The old Muhammad and Amira who had lived in fear and served a distant Allah were dead and buried in those waters and we emerged as new creations in Christ Jesus.

Three months after our arrival in Jordan, we received news that changed our lives forever.

Amira was pregnant with our first child, a baby who had been conceived after our conversion.

A child who would be born into freedom and raised in the knowledge of Jesus Christ from the very beginning.

We both broke down in tears when the doctor confirmed the pregnancy.

Seeing it as God’s special blessing on our new life, his promise that our future would be filled with hope and joy rather than fear and oppression.

Everything I thought I knew about God was completely wrong before I met Jesus.

I had spent 31 years believing that Allah was a distant, demanding deity, who required perfect obedience but offered little comfort or personal relationship.

Jesus showed me a God who knows my name, who cares about my pain, who intervenes in impossible situations, who loves me unconditionally and wants an intimate relationship with me.

The difference between Islam and Christianity isn’t just theological, it’s experiential.

Jesus didn’t just change my beliefs, he changed my entire experience of what it means to know God.

Eventually, through the help of Christian organizations and sympathetic government officials, we were granted asylum in Canada, where we now live in safety and freedom.

Our son Omar was born as a Canadian citizen raised in a church where he learns about Jesus’s love from the cradle, never knowing the fear and oppression that shaped his parents’ early years.

We named him Omar, not after the Islamic caiff we had once admired, but because it means flourishing in Arabic, and we wanted his name to represent the new life that God had given our family.

Our simple apartment in Toronto is filled with the same joy we once knew in RiyAt, but now it’s built on a foundation that cannot be shaken.

We have jobs that allow us to support ourselves with dignity, a church family that loves and supports us, and most importantly, a relationship with Jesus Christ that grows deeper and stronger every day.

We’re still poor in worldly terms, but we’re rich in the things that actually matter.

faith, hope, love, and the unshakable knowledge that we serve a God who has the power to move mountains and the heart to care about our smallest concerns.

What impossible situation are you facing today that seems beyond human solution?

The same Jesus who moved Prince Khaled’s heart away from my wife, who orchestrated our escape from Saudi Arabia, who protected us every step of our journey to freedom, is still performing miracles today for those who call on his name.

He specializes in impossible situations, in turning tragedies into triumphs, in making ways where there seems to be no way.

Don’t wait until you lose everything like I almost did before you cry out to the one who has real power to save you.

The same God who rescued us from the palace of an earthly prince wants to rescue you from whatever prison you’re trapped in right now.

When you serve the King of Kings, earthly princes lose their power over your life.

Earthly problems become opportunities for divine intervention and earthly impossibilities become platforms for heavenly miracles.

If you want this same Jesus in your life, if you want to experience the kind of supernatural intervention that turned our tragedy into triumph, don’t close this video without making this decision.

Pray with me right now and ask Jesus Christ to become your Lord and Savior.

Tell him you’re sorry for living life without him.

Ask him to forgive your sins and take control of your circumstances.

And invite him to transform your impossible situation into a testimony of his power and love.

Your breakthrough could be one prayer away from happening.

My name is Muhammad.

Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior and he wants to be yours,

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Saudi Preacher Burned Alive and Left for Dead — What Happened Next Shocked Everyone !!!

My name is Ahmed and I need to tell you what happened to me.

I’m sitting here today because of a miracle.

5 years ago, I was set on fire and left to die in the desert outside Riyad.

The men who did it were certain I would burn to death.

They were certain Allah would judge me for my betrayal.

They were certain my story would end that night.

But I’m still here and I need to tell you why.

>> Hello viewers from around the world.

Before Ahmed continues his story, we’d love to know where you are watching from and we would love to pray for you and your city.

Thank you and may God bless you as you listen to this powerful testimony.

>> I was born in Riyad, Saudi Arabia into a family that loved Allah more than anything in this world.

My father was a respected imam at our local mosque.

From the time I could walk, I walked to prayer.

From the time I could speak, I spoke the words of the Quran.

This wasn’t forced on me.

This was my life, and I loved it.

I remember being 7 years old, sitting cross-legged on the carpet in our home, rocking back and forth as I memorized verses from the Quran.

My father sat across from me, his eyes closed, listening to make sure I got every word exactly right.

When I finished the surah perfectly, he would smile and touch his hand to his heart.

That smile meant everything to me.

It meant I was making him proud.

It meant I was pleasing Allah.

By the time I was 12, I had memorized significant portions of the Quran.

By 15, I could lead prayers.

By 20, I was teaching other young men.

This was my path, and I never questioned it.

Why would I?

I had purpose.

I had respect.

I had Allah.

My mother would prepare our meals and we would eat together as a family.

But always there was talk of faith, of the prophet, peace be upon him, of how to live righteously.

My younger brothers looked up to me.

I was the eldest son of an imam.

I had a responsibility to set an example.

When I was 23, I married Ila.

She was beautiful and devout from a good family.

Our marriage was arranged, but I grew to care for her deeply.

She gave me two sons and a daughter.

I watched them grow, teaching them the same verses my father had taught me.

I watched my oldest son, Khaled, memorize his first surah, and I felt my father’s pride flowing through me to him.

This was how it was supposed to be.

Generation after generation, faithful to Allah.

I became a preacher and teacher at our mosque.

Young men would come to me with questions about faith, about marriage, about how to live according to Islamic law.

I had answers for everything.

The Quran had answers for everything.

I was certain of this.

My days had a rhythm that felt like peace.

I woke before dawn for fajgera prayer.

I went to the mosque.

I taught classes.

I counseledled men.

I led prayers.

I came home to my family.

I studied late into the night.

Every day was devoted to Allah.

And I thought this made me close to him.

But something was wrong, though I didn’t want to admit it.

It started small.

A feeling during prayer that I was speaking into emptiness.

A question from a student that I answered with memorized responses.

But later alone the question would come back to me and my answer would feel hollow.

A restlessness in my spirit that I tried to pray away.

I was doing everything right.

I prayed five times a day every day.

I fasted during Ramadan.

I gave to the poor.

I studied the Quran and the hadith constantly.

I followed every rule, every teaching.

But there was no peace inside me.

Only duty, only effort, only the constant work of being righteous enough.

One night, I couldn’t sleep.

My wife was breathing softly beside me.

My children were asleep in their rooms.

The house was quiet.

I got up and went to pray, thinking this would help.

I knelt on my prayer mat in the darkness and pressed my forehead to the ground.

But the words felt like stones in my mouth.

I was saying them, but was anyone listening?

I pushed the thought away.

This was dangerous thinking.

This was doubt.

And doubt was from shaitan.

I prayed harder.

I made myself focus.

But the emptiness remained.

The next day, I taught my class as usual.

A young man asked me how we could be certain Allah loved us.

I gave him the answer I had been taught.

Allah loves those who follow his commands, who submit to his will, who pray and fast and give arms.

Do these things and you earn his favor?

But as I said it, I wondered, was Allah’s love something we had to earn?

And if we earned it, could we lose it?

Was I doing enough?

Would I ever do enough?

These questions frightened me.

So I buried them.

I threw myself into my work at the mosque.

I memorized more hadith.

I became stricter in my observance.

I thought if I could just be devout enough, the emptiness would go away.

It didn’t.

Then came the day that changed everything, though I didn’t know it at the time.

I had taken my car to be repaired and while I waited I walked to a nearby shop to buy tea.

The man working there was a foreigner probably from the Philippines or maybe India.

We have many foreign workers in Saudi Arabia.

Usually I didn’t pay much attention to them.

They were there to work not to socialize.

But this man had something different about him.

When he gave me my tea, he smiled and there was a piece in his face that I noticed.

I don’t know why I noticed it.

Maybe because I had been searching for peace myself and had not found it.

As I paid him, he thanked me, and there was kindness in his voice.

Not the subservience that foreign workers usually show to Saudis, but genuine kindness, as if he truly wished me well.

I left the shop thinking about that smile, that peace.

What did this poor foreign worker have that I, an imam’s son and a religious teacher, did not have?

The thought bothered me for days.

A few weeks later, I was on my computer late at night.

I had been researching something for a class I was teaching, but I got distracted and started browsing.

I don’t remember exactly how it happened, but I found myself reading about Christianity.

My first reaction was anger.

Christianity was false.

Everyone knew this.

The Christians had corrupted their scriptures.

They worshiped three gods.

They believed God had a son, which was blasphemy.

I had been taught all of this my entire life.

But I kept reading.

I told myself I was only reading so I could better refute Christianity when I taught about other religions.

I told myself I was being a better teacher by knowing what the enemy believed.

But the truth was I was curious.

I read about Jesus who Christians called Isa.

I knew about Issa from the Quran.

He was a prophet, a good man, but only a man, nothing more.

But Christians believed something different.

They believed he was God who became human.

They believed he died for the sins of all people.

They believed that salvation was a gift, not something you earned.

This last part caught my attention.

A gift, not earned, just given.

I thought about my whole life of trying to earn Allah’s favor.

I thought about the uncertainty, the fear that I might not be good enough.

I thought about the rules and the rituals and the constant effort.

What if it was all a gift instead?

I shook my head.

This was foolish.

I closed my computer and went to pray.

But the question stayed with me.

Over the next few months, I found myself returning to that computer late at night when everyone was asleep.

I will read about Christianity for an hour, sometimes two, always careful to clear my brows in history afterward.

I knew what I was doing was dangerous.

If anyone found out I was reading about Christianity with interest rather than to refute it, there would be consequences.

But I couldn’t stop.

I read the Gospel of John.

I don’t know why I chose that one first.

Maybe because it was recommended on one of the websites I found.

As I read, something strange happened inside me.

The words felt alive.

They felt true.

I read about Jesus saying he was the way, the truth, and the life.

I read about him saying he came to give abundant life.

I read about him touching lepers and eating with sinners and forgiving people their sins.

In Islam, I had learned that Allah was distant, transcendent, unknowable.

We submitted to him, but we did not know him.

We could not know him.

But Jesus spoke about God as a father.

He taught people to pray, calling God their father.

He spoke about God’s love as if it was personal, as if it was for each individual person, not just for those who earned it.

I wanted that.

I wanted to know God, not just submit to him.

I wanted to be loved, not just approved of if I followed all the rules correctly.

But wanting these things felt like betrayal.

I began having dreams.

In one dream, I was in a desert dying of thirst and someone came and offered me water.

I was so thirsty, but I was afraid to drink because I didn’t know if the water was permitted.

I woke up with my heart pounding.

During the day, I continued my life as usual.

I led prayers at the mosque.

I taught my classes.

I came home to my family.

But inside I was two different people.

One was Ahmed the preacher, the Imam’s son, the faithful Muslim.

The other was Ahmed the seeker who was reading the Bible in secret and wondering if everything he had been taught was wrong.

The internal war was exhausting.

I tried to ignore what I was feeling and thinking.

I tried to be more devout.

I prayed longer.

I was stricter with my students.

I gave more money to the poor.

But nothing helped.

The questions only grew louder.

One night, I was reading about the crucifixion of Jesus.

I had always been taught that Jesus was not really crucified, that Allah would not allow his prophet to die in such a shameful way that someone else died in his place.

But as I read the gospel accounts, I believed them.

I don’t know why, but I did.

I believed that Jesus really died on a cross.

And I understood for the first time why Christians said he died for sins.

He took the punishment we deserved.

He paid the price we could not pay.

He did for us what we could never do for ourselves.

I sat there in the darkness staring at my computer screen and I felt something break open inside me.

It was like a dam bursting.

All the years of trying to be good enough, all the fear of not measuring up, all the exhaustion of earning my way to paradise.

It all came flooding out.

I started to cry.

I, a grown man, a teacher, an imam’s son, sat at my computer in the middle of the night and wept because I realized I believed it.

I believed Jesus was the son of God.

I believed he died for me.

I believed he rose from the dead.

I believed he was the way to God.

Not just a way, but the only way.

And I knew what this meant.

I knew I could never say this out loud.

I knew if I confessed this faith, I would lose everything.

My position at the mosque, my reputation, my family’s honor, possibly my life.

In Saudi Arabia, leaving Islam is apostasy.

The punishment for apostasy is death.

I sat there crying and shaking.

And I didn’t know what to do.

But I also knew I couldn’t go back.

I couldn’t unknow what I now knew.

I couldn’t unbelieve what I now believed.

So I prayed.

But this time I didn’t pray the ritual prayers I had prayed all my life.

I prayed like the Christians I had been reading about prayed.

I prayed to Jesus.

I didn’t have special words.

I didn’t know the right way to do it.

I just spoke from my heart.

I told Jesus I believed in him.

I told him I was sorry for my sins.

I told him I wanted to follow him.

I told him I was afraid.

I told him I didn’t know what to do.

I told him I needed help.

And I felt peace.

For the first time in months, maybe years, I felt real peace.

It was like that emptiness inside me was filled.

It was like I had been searching for something my entire life and I’d finally found it.

I sat there in the quiet of my home with my family sleeping nearby and I knew my life would never be the same.

I had become a follower of Jesus Christ and no one could know.

The next morning I woke up and everything looked the same but felt different.

I could hear the call to prayer from the mosque.

I could hear my wife in the kitchen preparing breakfast.

I could hear my children getting ready for school.

I went through my morning routine.

I washed.

I went to the mosque for fajger prayer.

I stood with the other men, my father beside me.

And I went through the motions of prayer.

But inside I was praying to Jesus.

I was asking him to forgive me for this deception.

I was asking him what to do.

I didn’t know how to be a Christian in Saudi Arabia.

I didn’t know any other Christians or at least I didn’t know anyone who would admit it.

I couldn’t go to a church because there are no churches in Saudi Arabia.

I couldn’t tell anyone what I had done.

So, I lived two lives in public.

I was Ahmed the preacher.

I led prayers.

I taught classes about Islam.

I even taught against Christianity, explaining why Christians were wrong, why their beliefs were corrupted, why Islam was the truth.

Every time I did this, I felt sick inside.

I felt like Peter denying Jesus to save myself.

But in private, late at night when everyone slept, I was Ahmed the Christian.

I read the Bible on my phone hidden under Islamic apps so no one would see if they looked at my screen.

I prayed to Jesus.

I studied about Christianity.

I watched videos of preachers and teachers from other countries.

I hungered for more.

I was so lonely.

I wanted to talk to other believers.

I wanted to worship with other Christians.

I wanted to be baptized.

I wanted to openly confess my faith, but I couldn’t.

Not here.

Not yet.

I started looking into leaving Saudi Arabia.

Maybe I could go to another country somewhere I could practice my faith openly.

But how?

I had a wife, children.

How could I ask them to leave everything?

How could I tell them why?

And what about my parents?

What about my brothers?

What about the community that had raised me?

If I left and they found out why, it would destroy my family’s honor.

They would be shamed.

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