In the shadowed heart of Virginia, 1832, the Hawthorne estate sprawled across thousands of acres like a cruel monarch claiming dominion over the land.
Tobacco fields stretched endlessly under the relentless sun, worked by the bent backs of enslaved souls whose lives were measured not in years, but in the weight of the harvest they bore.
The estate was a microcosm of the South’s ironclad hierarchy.
White masters wielded absolute power, their word law, their whims divine.
Black men, women, and children were chatt property to be bought, sold, bred, and broken.
Any whisper of intimacy across the color line was not just taboo.
It was a crime punishable by the lash, the chain, or the noose.
Society’s gaze was unyielding and the law bent to protect the powerful, ensuring that the enslaved remained shadows, voiceless and unseen.
This divide was no mere social construct.
It was etched into every aspect of existence.
From the grand white columned big house that gleamed like a beacon of privilege to the squalid slave quarters huddled in the shadows, a stark testament to the chasm between oppressor and oppressed.
Elijah’s life had been forged in this furnace of suffering from the moment he drew breath.
Born into bondage on a ramshackle plantation in the Piedmont, he was the son of a fieldand mother who toiled until her body gave out at 35.
Her death unmarked save for the hurried burial in an unmarked grave.
His father, a skilled carpenter sold away when Elijah was five, left behind only faded memories and a small wooden carving, a horse whittleled in stolen moments.
At 14, Elijah himself was auctioned off, his young frame inspected like livestock at the Richmond market.
Bidders prodded his muscles, pried open his mouth to check his teeth, debated his worth in dollars as if he were a mule.
The Hawthornes bought him for $450, a price that bought not just his labor, but his very existence.
In the quiet hours mcking stables, Elijah often turned inward, his mind a sanctuary where he replayed those auction memories, not with rage, but a numb resignation.
Why fight the inevitable? He’d think, tracing the horse carvings edges with calloused fingers.
The world’s built to break us.
But I won’t let it take my thoughts.
Literacy, his hidden rebellion, became his anchor.
Each pilferred word from a newspaper fragment whispered possibilities beyond the chains, fueling a quiet defiance that kept despair at bay.
Yet this secret knowledge only highlighted his lowly station.
While he deciphered words in the dark, he was legally forbidden from them.
His intellect a crime in a society that valued him only for his brawn.
Life on the Hawthorne estate was a relentless grind designed to extract every ounce of productivity while crushing the spirit.
Dawn broke with the overseer’s horn.
A guttural blast that yanked slaves from thin pallets of straw in the quarters.
Cramped cabins of weathered pine leaking rain and swarming with fleas.
their dirt floors a far cry from the polished oak of the big house.
Elijah rose with the others, his stomach hollow from the previous night’s meager ration.
Cornmeal mush and a scrap of salted pork, if luck held, meals that pald against the lavish spreads of roast venison, and fine wines enjoyed by the hawthorns at their mahogany table.
Breakfast was scarfed down in the chill air.
Then the march to the fields of stables began, feet bare or shaw in crude leather scraps, while Margaret glided in silk slippers across Persian rugs.
For Elijah, assigned to the stables and repairs, the day meant mucking out stalls heavy with manure, hauling water from the creek, and shoeing horses that cost more than his life.
tasks that left him caked in filth, a stark contrast to the pristine attire of the household staff who served the family indoors.
His hands blistered roar, splitting open in the cold, only to be rebound with rags that chafed worse than the wounds.
As he forked hay, sweat stinging his eyes, Elijah’s thoughts drifted to the injustice of it all.
“These beasts eat better than us.” He’d muse bitterly, watching a mare nuzzle oats.
But they ain’t got souls to crush.
The overseer, Harlon, was a spectre of cruelty, his whip a constant companion, enforcing the social order with brutal efficiency.
Harlon delighted in the lash, cracking it across backs for the slightest infraction.
A tool dropped, a row planted unevenly, punishments that Elijah had felt many times.
once for pausing to sip water in the July heat, the leather biting deep enough to draw blood that soaked his shirt.
The pain was fire, then ice, leaving scars that pulled tight with every movement.
In those moments, lying feverish in the quarters, Elijah confronted the void.
Is this all? Labor till death, then forgotten.
Healing came without mercy.
Slaves worked through fever and infection, lest they face the lazy tax, extra lashes or confinement in the stocks, exposed to sun and scorn, while Charles Hawthorne sipped brandy in his leather armchair, insulated from such hardships.
Elijah’s body bore the map of such punishments.
A lattice of white lines across his back, a jagged mark on his shoulder from a branding iron after an attempted escape by another slave implicated him in whispers, marks of ownership that no white man would ever bear.
Knights offered no restbite.
In the quarters, families huddled together under threadbear quilts, but Elijah, unmarried and childless, shared space with men like Josiah.
Their conversations hushed tales of loss.
Children were torn from mothers at sales.
Lovers separated by whims.
Fates Elijah dreaded knowing his life held no legal family ties unlike the sacred bonds protected for whites.
Disease stalked them.
Malaria from the swamps, dissentry from fouled water, claiming lives without pity, with no doctor summoned as one would be for Margaret’s slightest ailment.
Elijah had buried two bunkmates that winter.
their bodies wrapped in burlap and lowered into shallow pits by torch light.
Kneeling in the mud, shovel heavy, he’d think, “One day it’ll be me.
But I’ll go knowing I held on to something they couldn’t take.
my mind.
Food was scarce, clothing thread bare.
Elijah’s shirt, a castoff from the big house, hung in tatters, exposing skin to thorns and weather, while Margaret’s wardrobe brimmed with imported silks and jewels, symbols of a status he could never touch.
Yet amid this, Elijah clung to his secret.
Literacy gleaned from pilford newspapers and the old man’s lessons.
He read by moonlight filtering through cracks, words like freedom burning in his mind, a dangerous ember that sparked dreams of a life unchained, but one forever barred by the color of his skin and the laws that enshrined white supremacy.
The big house loomed at the estate’s center, a grand edifice of white columns and polished wood, a monument to wealth built on suffering.
A world of crystal chandeliers and velvet drapes that Elijah glimpsed only through service doors forbidden from entering as an equal.
Inside, Margaret Hawthorne paced the wide halls, her silk gown whispering against the polished floors, each step a privilege Elijah’s bare feet could never take.
At 28, she was a vision of refined beauty.
Pale skin, orbin hair pinned in elegant coils, eyes the color of storm clouds, features that commanded respect in parlors where she hosted gentile visitors, discussing literature and politics as if the estate’s horrors lay in another realm.
Born to a prominent family in the eastern tidewater, she had been married off to Charles Hawthorne at 19, a union forged in ambition rather than affection, her dowy securing alliances that elevated the Hawthornes in Virginia’s elite circles.
Charles, 40 and stern as the Virginia Winters, saw her as an ornament to his rising status, a vessel for heirs that had yet to come.
Her role confined to hostess and homemaker in a society that granted white women like her limited rights but absolute dominion over the enslaved.
His absences grew longer, his business enrichment and beyond, pulling him away for weeks at a time, leaving her to oversee the house with commands issued from a Sha’s lounge, her orders law to those beneath her.
Left alone in the echoing house, Margaret’s days blurred into isolation, yet one buffered by servants who anticipated her every need.
Unlike Elijah’s unyielding toil, she devoured books in the library, volumes of poetry and philosophy that whispered of freedom she could only imagine, imported from Europe and bound in leather, luxuries Elijah risked death to even touch.
Deep down she despised the peculiar institution that stained her world, but her voice was silenced by her station.
As a white woman of property, she was complicit.
Her quiet abolitionist leanings dismissed as sentimentality by society that expected her to uphold the order.
She was a wife, not a reformer.
Her power was elucory, confined to the household she barely controlled, yet it dwarfed Elijah’s none at all.
In the quiet of her chamber, Margaret often stared at her reflection, fingers tracing the lines of fatigue around her eyes.
“What am I here?” she’d wonder, the opulent room feeling like a gilded cage, a decoration for a man who sees me as little more than property himself.
Charles’s indifference gnawed at her.
His letters sparse, his touches mechanical when he was home.
A far cry from the passionate courtships romanticized in her novels.
Loneliness twisted into resentment.
And in her mind’s darker corners, she justified small cruelties as assertions of control, a way to reclaim agency in a life dictated by others.
agency she exercised over lives like Elijah’s whom the law deemed her absolute property.
Charles Hawthorne was the estate’s unyielding patriarch, his cold blue eyes missing nothing, his every decision backed by the full might of southern law that shielded white landowners from accountability.
Tall and broadsh shouldered, with a face etched by ambition, he ruled with a ledger in one hand and a riding crop in the other.
his study, a sanctum of maps and contracts that outlined the estate’s vast holdings, thousands of acres worked by dozens of slaves valued at tens of thousands of dollars.
The plantation’s profits were his obsession, and he drove his slaves mercilessly, believing mercy bred weakness, his authority unquestioned in a society where black testimony held no weight in court.
To Elijah, Charles was a distant thunder, rarely seen up close, but his presence felt in every crack of the whip, a god-like figure whose whims could end lives without trial.
In his study, pouring over accounts by candle light, or gas lamps, a luxury he denied the quarters.
Charles’s thoughts were a fortress of calculation.
This land yields, if you ring it hard enough, he’d reflect, justifying the brutality as necessity.
Slaves were assets interchangeable.
His wife’s quiet discontent a minor irritation, easily ignored amid his dealings with bankers and politicians who dined on fine china.
Power was his creed, and any threat to it, be it abolitionist whispers or household indiscretions, met with swift, unyielding force, protected by laws that criminalized resistance from the enslaved, while excusing white excesses.
Margaret, though, was a different storm, one that Elijah would soon learn to dread.
Her inner turmoil a mirror to his own suppressed anguish, yet wielded from a pedestal he could never ascend.
It began on a bitter winter afternoon in late January, the kind where frost clung to the windows like desperate fingers.
Snow dusted the fields, turning the world into a monochrome of suffering, the slave quarters buried under a thin white shroud, while the big house’s hearths blazed with imported coal.
Elijah had been summoned from the stables, his boots caked in mud as he carried an armload of firewood up the back stairs to the main house, entering through the servants’s door, a narrow portal that reinforced his inferior status, far from the grand front entrance reserved for white guests.
The day had already been brutal.
He’d risen before light to feed the horses, his fingers numb from breaking ice in troughs, then repaired a broken wagon wheel under Harlland’s cursing, his labor fueling the very carriages that carried Charles to his elite circles.
Hunger gnawed at him.
Lunch had been skipped for the task, a stale biscuit his only sustenance, while Margaret might have enjoyed tea with scon in her sunlit breakfast room.
As he climbed the stairs, Elijah’s mind churned with unease.
Why me? What fresh hell waits in that house? The overseer, a wiry man named Harlon with a perpetual sneer, had grunted the order.
Mrs.
Hawthorne needs help in her parlor.
Don’t dawdle, boy.
Elijah’s heart quickened.
Such calls were unusual, but he obeyed without question.
Refusal meant pain.
Perhaps the dark cell in the barn where men emerged broken or not at all.
A punishment Harlon meated out with impunity, backed by Charles’s authority.
Keep your head down, he told himself.
The woods weight a familiar burden compared to the unknown.
His lowly role dictating silence even as privilege shielded Margaret from such summanes.
The parlor was warm, the fire in the hearth roaring, casting flickering shadows on the damisk walls.
A room of setis upholstered in imported velvet and walls lined with oil portraits of Hawthorne ancestors, a gallery of white supremacy that Elijah averted his eyes from, knowing his image would never grace such holes.
Margaret stood by the window, her back to him, gazing out at the barren landscape through leaded glass panes that separated her from the cold world Elijah endured bare-chested.
Inside her thoughts raced, a storm of loneliness and defiance.
Charles leaves me to rot, she seethed.
But I won’t wither alone.
[clears throat] This power, small as it is, is mine, she turned as he entered, her expression unreadable.
Part command, part something fractured, her posture straight from years of etiquette lessons that Elijah’s rough upbringing could never match.
Set the wood down, Elijah,” she said, her voice soft but edged with authority, the refined accent of her class, contrasting his clipped field hone speech.
He did so, stacking the logs neatly by the great, then straightened, eyes fixed on the floor as protocol demanded, eyes that by law could not meet hers as an equal.
“Don’t look up,” Elijah thought, pulse quickening.
eyes on the floor always.
“Ma’am,” he murmured.
“Is there anything else?” She didn’t answer immediately.
The room seemed to shrink, the air thickening with unspoken tension, the scent of beeswax polish, and lavender soap clashing with the faint manure odor clinging to Elijah’s clothes.
Margaret stepped closer, her gown rustling, fabric worth more than his annual value, and closed the heavy oak door behind him with a decisive click.
The sound echoed like a trap springing shut, sealing him in a space where her word was absolute law.
Elijah’s mind raced, memories of other slaves fates, whispers of masters who vented frustrations on the helpless, fates she could order or ignore from her elevated perch.
his body tensed, every muscle coiled from years of anticipating violence.
“This ain’t right,” he realized.
A chill deeper than winter gripping him, the social gulf making resistance not just feutal, but suicidal.
“Stay,” she said simply, her eyes locking onto his.
There was no warmth there, only a hollow intensity, as if she were staring through him to some private abyss.
Her isolation had warped her.
Charles’s neglect left her a drift, and in that void, power over the powerless became a twisted salve, amplified by the societal chasm that rendered Elijah’s consent irrelevant.
“He can’t refuse,” Margaret thought.
A thrill of control masking her shame, her white skin a shield the law extended to her alone.
“This is mine to take, as the estate is Charles’s to command.” Elijah’s pulse hammered.
“Ma’am, I I only came to bring the wood.” His voice was steady, but inside fear coiled like a serpent.
He knew the stories, whispers among the slaves of masters who took what they wanted, of mistresses who wielded their loneliness like a weapon, their actions excused by courts that viewed black bodies as extensions of property.
But this was the big house, and she was the Ms.
her status granting impunity, while his invited only peril.
To refuse was to court death.
He’d seen a man lashed to ribbons for less.
His body sold off in pieces at auction blocks where whites like Margaret might bid without remorse.
God, if you listening, make this quick.
He prayed silently, his secret faith a flicker in the dark.
One denied public expression in a society that mocked black spirituality as superstition.
Margaret’s lips parted, but no smile came.
I didn’t call you here for wood, Elijah.
She moved to the seti, gesturing for him to approach, her manicured hand waving dismissal of his station.
Her hands trembled slightly, betraying the steel she forced into her posture, a fragility born of her constrained world, yet wielded over his boundless subjugation.
The coercion began subtly, her words laced with command.
Come closer.
You will do as I say.
Elijah’s feet dragged, each step a betrayal of his will, crossing the Persian rug that cost a fortune he could never earn.
He stood before her, towering yet diminished, as she reached out, her fingers gripping his arm, not in affection, but possession.
Her soft skin against his rough, scarred flesh, a tactile reminder of their divide.
“Why me?” Elijah’s mind screamed.
“I ain’t more than dirt to them.
This breaks what’s left, and they call it right.” What followed was an unrelenting assertion of dominance, expanded in its emotional brutality, the social contrast laid bare in every detail.
Margaret’s orders came in sharp whispers, brooking no hesitation.
Undress.
Lie down.
Elijah’s hands shook as he complied.
The act stripping away layers beyond cloth.
his dignity, his agency, shedding his tattered shirt to reveal the whip scars that mapped his enslavement, marks she viewed from her unscarred vantage.
She directed every movement, her voice a mix of desperation and control, as if proving her authority over the one soul she could bend, her commands echoing in the panled room where she hosted tease for ladies who decrieded immoral unions while ignoring the systems rot.
This fills the emptiness.
She rationalized inwardly.
Even as guilt pricked, her privilege blinding her to the full weight of his degradation.
He understands suffering.
Perhaps this binds us.
There was no tenderness, no illusion of choice.
Elijah’s body obeyed while his mind screamed, retreating to memories of his mother’s songs to endure.
Songs sung in quarters she would never enter.
The room’s opulence mocked him.
The fine rug underfoot, the silver candelabbras glinting on side tables laden with porcelain from England, symbols of a world that deemed him less than human, his sweat staining what her leisure preserved.
Sweat beaded on his brow, not from exertion, but terror of discovery of the noose that awaited if Charles learned a fate her status might mitigate to mere scandal.
I ain’t a man here, Elijah thought.
the violation carving hollows in his soul.
Just a thing, but I’ll remember.
I’ll hate quiet.
Margaret, lost in her own turmoil, pressed on.
Her actions a frantic bid to fill the emptiness.
But each command deepened the violation, etching shame into Elijah’s core, her silkclad form, a emblem of the power she could exert without consequence.
As it unfolded, her mind fractured.
What have I become? A monster in silk? Yet the powers rush silenced doubt, if only for the moment, her societal armor intact.
When it ended, Margaret turned away, adjusting her gown with mechanical precision, the fabric whispering privilege as she smoothed it.
Elijah dressed quickly, his hands shaking, the weight of subjugation pressing like chains, pulling his ragged shirt over scars that told his story, while her gown concealed nothing but refinement.
Never again, he vowed inwardly, though he knew the lie of it, his position ensuring repetition.
He slipped from the room without a word, the hallway stretching endlessly as he descended the back stairs, emerging into the cold where snow melted on his heated skin.
The winter chill outside clawed at him, but it palded against the cold within the big house’s warmth, a taunt of what was denied him.
In the stables he collapsed against a stall, wretching into the straw, the horses soft wickers his only witness.
beasts valued higher than he in the estate’s ledger.
Filth clung to him, not physical, but a stain on his soul.
He thought of his father, the carving he’d hidden under his pallet, a reminder of humanity denied, a father’s love unmarred by the auction block that separated them.
P, if you seeing this, forgive me for surviving.
Sleep that night was fitful.
haunted by the parlor’s shadows, his dreams twisting into nightmares of endless summons, his self-worth crumbling like dry earth under the weight of a system that elevated her at his expense.
Upstairs, Margaret collapsed onto the bed, her body racked with silent sobs amid feather pillows and lace curtains, luxuries that softened her isolation, but not her conscience.
I had no choice, she whispered to the empty room, but the lie tasted bitter.
She had every choice, backed by the full weight of society that protected her kind, while condemning his.
Yet in her loneliness, trapped in a marriage as confining as any chain, though hers was social, not iron.
She had lashed out at the nearest shadow.
Guilt gnawed at her, sharp and unrelenting.
But so did the void Charles left behind, a void filled by the only power she possessed.
For the first time she saw Elijah not as a faceless servant, but as a man, strong, silent, enduring, his scars a brutal contrast to her unblenmished life.
His eyes, they hold worlds I can’t touch, she reflected, horror mingling with a perverse fascination.
the social gulf both enabling and haunting her act.
The thought terrified her, planting seeds of conflict in her fractured heart, a war between her conscience and the isolation that drove her to such acts.
Acts excused by the very laws that bound him.
Days blurred into weeks, the winter deepening its grip on the estate, frost etching patterns on the big houses’s windows while it bit into the quarter’s thin walls.
Elijah’s suffering intensified.
The summons became a pattern, each one eroding him further, a ritual that underscored their unbridgegable divide.
Mornings brought the ache of unhealed wounds from labor, compounded by the night’s invisible scars, his body marked by toil, while hers remained untouched by necessity.
He’d toil in the stables, forking hay until his arms screamed, only to be called mid-after afternoon.
Harlon’s sneer following him like a shadow of the overseer’s borrowed authority.
Another piece of me dies each time, Elijah thought the dread a constant companion, knowing her command could pull him from life sustaining work.
The second encounter unfolded in the same parlor, but the coercion deepened, Margaret’s isolation fueling a more insistent grip, her voice carrying the weight of her class’s entitlement.
You belong here now,” she murmured, her commands sharper, pulling him into prolonged submission amid furnishings that symbolized her elevation.
“Why does he yield so easily?” she pondered, a mix of triumph and pity stirring, her pity a luxury he could not afford.
Elijah endured, his silence a shield, but inside despair bloomed.
This ain’t living.
It’s waiting for the end.
While she plays at power, he confided fragments to no one.
But the toll showed, eyes hollow, movements mechanical, as if part of him had been whipped away, his degradation invisible to the society that praised her refinement.
Slave life grounded on mercilessly, the contrast with the big house’s rhythms, a daily assault.
One dawn, Elijah joined a field crew for tobacco planting, the soil heavy and cold under his bare hands, while Margaret might have strolled the manicured gardens in gloves and bonnet.
Harlland’s whip sang for a crooked row, slicing Elijah’s back a new, reopening old scars, punishment swift and legal, unlike any reprimand she might face.
Blood trickled as he worked, the pain a constant throbb, but he bit down complaints.
Pains my teacher, he reflected grimly.
Teaches me to endure while they sip tea.
Evenings brought auctions, slaves sold for debts, families shattered on blocks where whites like Charles haggled prices.
The transactions as casual as Margaret shopping for lace.
Elijah watched a young girl, no older than 10, dragged away, screaming, her mother’s whales echoing through the quarters.
A scene Margaret might hear from afar but never witness up close.
It mirrored his own losses, fueling a quiet rage.
One day I’ll break free for her, for Ma.
Freedoms they hoarded.
Food rations dwindled with the lean season.
Elijah grew gaunt, his strength sapped, making the summons all the more invasive.
His weakened frame a tool in her hands while she dined on delicacies.
He stole moments to read a discarded almanac.
Words of distant lands a fleeting escape, but reality intruded like Harland’s boot.
The papers fine print, a mockery of his forbidden access.
Freedom’s just ink on paper for me, he’d sigh, closing the page.
The literacy that empowered her library visits condemning him to peril.
Charles departed for Richmond again, his carriage rattling away under gray skies.
Conveyance on cushioned seats to meetings with legislators who enshrined their privileges, leaving Margaret to the house’s oppressive quiet, her solitude a choice amid servants, not the enforced isolation of the fields.
In his absence, Charles mind turned to profits, but a nagging suspicion of household laxity flickered.
“Margaret’s too soft,” he thought dismissively, planning to assert control upon return, his authority unchallenged.
The pattern solidified insidiously.
“A note, would arrive via a house girl, herself a slave, but one with slightly better rations for indoor work.
Elijah to the parlor immediately.
he would go.
Each summons a heavier yoke.
The walk from stables a march to execution, crossing the estates divide from mud to marble.
The third time in early February, snow blanketing the grounds, drifts piled against the quarter’s doors while the big house shoveled clear.
Margaret waited in her bedroom, the fire low, warmed by a blaze Elijah had stoked.
I need this, she admitted inwardly.
loneliness, a yawning pit filled by her soul dominion.
“Lock the door,” she ordered, her voice trembling with a mix of authority and need.
The brass keychain on her dressing table a symbol of her locked world.
The coercion expanded here.
Hours of demanded compliance, her hands guiding, voice insistent, “Don’t stop until I say.” her commands issued from lace- trimmed sheets while he shivered from the cold he’d just escaped.
“He hates me,” Elijah sensed.
The realization sharpening the humiliation, his bare vulnerability against her draped security.
But hate don’t stop the chains, hers or the laws.
Elijah’s body complied, but his spirit fractured further.
Tears he dared not shed burning behind closed eyes.
He felt reduced to an object.
His suffering layered upon the daily brutalities.
A fresh lashing that morning for a loose horseshoe, skin raw under his shirt, wounds she might notice but never share.
How much more till I shatter? Margaret post act touched his scar.
What horrors make a man like this? Am I adding to them from my safe height? The cycle repeated.
Each encounter a deeper plunge into enforced intimacy.
the social contrasts sharpening the blade.
Spring crept in reluctantly, the fields greening as tobacco shoots pushed through the soil.
Elijah’s hands planting what would line Charles pockets, while Margaret’s gardens bloomed under hired gardener’s care.
Elijah’s days filled with harrowing, plowing under Harland’s watch.
The mule’s strain mirroring his own, furrows etched like the lines of status dividing them.
This earth owns me, he thought, while she owns the view from her window.
A storm once flooded the stables.
Elijah waste deep in muck all night, shivering through fever in his drafty bunk, while she retired to a dry, warmed bed.
Fevers better than her room.
He decided feverishly the illness untreated, save for herbal tease from the quarters.
Wise women recovery was no luxury.
He returned to summons, weakened, Margaret’s demands clashing with his exhaustion.
Her vitality a product of rest he couldn’t claim.
“Serve me,” she’d command, oblivious at first to his pal, her loneliness blinding her to the full extent of his torment, her privilege assuming his resilience.
“He looks broken,” she noted finally, guilt surging.
“Am I the whip now from my velvet throne?” Elijah’s internal vow hardened.
Survive this.
Don’t let it claim you.
But the pain accumulated, physical from labor’s whip and weather, emotional from the repeated theft of self.
Each act a reinforcement of the gulf.
My mind’s the last free thing.
Hold it tight away from her world.
By April, the coercion evolved subtly.
Margaret’s guilt surfacing and hesitant questions amid the acts.
Her inquiries a bridge across the chasm she herself widened.
“Do you feel anything?” she’d ask, her touch lingering post command, fingers soft against his calluses.
“Tell me I’m not a beast,” she pleaded silently, her empathy a rare crack in the facade of superiority.
“Elijah’s responses were guarded.” “Pain, ma’am.
Always pain.
Lies to survive,” he thought.
the truth too dangerous in her protected sphere.
Yet in these moments she glimpsed his humanity, her own cage reflecting his gilded bars versus iron, but bars nonetheless.
“We’re both prisoners,” she realized.
The thought both comforting and damning, ignoring how her captivity allowed commands he could only obey.
Elijah too saw her fractures.
Tear streak cheeks after Charles’s cold letters delivered on silver trays.
She cries for her chains, ignores mine, the ones she tightens.
Their bonds shifted from pure force to a tangled empathy.
But the power remained hers.
Each session a reminder of his enslavement.
Her status ensuring no reciprocity.
Empathy don’t erase the force.
Elijah brooded the contrast a bitter pill.
The estate buzzed with planting seasons fury.
Slaves bent double in the fields.
Their songs a defiant undercurrent to the crack of whips.
Spirituals of Jordan crossed unheard in the big houses drawing rooms where Margaret played piano sonatas.
Elijah’s dual burdens, fieldwork when stables allowed and the house’s shadows wore him thin, his labor sustaining her leisure.
A bout of Agu struck in May.
Chills racking him for days in the quarters stifling heat.
But Harlon dragged him out.
No sick bed for bucks like you.
While a physician would attend her for a headache.
Body fails, spirit fights Elijah endured.
The fever a great leveler she escaped through means he lacked.
The fever lingered, sapping strength for Margaret’s cause, where her insistence met his frailty.
Harder, she’d demand, unaware of the toll, deepening his resentment.
Even as pity stirred her command, her privilege of position, she don’t see the cost.
Her world blinds her.
Absences drew eyes.
Josiah, wiry and watchful, cornered Elijah one dusk in the quarters where men gathered around a smoldering fire pit, sharing cornbread scraps, meals worlds apart from her suppers.
You fading brother, Josiah said, voice low amid coughs and murmurss.
His own thoughts heavy with loss.
Can’t let another fall like my Sarah sold while they feast.
Elijah shrugged, wincing at a fresh bruise from Harlon.
Life’s killing us all.
But Josiah persisted, his own scars from a wife’s sail fueling empathy.
Scars earned in the field she overlooked.
Whispers spread.
Pity in the women’s eyes as they washed linens in the big houses’s laundry.
Fear in the boy’s games, mimicking white overseers.
Elijah’s isolation grew.
Even reading became riskier.
Hidden pages trembling in his hands.
The knowledge a bridge to worlds denied by law.
If they know my secret, it’ll kill me faster than her bed.
Her bed of privilege.
Summer scorched heat waves wilting crops and slaves alike.
Elijah hauling water from dawn, blistering under the sun in threadbear garb, while Margaret retreated to shaded veranders with iced lemonade.
Only for evening summons did he cross the threshold again.
One July night, thunder rumbling, Margaret pulled him to her bed, commands fervent.
Stay all night, obey every word.
Her room a haven of cool linens and scented air.
This storm matches my soul, she thought.
Desperation peaking, her isolation a choice amid options he had none.
The coercion peaked, prolonged, exhaustive, her need overriding his exhaustion.
Body and soul bent to her will.
I can’t anymore.
Elijah’s mind fractured.
Body a vessel in her domain.
Elijah collapsed afterward, body aching from labor and use.
Dreaming of flight, but chained by fear.
The chains literal for him, metaphorical for her.
Run and leave what? More pain.
Her world chases us both, but favors her.
Guilt transformed Margaret.
She slipped him extra food, a heel of bread, cheese hidden in his pocket during tasks, scraps from her table, a condescending mercy.
Reparations for my sins.
She rationalized the act highlighting her bounty.
Conversations deepened.
Elijah shared field horrors.
She her books rebellions.
To liberty she read freely.
He in secret.
His words.
They stir something real.
She marveled.
The exchange of fragile thread across the abyss.
Affection bloomed perilously, complicating the force.
her growing care a luxury of emotion he could ill afford.
Love in chains.
Madness, Elijah pondered, heart conflicted, the social rift twisting even tenderness.
Harland’s suspicions boiled over, his loyalty to Charles, a pillar of the hierarchy.
During a barn repair, he cornered Elijah.
Crop raised amid hay bales that scratched like the systems barbs.
Heard Tales, boy.
Touch the misses and your meat.
Filthy animal daring her realm.
Harlon thought viciously, his white skin granting him power over Elijah’s life.
A beating followed, fists and kicks, leaving Elijah bruised, ribs cracked, punishment meated without trial.
Pain’s familiar.
Elijah gasped inwardly, the blows a reminder of his place.
He limped to the next summons.
pain amplifying the violation as Margaret, sensing his hurt from her shares, softened slightly.
What happened? My doing from my careless command, she freted, her concern a privilege, but commands resumed, her need overriding the bed’s canopy a veil over the gulf.
I hate this pull, Elijah seethed, resentment flaring at the injustice.
Josiah’s confrontation came in the tobacco barns amid curing leaves acid smoke work that filled hawthorne coffers while slaves inhaled the fumes.
Harland sniffing.
I can’t watch you die.
For the good of all, trapped below.
Josiah agonized, his solidarity born of shared subjugation.
Elijah begged silence, but fear festered.
Betrayals in the air, he sensed, the whispers a threat in their fragile world.
Autumn waned, harvests brutal, long hours threshing under Harland’s eye.
Quotas set high to maximize profits for Charles’s ledgers, while Margaret oversaw preserves from her kitchen domain.
Eli’s body rebelled.
A festering cut from thorns led to infection.
Fever blurring days in the quarters heat.
Untreated beyond folk remedies.
Death might be mercy, he whispered in delirium.
The illness a spectre she banished with doctors.
Margaret’s care clashed with coercion.
She’d tend wounds, then demand service.
The duality tormenting, her hands clean of soil.
How can I want her and loathe her? Her [clears throat] world makes the wanting poison.
Charles’s early return loomed.
In October, paranoia gripped, patrols doubled.
A slave fgged for insulence in the yard she viewed from her window.
Tighten the noose.
Charles plotted inwardly, his control absolute.
Elijah and Margaret plotted whispers.
Escape north.
His reading guiding maps she’d provide from her library.
Freedom’s a dream worth dying for, he decided.
For once, choose my fate.
Defy the divide.
Josiah confessed to Charles, hoping mercy in the study lined with law books favoring whites.
Save the boy.
Save us all, he thought desperately, his testimony worthless without corroboration.
Rage exploded.
November night, storm raging outside the big houses’s secure walls.
Charles burst in on their planning.
Kirchief damning a token from her sewing basket.
Betrayed in my own house, he thundered inwardly, his fury law unto itself.
Chaos.
Elijah fought.
Guards swarmed, field hands turned enforcers by the system.
For her, for me, against this wall.
Elijah roared in his mind, fists against armed might.
Margaret intervened, but capture followed.
Her pleas heard, but her status no shield now.
I caused this, she wept, the reversal stark.
Lashes tore Elijah, screams echoing his life’s pains.
the post a public stage of hierarchies enforcement while she watched from a barred window.
End it, he begged silently, body broken.
Slaves rioted subtly.
Sheds burned, a spark of defiance from below.
For Elijah, they thought, flames licking the profits.
Margaret freed him briefly, knife from her drawer.
Flight failed.
Bullets wounding through the woods she picnicked in.
“Worth it!” She gasped, blood on her gown.
Capture sealed tragedy.
Elijah hanged from the estate’s oak, bodies swaying, a warning to those below, his literacy secret dying with him.
Free at last, his last thought beyond the chasm.
Margaret institutionalized madness her chain in a Richmond asylum for hysterical white women.
Her fall from Grace’s scandal, not execution.
Lost him, lost myself,” she murmured in shadows.
The gulf swallowing her too.
Josiah preserved the book spark enduring his mind lives on.
He vowed in the quarter’s dim light.
But Elijah’s suffering echoed in every lashes crack, every stolen breath.
The slave’s world was unyielding agony.
Powers perverse dance unbroken.
The social contrasts not just backdrop but the very chains binding their fates.
White privilege and black subjugation intertwined in eternal tension.
