A plywood rig supported the weak board surrounding it, and the interior cavity had been scanned for structural safety.

Beneath the porch, the crawl space extended further than May originally realized.

an L-shaped bend in the back that curved under the stairs.

“Anything you want to tell us before we go in?” one of the texts asked, snapping on a pair of nitrial gloves.

May hesitated.

She carved drawings into the wood names.

At least I think she tried to look for the word kala and anything chained to the beams.

The tech nodded and ducked down.

May crouched nearby, watching through the open trap door as they swept the flashlight across the dark.

Dust swirled.

Beatles skittered.

Then, “Detective!” one of the texts called out.

His voice was tight.

“You should see this.

” Howerin went down first.

May followed.

The crawl space had changed since she’d last been in it.

Not just cleaned out, but expanded.

More of the space had been cleared by the texts, and beneath the porch steps was a shallow dugout pit, 4 feet wide, about 2 feet deep.

A child’s mattress lay across it, molded, discolored.

“Jesus,” Howerin muttered.

“This wasn’t a hiding place.

This was a room.

” The walls of the pit were carved with scores of deep scratch marks, not randomly, but in groups of four.

over and over again, claw-like, desperate.

Above the pit, nailed into the joist, was a wooden sign, not a factory-made one, handcarved, crooked letters, burned at the edges.

Princess Pit.

May’s breath hitched, the flashlight shifted.

Beside the mattress, tangled in old rope and pink plastic chain links, was a pile of torn fabric, a ripped night gown decorated with faded unicorns.

Next to it sat a ceramic dish, and on that dish a shriveled mummified bouquet of dandelions, a child’s attempt at a gift.

May covered her mouth.

Another tech called from behind the crawlspace bend.

Detective, we found something else.

May followed them around the L curve.

Her knees scraped against the packed dirt.

The beam of the flashlight hit something metallic.

A small ventilation grill about a foot across embedded into the wall’s support beam.

Behind it was a narrow chute.

Impossibly small for a person, but wide enough to pass objects through.

On the other side, a dark cavity.

Where does that lead? May asked.

the tech replied.

Maybe, but the house doesn’t have a full basement.

Howerin frowned.

Not officially.

One of the techs reached into the chute with a gloved hand and pulled something out.

A scrap of paper folded, yellowed with age.

Howerin unfolded it.

The handwriting was childlike, jagged, done in red crayon.

Dear May, you knocked back.

Thank you.

I’m still waiting.

I’m still here.

I’m not scared anymore.

May staggered back a step.

She remembered it.

The knocking, the rhythm.

She used to think it was mice behind the wall.

Then she started knocking back.

Four taps, then three, then one.

She used to call it the wall game.

She thought it was Mark, but it wasn’t.

It was Kala.

Later that day in Howerin’s office, the evidence was laid out on the table.

The dish, the doll fragments, the shoe, the gown, the crayon note, the carved beam.

You said your parents were arrested for neglect, Howerin said.

But no charges of abuse.

May nodded.

They claimed there were only three children.

No neighbors saw a fourth.

No hospital records.

No birth certificate.

No foster system paperwork.

May stared at the crayon note.

What if they hit her before CPS ever arrived? What if she was never supposed to be found? Howerin looked grim.

Then someone went to great lengths to erase her, and we have a body to find.

That night, May sat in the motel tub, knees to her chest.

The lights were off.

Only the pale yellow glow from the parking lot outside the blinds lit the room.

She listened to the sounds of dripping pipes and imagined her little sister Bethany sleeping in the room next door, unaware of any of this.

May hadn’t called her.

Not yet.

Bethany was only 4 years old when they were rescued.

Her memories were a soft blur.

May had protected her from the truth once.

Could she do it again? Her phone buzzed on the sink.

She climbed out of the tub, dripping, and picked it up.

Another message.

Unknown number.

Do not dig the garden.

She was never planted.

She was discarded.

May’s fingers shook.

This wasn’t random.

Someone was watching.

Someone who knew the house.

Someone who used the same language they used back then.

Discarded.

Unregistered.

Bright hair.

She stared into the mirror, breath fogging the glass.

And for the first time in 38 years, she remembered something buried so deep it didn’t feel like memory, more like a whispered warning from behind the wall.

A lullabi sung through the slats at night.

Fourth is not a name to say.

Fourth will be the one to stay.

One for food and two for light, three for sleep, and four for night.

May whispered the words aloud, eyes wide, heart pounding.

She hadn’t thought of that song in decades, but now it was back, and she knew what it meant.

Calla was the fourth, and she was never meant to leave.

May 6th, 2024.

Location 1,120 Firebrush Lane, Interior, Floyd County, Indiana.

The wallpaper peeled back like old skin.

May stood in what had once been the living room of the Dawson house, now a skeleton of its former self.

Forensic crews had cleared out most of the rot and rubble.

Boards had been stripped, carpet ripped.

The house felt like an excavation site, but May wasn’t looking at the floor.

She was staring at the wall where the family’s television used to hang.

Behind the floral wallpaper, something bulged, a warped spot, subtle but unmistakable.

She reached for her multi-tool and began to peel the paper away.

It came loose with a slow hiss, revealing splintered wood and a small rectangular cutout.

Howerin had left her alone for the day, said the house was cleared for now.

But May knew better.

The house hadn’t given up its last secret yet.

She tapped the cutout, hollow, fingers trembling, she pried it open.

Inside was a cassette tape, unlabeled, dust covered, wedged behind the wall for decades.

May sat back on her heels.

This wasn’t just forgotten.

It had been hidden.

Back at the sheriff’s office, Howerin examined the tape under a desk lamp.

Where’d you find it again? In the wall, living room behind the wallpaper.

He turned it over.

No label, no timestamp.

You sure this is from the8s? May pointed to the casing.

That’s a Fuji FXI.

That specific shell design was only made between 1984 and 1987.

Howerin nodded, mildly impressed.

You know your tapes.

She didn’t tell him she used to record lullabies for Bethany on one or that her father used to make them listen to sermons he recorded from the radio, always over blank cassettes, always without labels.

He didn’t want them to know what was coming.

Howerin called in a forensics technician and had the tape loaded into a refurbished player used for digitizing evidence.

static, a hiss, then a low tone, then a man’s voice.

Familiar, monotone.

This is documentation.

Subject 4 continues to resist sleep and food conditioning.

Isolation protocol resumed.

Nightlight revoked.

May’s blood froze.

Behavior inconsistent with siblings.

Subject exhibits defiant traits, not suitable for transition.

There was a pause, then a faint whimpering in the background.

A child’s voice barely audible.

Please, I’ll be good.

May covered her mouth.

The man’s voice resumed.

Begin reinforcement cycle.

Repeat the rhyme.

Then a chorus of three children chanting her and her siblings.

One for food and two for light, three for sleep, and four for night.

The tape hissed.

A faint click.

The recording looped again.

The tech paused the tape.

Howerin stared at the device like it had grown teeth.

That voice.

It’s my father.

May whispered.

He recorded everything.

That’s why he had the tapes.

He was She stopped.

Couldn’t finish.

Howerin stood abruptly and stepped into the hallway.

May sat there shaking, staring at the tape machine.

And then her phone buzzed again.

unknown number.

She didn’t pass the test.

That’s why she stayed.

She didn’t realize she’d begun crying until she saw the droplets hit the desk.

That night, May returned to the house alone.

The lock was broken now, the front door held closed with little more than a zip tie and a note.

Active investigation.

Do not enter.

But she didn’t care.

She had to find out where the voices came from, the reinforcement cycle, the conditioning.

That wasn’t parenting.

That was programming.

She walked room to room.

Her flashlight carving slices through the darkness.

She didn’t call Mark.

She hadn’t spoken to him in 2 days.

He hadn’t answered her texts.

Hadn’t returned her voicemails.

May stepped into the hallway.

A breeze kissed her skin.

Cool.

stale from somewhere below.

Not the porch, not the crawl space, the floor vent beneath the hall rug.

She rolled it back.

There, just beside the cold air return grate was a square metal cover sealed with screws.

She ran back to her car, grabbed her tools, and returned to unscrew the panel.

When she lifted it, a sour gust of air spilled upward.

There was a tunnel, a man-made shaft, less than 3 ft high, wood panled, drywalled, soundproof foam on the ceiling, a camera mount screwed into the corner.

May crawled in.

The air was thick, but the tunnel led to a small chamber beneath the floor, and inside was a metal chair bolted to the concrete, a tray beside it, a box of old vintage My Little Pony toys, all brand new, tags still on.

Bribes on the far wall, a cracked mirror etched in red crayon.

I am the fourth.

They said I failed.

I hate pink.

I am not bad.

May fell to her knees.

The scent of old sweat and tears lingered in the drywall.

This wasn’t just where Calla was.

It was where they broke her.

When May emerged an hour later, she sat on the edge of the porch steps and watched the sky dim into dusk.

A neighbor’s porch light flickered on in the distance.

Somewhere, a dog barked.

Her phone rang.

Mark.

She answered without speaking.

He didn’t say hello, just “You found the room, didn’t you?” May said nothing.

“She never passed their test,” he said.

They called her defective, disobedient, said she couldn’t be reformed like we were.

May’s voice cracked.

We were children.

I know.

Why didn’t you tell me she existed? Mark’s voice cracked, too.

Because I didn’t know until they took her away.

They erased her May like she was a mistake.

I was seven.

I didn’t understand.

But I remember the day she stopped singing through the wall.

They told me it was a dream.

May clenched her jaw.

She was real.

I know.

He whispered.

Now I remember.

He hung up.

May looked out across the yard and for the first time she said her name aloud, not in fear, not in confusion, but in defiance.

Kala.

And the wind answered like a whisper behind the boards.

May 7th, 2024.

Location 1,120 Firebrush Lane, Furnace Room.

The door to the furnace room hadn’t been opened in decades.

May stood at the edge of the rusted handle, gloves on, crowbar in hand.

The hallway smelled like dust and dry rot.

And even though the rest of the house had been gutted by forensics, this door was still sealed shut, not padlocked, just painted over, dozens of layers thick, as if the house itself had tried to bury it.

The knob broke off when she turned it.

The crowbar did the rest.

The door creaked open with a noise like lungs exhaling after holding their breath too long.

Inside blackness.

May stepped in slowly, flashlight shaking in her hand.

The furnace room was small, no windows, cinder block walls.

The air was thick and heavy with old insulation and the faintest trace of burned rubber.

The furnace itself was a beast.

cast iron, hulking, long since disconnected, but it hadn’t been removed.

Its mouth gaped open, jagged at the edges like rusted teeth.

May walked to it.

Then she saw it.

Nestled in the ash at the back of the chamber was a porcelain doll, scorched and cracked, one eye missing.

Its head was tilted unnaturally, and its dress had mostly burned away.

But what remained was clear.

A name handwritten across the hemline in faded red marker.

Kala May stumbled backward.

The doll had never belonged to her or to Bethany or to Mark.

Her mother had forbidden porcelain dolls.

Eyes like spies, she used to say.

They watch you.

They whisper things at night.

So who gave this one a name? She sat on the back porch steps later that afternoon.

The doll sealed in an evidence bag beside her, waiting for Howerin to arrive.

Her hands were scraped, her face stre with sweat and soot.

He pulled up in an unmarked vehicle, got out slowly, and walked toward her with a look that said, “I believe you now.

” May handed him the bag.

He looked at the doll, his jaw tightening.

“I think they burned her things,” she said.

one at a time.

After she was taken, Howerin looked around the porch, the crawl space, the conditioning room.

Now this, I’ve never seen a case like this in my career.

She was never a case, May replied.

That’s the point.

She wasn’t reported missing because they never let her exist on paper.

He nodded.

We’re checking all missing children reports from 1980 to 1986.

Cross referencing any Jane Does.

But if she was never documented, she’ll never be found in a system.

May finished for him.

Unless we find her.

Howerin reached into his pocket and handed her something.

This came from evidence storage.

From the first investigation, you might want to see it.

May unfolded the aged piece of paper.

It was a floor plan sketch crudely drawn in pencil, a child’s hand, labeled rooms, May’s room, Mark’s room, bathroom, mom and dad, and then in the center of the house, my room, but not allowed.

Next to it, a series of stick figures behind bars.

Four, one, was circled.

May stared at it.

Her fingers traced the edges of the paper like she was touching a memory.

This wasn’t mine, she said.

Or Marks.

Bethany couldn’t draw yet.

Howerin said.

We found it folded inside a dresser drawer, stuck between the boards.

No name, no fingerprints they could use at the time.

It was hers.

May whispered.

Kala’s room.

Not allowed.

That night, May dreamed of the furnace room.

In her dream, the doll stood up on blackened legs and spoke with her sister’s voice.

Not Bethany, but the fourth voice, the one that had been scrubbed from cassette tapes and photographs and court reports.

The doll said, “They put me in the dark so I couldn’t be seen.

And then they told me I was only real when I obeyed.

” Then it reached toward May’s mouth with tiny ceramic hands.

Give me my name back.

May woke up choking.

The next morning, she drove to the hospital where her mother had been placed in long-term care.

Dileia Dawson, age 81, legally incompetent, diagnosed with vascular dementia, poststroke aphasia, no visitors in 5 years.

The staff said she barely spoke, rarely responded, mostly just stared out the window at the bird feeder.

May sat across from her in a plastic chair in the sun room.

Her mother’s face was pale and slack, wispy gray hair, hands curled at the wrists.

May placed the laminated photo on the table, the one from the rescue, cropped.

Then she placed the original beside it.

Dileia blinked.

The fourth child stood clearly in the full frame, barefoot, forgotten.

“Who is she?” May asked quietly.

Dileia didn’t answer.

May leaned closer.

I remember her name.

So do you.

You made her say it.

You made us pretend she didn’t exist.

But she did.

Her mother’s head tilted slightly.

Eyes on the window on the feeder.

A cardinal landed on the ledge.

Then soft as breath.

Four was too loud.

May’s eyes widened.

Dileia’s lip twitched.

Four tried to bite.

Silence.

Then four didn’t sleep.

Four didn’t listen.

So four had to be quiet.

May’s voice trembled.

“What happened to her?” Dileia blinked slowly.

Her mouth moved.

May leaned in and her mother said in a rusted whisper.

He buried her where the light doesn’t go.

May 8th, 2024.

Location 1,120 Firebrush Lane, lower crawl space.

The next morning, May stood in the middle of the ruined living room, holding her mother’s words in her chest like a lit match.

He buried her where the light doesn’t go.

Howerin stood nearby, flipping through a stack of old floor plans that had been recovered from the county archives.

None of them included the princess pit, the conditioning shaft, or the secret ventilation tunnel.

The official blueprints ended at the porch.

“What if there’s more?” May asked.

Howerin looked up.

You think there’s another room? I think they built this house with places meant to hide people, not things.

She crossed the room and stepped onto the exposed subf floor.

Beneath the torn carpet was a grid of joists, insulation, and dirt.

In one corner, under where the couch used to sit, she noticed a grate that didn’t match the others.

a rusted rectangular panel held down by bolts, not screws.

Howerin came to her side.

“You ever seen a vent sealed like this?” May asked.

He crouched and ran his hand along the metal.

Number not for HVAC.

Could be access to plumbing or something else.

May grabbed a wrench and went to work.

The bolts were old, rusted through.

One by one they gave way until finally she pried the panel free.

Beneath was a tight square tunnel sloping downward.

Maybe 2 feet high, pitch black inside with a faint scent of clay and rot rising from the depths.

No duct work, no wiring, just a tunnel cut into the dirt, shored up with wood panels and rebar.

Jesus, Allerin muttered.

This goes under the foundation.

May slid in without hesitation.

Howerin grabbed a flashlight and followed.

The tunnel descended gradually for about 20 feet, then leveled into a low, narrow corridor reinforced with plastic siding and chicken wire.

A rat darted past May’s hand.

She didn’t flinch.

The air grew colder.

They reached a dead end, a woodplanked wall sealed tight with an old padlock drilled directly into the studs.

May turned to Howerin.

This wasn’t for ventilation.

Howerin nodded grimly.

This was a holding space.

He radioed the team above for bolt cutters.

Within minutes, a tech arrived, crawling halfway into the tunnel and passing the tools to Howerin.

The lock snapped with a loud crack.

Howerin pulled the panel open.

Behind it was a buried room.

8x 10 ft.

wood floor, insulated walls, no light fixtures, no windows, just the smell of damp earth, mildew, and something else beneath it.

Something metallic and old blood maybe, or rust.

In the center of the room sat a small wooden rocking chair, child-sized.

May entered first, shining her light along the walls.

There were scratches, thousands of them.

Not words, not drawings, just desperate claw marks everywhere.

Then she saw the bed frame in the corner, low, rusted.

On top of it, a blanket sewn with princess crowns and pink thread, tattered, molded.

Underneath something wrapped in plastic sheeting.

May stopped breathing.

Howerin stepped beside her, his face hardening.

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