering her eyes with her hands, and whispering the blessing in Hebrew.

My father would come home from shul synagogue and would lift the cup of wine and sanctify the day.

We would eat chala bread that my mother had baked and we would sing the songs our ancestors had sung for thousands of years.

The apartment was small and cramped, but on Friday nights it felt like the most beautiful place in the world.

My grandfather, my father’s father, lived with us in those early years.

His name was Caim and he was a survivor.

He never talked much about the camps, but we knew.

We saw the numbers tattooed on his arm.

We saw the way he would sometimes stop in the middle of doing something and just stare off into the distance, his eyes seeing things we couldn’t imagine.

But his faith never wavered.

Not once.

He would wake up every morning at 5:00 and pray.

He would study Torah for hours.

He taught me to read Hebrew when I was 5 years old, sitting with me at the kitchen table with infinite patience as I stumbled over the letters.

One thing he told me has stayed with me my whole life.

I must have been seven or eight years old.

I and I asked him how he could still believe in God after what happened to him, after what he saw.

He looked at me with those deep sad eyes and he said that the Nazis had taken everything from him, his parents, his siblings, his first wife, and their baby daughter.

Everything.

But they couldn’t take his faith.

That was his.

That was the one thing they couldn’t touch.

And as long as he had his faith, as long as he had the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, they had not won.

I grew up believing that my faith was the most precious thing I possessed, more precious than life itself.

I was a serious child.

While my friends played stickball in the streets, I was studying.

I loved learning.

I love the Talmud, the arguments and the reasoning, the way the rabbis would debate the meaning of every word.

I love the smell of old books.

A the feel of the pages, the sense that I was connecting with thousands of years of wisdom.

By the time I was 13, when I had my bar mitzvah, I could read and understand large portions of the Torah in the original Hebrew.

My parents were so proud.

When I was 16, my rabbi approached my father about sending me to Yeshiva, a special school for advanced religious study.

This was a great honor.

It meant that the community leaders saw potential in me, that they believed I could become a rabbi myself one day.

My father cried when they told him.

My mother made a special Shabbat dinner to celebrate.

I spent the next eight years in intensive study.

I studied the Torah, all five books of Moses.

I studied the prophets and the writings, what we call the Tanakh, what Christians call the Old Testament.

I studied the Talmud, the massive collection of rabbitical debates and interpretations.

I studied the midrash, the ancient commentaries.

I studied the medieval scholars, rashi, mimmonades, nakmanites.

I learned Aramaic.

I learned the intricate details of Jewish law, what you can and cannot do on Shabbat, the proper way to observe the festivals, the dietary laws, the purity laws, every aspect of life governed by the Torah and the traditions.

I didn’t just learn these things academically.

I lived them.

I breathed them.

Judaism wasn’t something I did.

It was something I was.

It was in my bones, in my blood, in every breath I took.

When I put on my Teflin every morning, those leather boxes containing scripture that we bind on our arms and foreheads, I wasn’t just following a ritual.

I was connecting with God, with Moses, I’d with every Jewish man who had put on to fillain for the past 3,000 years.

When I kept Shabbat, resting from Friday evening to Saturday evening, I wasn’t just obeying a commandment.

I was participating in creation, remembering that God rested on the seventh day, sanctifying time itself.

This was my life.

This was my identity.

This was everything.

When I was 25, I married Rachel.

She was the daughter of a respected rabbi in Queens, a beautiful woman with dark eyes and a gentle spirit.

Our families arranged the introduction, but we fell in love on our own.

We were married under a chupa, a wedding canopy with our families and friends surrounding us.

We broke the glass to remember the destruction of the temple.

We danced and celebrated and started our life together.

Over the next 15 years, a God blessed us with three children.

Sarah was born first, then Benjamin 3 years later, then Miriam 5 years after that.

We raised them in the faith, the same faith that had been passed down to us.

We celebrated every holiday.

We kept our home kosher.

We sent the children to Jewish day schools.

On Friday nights, I would bless my children, placing my hands on their heads and reciting the ancient blessing.

I would watch them grow and learn and develop their own relationships with God and with Torah, and my heart would nearly burst with gratitude.

When I was 33 years old, I was offered a position as the rabbi of a midsized Orthodox congregation in New Jersey.

It was everything I had worked for, my own congregation, my own community to serve and teach and guide.

I accepted immediately.

I and we moved our family into a modest house near the synagogue.

Those early years as a rabbi were the happiest of my life.

I loved my work.

I loved teaching.

I loved counseling young couples before their weddings, helping them understand the sacred nature of marriage.

I loved sitting with families in their grief when they lost loved ones, offering what comfort I could from our tradition and our faith.

I loved studying with young men who wanted to deepen their knowledge of Torah.

I loved leading services, standing before the ark that held our Torah scrolls, feeling the weight of responsibility and the joy of service.

I was good at it.

The congregation grew.

People respected me.

Other rabbis sought my opinion on matters of Jewish law.

I published several articles in rabbitical journals.

I was invited to speak at conferences.

My life had purpose and meaning and direction.

But there was something else.

Something I didn’t talk about.

Something I barely admitted to myself.

Sometimes late at night when everyone else was asleep, I would lie awake and feel a kind of emptiness that I couldn’t name.

It wasn’t unhappiness exactly.

I loved my family.

I loved my work.

I believed in God with my whole heart, but there was this sense of incompleteness, like I was reading a book and some of the pages were missing, like I was looking at a puzzle with pieces that didn’t quite fit together.

I would pray and the feeling would go away for a while.

I would throw myself into my studies and my work and my family and I wouldn’t think about it.

But it would always come back, usually in the quiet hours of the night.

This vague sense that something was missing on that there was some truth I wasn’t seeing.

I had no idea that God was preparing me for the greatest shock of my life.

It started with a question from a student.

His name was Joshua.

We called him Josh and he was 17 years old, sharp and curious, always asking the kinds of questions that made me think.

We were studying the book of Isaiah together, working through the prophets as part of his preparation for university.

We had reached chapter 53, and Josh was reading aloud in Hebrew, translating as he went.

He got to verse 5 and stopped.

He read it again.

Then he looked up at me with a puzzled expression on his young face and asked me a question that would change everything.

Rabbi, he said, “This passage talks about someone who was pierced for our transgressions, crushed for our iniquities, and it says the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds, we are healed”.

Who is this talking about?

Isn’t the Messiah supposed to come in glory and power?

Why would he suffer for our sins?

I gave him the standard answer, the answer I had been taught, the answer every Orthodox rabbi gives.

I explained that this passage was about the nation of Israel suffering in exile among the nations or it was about the righteous remnant of Israel or it was about the prophet himself.

The Messiah, I told him, would come as a conquering king, not as a suffering servant.

Josh nodded and we moved on.

But that night, alone in my study, I opened my Bible to Isaiah 53 and I read it again.

He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.

And I had always read this as being about Israel, like about our suffering as a people.

But as I read the words that night, something bothered me.

The passage kept saying, “He, not they, not we.

He, one person, one suffering figure.

Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows.

Yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted.

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