My public baptism ceremony took place one month after my arrival in a church that had been praying for persecuted Christians in Saudi Arabia for over a decade.

As I was lowered into the baptismal waters, I felt like all the shame and fear from my past life was being washed away forever.

Rising from those waters represented more than just symbolic burial and resurrection with Christ.

It was the public declaration of my new identity as a daughter of the King of Kings.

No longer bound by earthly royal titles or family expectations, God saved me not just for myself, but to save others.

Within 6 months of my arrival in Germany, I began sharing my testimony at churches across Europe.

The response was overwhelming as believers heard firsthand how God was moving in the Muslim world.

How he was calling people to himself even from the most unlikely places and how he was willing to perform miracles to protect those who chose to follow him despite the ultimate cost.

My first speaking engagement was at a large church in Berlin where over 2,000 people gathered to hear my story.

As I stood before that crowd, I remembered the palace lectures where I had been displayed as an example of Islamic virtue and I marveled at how God had transformed my platform.

Instead of representing the success of Saudi religious culture, I was now proclaiming the superiority of Christ’s love over any earthly religion or political system.

The ministry expanded beyond Europe as invitations came from churches in America, Australia, and other countries with significant Chris Christian populations.

Each testimony I shared seemed to impact listeners in profound ways, encouraging believers to count the cost of disciplehip while challenging comfortable Christians to consider what they would be willing to sacrifice for their faith.

Many reported that my story helped them appreciate the religious freedom they had taken for granted.

Working with organizations that rescued persecuted Christians became my primary calling.

I joined the board of directors for several international ministries using my unique background to help develop strategies for reaching Muslims with the gospel and supporting converts who face persecution.

My experience navigating underground networks and understanding Islamic law proved invaluable in planning rescue operations for other believers facing execution or imprisonment, counseling other Muslim converts became one of the most rewarding aspects of my new life.

Women from across the Middle East would seek me out, sharing their own stories of secret faith, family persecution, and spiritual struggle.

Many had found Bibles in similar circumstances to my own experience, and hearing how God had delivered me gave them hope that he would provide a way for them as well.

Some were facing immediate danger while others were wrestling with whether to make their faith public despite knowing the consequences.

I am more royal now as a daughter of the King of Kings than I ever was as a Saudi princess.

The inheritance I have in Christ far surpasses any earthly wealth or privilege I possessed in the palace.

My citizenship in heaven gives me an identity that no human government can revoke.

And my relationship with Jesus provides security that no earthly protection could match.

In 2021, God blessed me with marriage to David, a fellow refugee who had fled persecution in Iran.

After converting from Islam to Christianity, our wedding took place in the same German church where I had been baptized.

Surrounded by believers who had become our spiritual family, David understood my journey in ways that no one who had not experienced similar persecution could comprehend.

And together we established a home where Christ is honored above any cultural tradition tradition or religious heritage.

We began leading Bible studies specifically designed for former Muslim women who were adjusting to Christian faith and western culture.

These gatherings became safe spaces where women could ask questions about biblical teachings that seemed to contradict their Islamic upbringing, work through guilt about leaving their families behind and learned to embrace their new identity in Christ.

Many of these women had suffered traumatic persecution and sharing my own experience helped them process their pain while holding on to hope.

Raising our children in Christian faith and freedom has been one of our greatest joys.

Our daughter Sarah, but born in 2022, and our son Joshua, born in 2024, will grow up knowing Jesus as their savior from their ear earliest memories, never experiencing the spiritual emptiness and religious bondage that characterized my own childhood.

When I watch them pray with innocent faith or hear them sing worship songs, I am reminded daily of the generational impact of my decision to follow Christ despite the cost.

The reality of never being able to return to Saudi Arabia remains painful.

I have not spoken to any member of my biological family since my father’s final visit to my prison cell, and I do not know if they are alive or dead, healthy or suffering.

The love I have for them has not diminished despite their rejection.

And I pray daily for their salvation, believing that the same God who reached me in my palace prison can reach them wherever they are.

I lost a kingdom on earth but gained the kingdom of heaven.

What is God asking you to surrender today for his glory? Perhaps you are holding on to relationships, reputation, financial security or cultural acceptance that God is calling you to release for the sake of following Christ more fully.

My story demonstrates that no sacrifice is too great when compared to the surpassing worth of knowing Jesus as Lord and Savior.

If a Saudi princess can give up everything for Jesus, what excuse do you have for holding back areas of your life from complete surrender? God is not asking everyone to face martyrdom or exile.

But he is calling every believer to count the cost of disciplehip and choose Christ above a competing loyalties.

Today can be the day your life changes forever if you will ask Jesus into your heart as your Lord and Savior.

Jesus didn’t just intervene to save my life.

He interveneed to save my soul.

And he wants to do the same for you.

Don’t wait until tomorrow to surrender.

Surrender your life completely to him because eternity is too important to delay and you never know when your opportunity might pass forever.

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2 Woman Soldiers Vanished Without a Trace — 5 Years Later, a SEAL Team Uncovered the Truth…

In October 2019, Specialist Emma Hawkins and Specialist Tara Mitchell departed forward operating base Chapman on what their unit was told was a routine supply run to coast.

Never made it.

Convoy found burned, blood on the seats, bodies gone.

Army said KIA, insurgent ambush, case closed.

5 years later, a SEAL team raided a compound in the mountains.

Wasn’t even their target.

Bad intel sent them to the wrong grid.

In a hidden cellar, they found US Army uniforms.

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Female name tapes still readable.

Hawkins Mitchell.

Dog tags wrapped in plastic.

A bundle of letters never sent.

Fresh scratches on the walls.

Counting days.

Master Sergeant Curtis Boyd got the call at 0300.

His soldier’s gear found in some hellhole cave.

The guilt that had eaten him since that October morning turned to ice in his chest.

5 years.

5 years they’d been somewhere out there.

The SEAL team commander’s words echoed.

Boyd, you need to get here.

There’s more.

Someone was in that cellar recently.

Very recently.

Master Sergeant Curtis Boyd stood in the rain outside Fort Campbell’s administrative building.

The evidence box heavy in his jacket pocket.

Three weeks since the seal team’s discovery.

Three weeks of doors slammed in his face.

Three weeks of Let It Go, Sergeant.

His hands shook as he lit another cigarette.

Not from the cold.

Inside that box, two uniforms bloodstained but folded neat.

Dog tags that should have been around their necks when they died.

Letters in Terara’s handwriting.

And something that made his throat close up every time.

Scratch marks on a piece of concrete they’d cut from the wall.

Hundreds of tiny lines.

Days, months, years.

The door opened behind him.

Lieutenant Colonel Patricia Sharp, military intelligence.

The fourth officer he’d tried to see this week.

Sergeant Boyd.

Her voice carried that tone he’d heard too often lately.

Exhaustion mixed with pity.

We’ve been over this, ma’am, with respect.

We haven’t been over anything.

Boyd turned, rain dripping from his patrol cap.

Those scratches were fresh.

Someone was counting days in that cellar two weeks ago.

My soldiers.

Your soldiers died 5 years ago.

Then who was counting days? Sharp’s jaw tightened.

Could have been anyone.

Insurgents use those caves.

Insurgents who wear US Army uniforms with name tapes.

Boyd pulled out his phone, swiped to the photos he’d been sent.

Insurgents who write letters to Diane Mitchell in perfect English.

insurgents who scratch 1,826 lines on a wall.

That’s five years exactly, Colonel.

Five years.

Sharp looked at the photos longer than she should have if she really believed they meant nothing.

Her fingers drumed against her leg, a nervous tell Boyd had noticed in their previous meetings.

The SEAL team did a full sweep, she said finally.

No one was there because they weren’t looking for anyone.

Wrong grid coordinates, remember? They stumbled onto this by accident.

Boyd stepped closer.

Close enough to see the rain collecting on her eyelashes.

What if they’re still alive? What if Emma and Terra are out there somewhere and we’re sitting here? Stop.

Sharp’s voice cracked.

Just stop.

You think you’re the only one who wants them to be alive? I knew Mitchell.

She was She was a good soldier.

But the blood in that convoy, the amount They never found bodies in that region.

Animals, weather, insurgents taking them for propaganda.

There are a dozen explanations.

Boyd reached into the evidence box, pulled out a small plastic bag.

Inside a St.

Christopher medallion on a silver chain.

Emma never took this off ever.

Her grandmother gave it to her before basic training.

Said it would keep her safe.

Sharp stared at the medallion.

It was in the cellar, Boyd continued.

Along with this, another bag, a wedding ring, inscription visible through the plastic.

Tara’s husband gave her this two weeks before deployment.

She’d spin it when she was nervous, made this little clicking sound against her rifle.

Items can be taken from bodies.

The blood on Terra’s uniform.

Boyd’s voice dropped.

It’s not 5 years old.

Lab Tech owed me a favor.

ran a test.

That blood is maybe 6 months old.

Type a positive.

Terara’s blood type.

Sharp went very still.

Someone’s been keeping them.

Boyd said moving them.

Maybe using them for Christ.

I don’t even want to think about what for, but one of them was bleeding 6 months ago.

One of them was counting days 2 weeks ago.

And we’re going to stand here and pretend I can’t authorize anything based on scratches and blood stains.

Sharp’s words came out rehearsed, but her eyes said something different.

You know that chain of command, intelligence protocols, [ __ ] protocols.

The words exploded out of him.

Those are my soldiers.

Were were your soldiers, and you weren’t even supposed to be shown that evidence.

The SEAL team commander broke about 15 regulations sending you those photos.

Boyd laughed, bitter and sharp.

Jake Morrison.

Yeah, he broke regulations because he knew I’d been looking for them because he found their gear in a cave that wasn’t supposed to exist in an area we were told was cleared 5 years ago.

Something shifted in Sharp’s expression.

Morrison.

The SEAL team commander was Jake Morrison.

Yeah.

So Sharp pulled out her phone, typed something quickly.

Her face went pale as she read.

Jake Morrison, married to Tara Mitchell in 2019, divorced in absentia after she was declared KIA.

The rain seemed to get louder.

Boyd felt his chest go tight.

He never said he wouldn’t.

Sharp looked up from her phone.

Jesus Christ.

He found his wife’s things in that cave and didn’t say anything.

Maybe he did.

Maybe that’s why I got the photos.

Maybe.

Boyd stopped, thought about Morrison’s voice on the phone, controlled but strange.

The way he’d said to come alone, the way he’d emphasized that the official report would say the cellar was empty.

Sharp was already walking toward the building.

Get in the car.

What? Get in the goddamn car, Sergeant.

We’re going to see Morrison.

If Tara Mitchell’s husband found evidence she was alive and didn’t report it through proper channels, then either he knows something or she paused at the door or he’s planning something.

Boyd followed her, his mind racing, the scratches on the wall.

1,826 days.

But some scratches looked different, newer.

The last 50 or so scratched with something else, something sharper.

Colonel, he said as they reached her vehicle.

Those letters in the evidence, the ones in Terara’s handwriting.

What about them? They were all addressed to her mother.

All dated within the last year, but one.

He pulled out his phone, found the photo.

One was addressed to Jake.

No date, just said, “If you find this.

” Sharp started the engine.

What did it say? Boyd read from the photo, his voice catching.

Jake, if you find this, know I never stopped loving you.

No, I fought.

No, Emma is stronger than any of us thought.

And know that what they’re planning, we tried to stop it.

We tried.

Look for the water station at grid 247.

3.

October 20th.

They think we don’t understand, but we do.

Please forgive me.

Forever.

T-sharp slammed on the brakes before they’d even left the parking lot.

October 20th.

That’s 3 days from now.

Boyd gripped the door handle.

Whatever Tara was trying to warn about, it’s happening in 3 days.

Sharp grabbed her secure phone, started dialing.

We need to find Morrison now and Boyd.

She looked at him as the phone rang.

If your soldiers are alive, if they’ve been held for 5 years and managed to get a warning out, then someone on our side has been lying about a lot more than just their deaths.

The phone connected.

Sharp started talking fast using code words Boyd didn’t recognize, but he wasn’t listening anymore.

He was thinking about Emma and Tara out there somewhere.

Thinking about scratches on a wall.

Thinking about fresh blood on old uniforms.

Thinking about how Jake Morrison, Navy Seal, had found his wife’s wedding ring and letters in a cave and instead of reporting it, had sent the evidence to Boyd secretly, urgently, like he was planning a rescue, like he knew exactly where to look.

like maybe those wrong grid coordinates weren’t wrong at all.

The drive to Morrison’s off base apartment took 40 minutes.

Boyd spent them staring at the photos on his phone, zooming in on details.

The scratches bothered him.

Different tools, different depths.

The first thousand or so were uniform, fingernail, maybe a small rock.

Then they changed.

Sharper, desperate.

Sharp had been on her secure phone the entire drive, voice low and tense.

When she finally hung up, her knuckles were white on the steering wheel.

Morrison took emergency leave yesterday, she said.

Told his command he had a family emergency.

Terra was his family.

Was past tense.

That’s what has me worried.

Sharp took a turn too fast, tires squealing.

He’s been running unauthorized searches for 2 years.

satellite time he shouldn’t have access to.

Drone footage from grids that were supposed to be clear.

Someone in NSA caught it last month but hadn’t filed the report yet.

Boyd felt something cold settle in his stomach.

He knew.

He knew they were alive before he found that seller.

Maybe.

Or maybe he just never stopped looking.

Sharp pulled into an apartment complex.

All identical buildings and dead lawns.

Building C.

Apartment 314.

Morrison’s door was unlocked.

Not broken, not forced, just unlocked.

The apartment looked like someone had left in the middle of breakfast.

Coffee still in the pot now cold.

Bowl of cereal on the counter.

Milk curdled.

But the walls, Christ, the walls, maps everywhere.

Afghanistan, Pakistan border regions.

Red pins, blue pins, string connecting them like a conspiracy theorist’s fever dream.

Photos printed from satellites, grainy but marked with careful annotations.

And in the center, two official Army photos, Emma Hawkins and Tara Mitchell in their class A uniforms, smiling.

Jesus, Sharp whispered.

Boyd moved closer to the maps.

Each pin had a date.

Sighting reports, maybe rumors.

One cluster near the original ambush site spreading out like an infection over months, years.

The trail led north into the mountains.

Look at this.

Sharp stood by Morrison’s desk holding a notebook.

He’s been tracking someone.

Multiple someone’s she read aloud.

October 2019.

Initial capture.

Moved north.

November 2019.

Safe house coast mountains.

December 2019.

split.

Two locations reported.

Emma East, Tara West.

Can’t confirm.

Boyd found another notebook.

This one more recent.

Morrison’s handwriting got worse as the pages went on.

Like he’d been writing faster, more desperate.

July 2024.

Source says two American women still alive.

Healing camp.

Translation unclear.

August 2024.

Tara sick.

Emma taking care of her.

Guard talked about the one who fights and the one who prays.

September 2024.

Movement detected.

Grid 247.

3.

Water station confirmed.

Grid 247.

3.

Boyd looked up.

That’s from Terara’s letter.

Sharp was already on her phone again pulling up classified maps.

That’s [ __ ] That’s outside any area we patrol.

Completely dark territory.

No oversight, no surveillance, no.

She stopped.

It’s perfect.

You could hide an army there.

Something else caught Boyd’s eye.

A medical report half hidden under other papers.

Not official, just handwritten notes.

He recognized the terminology from combat lifesaver training.

Subject one, malnutrition, various stages healing.

Broken ribs aged approximately 6 months.

Scarring consistent with repeated trauma.

Subject two, advanced infection, possibly tuberculosis.

Kidney failure likely without treatment.

Estimate 3 to 6 month survival.

The date on the notes 2 months ago.

Tara’s dying, Boyd said quietly.

That’s why the blood was fresh.

She’s dying and Emma’s watching it happen.

Sharp found something else.

Photos.

These not from satellites, but from ground level.

Blurry taken from distance.

A water station just like Terara’s letter described.

Trucks arriving at night.

Armed men.

And in one photo, barely visible.

Two figures in the back of a truck, smaller than the men around them, one supporting the other.

These were taken last week.

Sharp said.

Morrison was there.

He found them.

Then where is he now? Boyd’s phone rang.

Unknown number.

He almost didn’t answer, but Sharp nodded.

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