In 1991, a mother and her seven-year-old son vanished without a trace during a weekend hiking trip in the Cascade Mountains of Washington State, leaving behind a devastated husband and father who never stopped searching.
For 30 years, the wilderness kept its secrets.
But in 2021, a geology student mapping remote cave systems discovered something that would shatter everything the family thought they knew.
This is the story of Viven and Eli Kellerman and the truth that waited in the darkness.
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The morning of October 12th, 1991 dawned crisp and clear over Seattle.
Vivien Kellerman stood in her kitchen packing sandwiches into a small cooler while her son Eli bounced excitedly around the living room in his new hiking boots.
The red laces had been his choice, and he’d insisted on wearing them for 3 days straight to break them in properly.
“Mom, can we see a bear?” Eli called out, his voice bright with the particular enthusiasm only a 7-year-old could muster at 6:00 in the morning.
We’ll see what we see, Vivien replied, smiling as she added juice boxes to the cooler.
But we’re going to be quiet and respectful in the woods, remember? We’re visitors in their home.
David Kellerman emerged from the bedroom, still wearing his pajama pants and an old college sweatshirt.
He’d been fighting a cold all week, his sinuses packed with congestion that made him miserable.
When Viven had suggested he stay home and rest, he’d been relieved.
The original plan had been for all three of them to hike the Thornton Creek Trail, a moderate six-mile loop that Vivien had been researching for weeks.
“You sure you’re okay doing this alone?” David asked, though they’d already had this conversation twice the night before.
Viven crossed to him and kissed his cheek.
“We’ll be fine.
It’s a well-marked trail and I’ve got the map.
We’ll be back by dinner.
” She gestured to the detailed topographical map spread across the kitchen table, the trail route highlighted in yellow marker.
“Call me when you get to the trail head,” David said, then added.
“And when you start back, I will.
” Viven shouldered her backpack, checking one more time that she had the first aid kit, the compass, the whistle, the emergency blanket.
She was nothing if not prepared.
As a nurse at Swedish Medical Center, she’d seen enough preventable accidents to take wilderness safety seriously.
Eli ran to his father and wrapped his arms around David’s waist.
Feel better, Dad.
We’ll bring you back a cool rock.
I’m counting on it, buddy.
David ruffled his son’s dark hair so similar to his own.
Listen to your mom, okay? I always do,” Eli said solemnly, which made both parents smile because it was so earnestly untrue.
They left at 6:47 a.
m.
, according to David’s later statement to police.
He watched from the living room window as Viven loaded the cooler and backpack into their blue Honda Accord.
Eli climbed into the back seat, already clutching his junior field guide to Pacific Northwest Wildlife.
David waved as they pulled out of the driveway, and Viven honked twice, their usual goodbye.
It was the last time he would ever see them.
The drive to the Thornon Creek trail head took just over 2 hours.
Viven called David at 9:03 a.
m.
from a pay phone at the ranger station, her voice crackling with static on his answering machine because he’d been in the shower.
We’re here.
Weather’s perfect.
Eli’s already made friends with another kid in the parking lot.
Love you.
Talk soon.
The ranger on duty that day, Thomas Puit, would later recall seeing Viven and Eli.
He remembered because Eli had asked him about mountain lions with such specific scientific questions that Puit had been impressed.
The kid knew his stuff.
Puit told investigators wanted to know about their territorial ranges, their hunting patterns.
The mom seemed proud of him.
Puit’s log showed that Vivien and Eli signed in at 9:17 a.
m.
listing their intended route and expected return time of 4 p.
m.
Vivian’s handwriting was neat and precise.
V Kellerman plus E.
Kellerman, age 7, Thornton Creek Loop, emergency contact, David Kellerman, 206555, 047.
Two other hikers saw them on the trail that morning.
A couple from Spokane, Gerald and Rita Moss, passed Vivien and Eli around 10:30 a.
m.
at the 2-m marker.
They were taking pictures of mushrooms, Rita remembered.
The little boy was so excited, pointing out different species to his mother.
She was patient with him, really listening.
That was the last confirmed sighting.
David tried calling the ranger station at 4:30 p.
m.
when Viven hadn’t returned or called.
No answer.
He tried again at 5, then 5:30.
By 6:00 p.
m.
, with darkness falling and his calls still unanswered, he drove to the trail head himself, his chest tight with a fear he couldn’t yet name.
The parking lot was empty except for their blue Honda Accord, sitting exactly where Viven had parked it.
David checked the car with shaking hands.
Locked, nothing disturbed.
He ran to the ranger station and pounded on the door, but it was closed for the day.
The sign-in sheet was visible through the window, and he could see Viven’s entry, her expected return time now 2 hours past.
He called 911 at 6:47 p.
m.
, exactly 12 hours after they’d left home.
The search began that night with emergency crews hiking the trail with flashlights and calling their names into the vast darkness.
By morning, over 50 volunteers had joined the effort.
Search and rescue teams combed the Thornon Creek Loop and the surrounding wilderness for 6 days.
They found nothing.
No backpack, no cooler, no sign of struggle, no trace of Viven or Eli Kellerman.
It was as if the mountain had simply swallowed them whole.
David Kellerman had learned to live with the empty spaces, the gap in the bed beside him, the silence where Eli’s laughter should have been.
The hollow ache that 30 years hadn’t diminished, only made familiar.
He stood now in his woodworking shop behind his house in Bellingham, running sandpaper across a piece of cherrywood with steady, practiced strokes.
The shop had been his refuge for decades, the one place where his hands could stay busy enough to quiet his mind.
Sawdust coated his fingers and gathered in the creases of his flannel shirt.
At 63, his hair had gone completely gray, and deep lines framed his eyes and mouth, carved there by years of grief, held mostly private.
The piece he was working on was a jewelry box commissioned by a young woman for her mother’s birthday.
David specialized in small, intricate items, boxes with hidden compartments and secret drawers.
There was something meditative about creating spaces designed to hold precious things to keep them safe.
His phone rang just after 2:00 in the afternoon, the sound cutting through the low hum of the dust collector.
David set down the sandpaper and pulled the phone from his pocket, not recognizing the number.
Hello, Mr.
Kellerman.
David Kellerman.
The voice was female, professional, but with an undercurrent of urgency.
Yes, this is David.
My name is Detective Angela Reyes with the Cascade County Sheriff’s Office.
I’m calling about your wife and son.
David’s hand tightened on the phone.
He’d received calls like this before over the years.
Each one a small spike of hope followed by crushing disappointment.
Someone thought they’d seen Eli, now an adult.
Someone had a tip about Viven.
None of it ever led anywhere.
“What is it?” he asked, keeping his voice level.
Mr.
Kellerman, I need you to understand that we haven’t found them, but we have found something, something significant.
I’d prefer to discuss this in person.
Would you be available to meet with me this afternoon? David’s heart began to pound.
In 30 years, no detective had ever asked to meet in person for a non-development.
What did you find? I’d rather explain when I see you.
Are you still at the Bellingham address? Yes, I can be there in 2 hours.
Will you be home? David looked around his workshop, at the half-finished jewelry box, at the tools hung neatly on the walls, at the small framed photo of Viven and Eli that he kept on his workbench.
I’ll be here.
Thank you, Mr.
Kellerman.
I’ll see you soon.
She hung up before he could ask anything else.
David stood in the sawdust filtered light.
the phone still pressed to his ear, listening to the dial tone.
After 30 years of silence, someone had found something.
He made coffee because he needed something to do with his hands.
While it brewed, he moved through the house, straightening things that didn’t need straightening.
The living room was tidy as always, decorated simply.
He’d sold the Seattle house 5 years after they disappeared, unable to bear living in a space so full of ghosts.
Bellingham had been far enough away to feel like a fresh start, but close enough that he could still volunteer with the local search and rescue teams.
For 15 years, David had spent his weekends searching for other people’s missing loved ones.
He’d helped find lost hikers, confused elderly wanderers, a teenage runaway.
Each person found felt like a small redemption, though it never filled the void that Viven and Eli had left.
At 4:17 p.
m.
, a dark sedan pulled into his driveway.
David watched from the window as a woman in her 40s emerged, tall and lean with dark hair pulled back in a ponytail.
She wore civilian clothes, jeans, and a jacket, but carried herself with the bearing of someone used to authority.
He opened the door before she could knock.
Mr.
Kellerman, I’m Detective Reyes.
She showed him her badge, then extended her hand.
Her grip was firm, her eyes direct and serious.
“Come in,” David said, stepping aside.
“I made coffee.
” “That would be welcome.
Thank you.
” They settled in the living room, David in his usual chair.
Detective Reyes on the sofa.
She accepted the coffee, but didn’t drink it, setting the mug on the side table and leaning forward with her hands clasped.
“Mr.
Kellerman.
3 days ago, a graduate student from the University of Washington was conducting geological surveys in a remote area about 8 mi from the Thornon Creek trail head.
She was mapping cave systems for her thesis.
In one of these caves, a very difficult to access location, she found human remains.
David felt the room tilt slightly.
He gripped the arms of his chair.
The remains were examined by the county medical examiner.
Based on dental records, we’ve confirmed that they belong to your wife, Viven.
The words seem to come from very far away.
David heard them, understood them, but couldn’t quite connect them to reality.
Viven found after 30 years.
Where, he managed to ask.
A cave system in an area called Devil’s Ridge, about 2 mi off any marked trail.
It’s extremely remote, accessible only by technical climbing.
The student who found her had to repel down a 40ft shaft just to reach the entrance.
Eli.
The name came out barely above a whisper.
Detective Reyes’s expression shifted, became even more carefully controlled.
We haven’t found your son.
Viven’s remains were alone in the cave.
David closed his eyes.
Hope and horror wared in his chest.
How did she die? The medical examiner is still conducting the full autopsy, but I can tell you that there were no obvious signs of foul play on the remains, no bullet wounds, no obvious fractures consistent with homicide.
She paused.
However, the location raises significant questions.
The cave where she was found is not somewhere someone would end up by accident.
What are you saying? I’m saying that based on the preliminary examination and the location, we’re treating this as a suspicious death.
Someone either brought her to that cave or she was trying to hide there.
Either scenario suggests something happened on that mountain that we don’t understand yet.
David stood abruptly, needing to move.
He walked to the window, looking out at his quiet street without really seeing it.
You said you haven’t found Eli.
Not yet, but we’ve only just begun searching the area around the cave.
We have teams out there now expanding the search radius.
If there’s anything to find, we’ll find it.
He’d be 37 now, David said, his voice hollow.
If he’s alive, Detective Reyes rose and moved to stand near him, not touching, but present.
Mr.
Kellerman, I need to ask you some questions about the days before they disappeared.
I know you’ve been through this many times, but I need you to go through it again.
Sometimes with new evidence, old details become significant in ways we couldn’t see before.
” David nodded slowly.
He’d told the story so many times it had become almost wrote, the words worn smooth like riverstones.
But now, with Viven found in a cave miles from where she should have been, everything felt different.
What do you need to know? They talked for over an hour.
Detective Reyes took notes in a small leather notebook, her handwriting quick and precise.
She asked about Vivien’s mental state in the days before the hike, about their marriage, about Eli’s health and behavior.
She asked about their finances, their friends, whether Viven had mentioned anything unusual about the trail.
Did your wife seem worried about anything? Distracted? David shook his head.
She was excited.
She’d been planning that hike for weeks, reading about the trail, checking the weather forecast.
Viven was meticulous about these things.
And Eli, he was seven.
Everything excited him.
David’s voice caught slightly.
He collected rocks.
He had a whole shelf in his room dedicated to different specimens, granite, quartz, obsidian.
He labeled them all with their proper geological names.
He paused.
Viven encouraged it.
She’d take him to the library and they’d check out books about geology, minology.
She wanted him to be curious about the world.
Detective Reyes made a note.
Did they ever go hiking alone together before? Just the two of them.
A few times, but never anywhere that remote.
Usually, it was local parks, easy trails.
David turned back to face her.
I should have been with them.
I had a cold.
Just a stupid cold.
And I stayed home.
Mr.
Kellerman, you couldn’t have known.
I know that.
I’ve known that for 30 years.
It doesn’t help.
Detective Reyes closed her notebook.
I need to prepare you for what happens next.
This will be in the news, probably by tomorrow morning.
I wanted you to hear it from me first, but I can’t contain it.
Too many people know already.
the graduate student, the medical examiner’s office, the search teams.
David nodded.
He’d been through media attention before in the early days after they disappeared.
Reporters camped on his lawn, shoving cameras in his face, asking him how he felt.
“How did they think he felt?” “There’s something else,” Detective Reyes said.
“Something I need to tell you before you hear it elsewhere.
” David waited.
Viven’s remains showed evidence of long-term survival in that cave.
The medical examiner found signs that suggest she may have lived there for some time after she arrived.
We found remnants of a makeshift camp, evidence of fire, what appears to be food storage.
The implication hung in the air between them.
David felt his knees weaken and sat down heavily.
You’re saying she was alive in that cave? For how long? We don’t know yet.
The evidence is being analyzed, but yes, it appears she survived in that cave for a period of time before she died.
Why wouldn’t she leave? Why wouldn’t she come home? David’s voice rose despite himself.
We were searching for her.
There were helicopters, search teams.
Why would she stay in a cave? That’s what we need to find out, Detective Reyes said gently.
And that’s why I need you to think very carefully about anything unusual in the months before they disappeared.
Anything at all.
But David was no longer listening.
His mind had traveled back 30 years to the blue Honda Accord in the empty parking lot, to his wife’s neat handwriting on the sign-in sheet, to the vast wilderness that had kept its secrets for so long.
Viven had been alive in that cave, and she hadn’t come home.
The question that had haunted him for 30 years had shifted.
It was no longer what happened to them.
It was why didn’t she come back? The news broke the next morning just as Detective Reyes had predicted.
David’s phone started ringing before 6:00 a.
m.
Reporters wanting statements.
Former neighbors offering condolences.
Search and rescue volunteers he’d worked with over the years calling to check on him.
He let them all go to voicemail.
Instead, he sat at his kitchen table with a cup of coffee growing cold in front of him, staring at a photograph he’d retrieved from a box in his closet.
It showed Viven and Eli on Eli’s 7th birthday, just 2 months before they disappeared.
Viven had her arm around Eli’s shoulders, both of them grinning at the camera with identical expressions of joy.
Behind them, the birthday cake blazed with seven candles.
David had spent three decades wondering if they’d suffered, if they’d been afraid, if they’d called for him.
Now he knew that Viven had survived long enough to build a camp in a cave, to make fires, to store food.
The knowledge brought no comfort.
It only raised more terrible questions.
His phone buzzed with a text from Detective Reyes.
Media at the cave site, avoiding questions about ongoing investigation.
We’ll update you when I have more.
David had turned on the television once, just long enough to see aerial footage of Devil’s Ridge, the remote mountain side now swarming with police vehicles and search teams.
A reporter stood at a safe distance, explaining that authorities were conducting an expanded search of the area where Vivian Kellerman’s remains had been discovered.
The screen showed a photo of Viven and Eli, the same one that had been plastered across newspapers.
30 years ago.
He turned it off after 5 minutes, unable to bear the speculation in the reporter’s voice as she discussed possible scenarios.
Did the mother and son become separated on the trail? Did one have an accident, forcing the other to seek shelter? And why, 30 years later, do we still have no sign of 7-year-old Eli Kellerman? By midm morning, David couldn’t stand being in the house anymore.
He grabbed his jacket and drove, not really thinking about where he was going until he found himself pulling into the parking lot of the Bellingham Public Library.
The research room on the second floor was quiet, populated by a few college students and an elderly man reading newspapers on microfich.
David approached the reference desk where a librarian in her 50s looked up with a professional smile that faltered slightly when she recognized him.
The news had spread fast.
Mr.
Kellerman,” she said softly.
“I’m so sorry.
We all saw the news this morning.
Thank you.
” David managed a tight smile.
“I need to look at something.
Maps of the Cascade Mountain area, specifically around the old Thornton Creek Trail.
” She led him to a section of topographical maps and geological surveys, pulling several large rolled documents from flat drawers.
These are from the early ‘9s.
Will these work? Yes.
Perfect.
David spread the maps across a large table, weighing down the corners with reference books.
His finger traced the marked trail where Viven and Eli had planned to hike, then moved outward to the area marked as Devil’s Ridge.
The cave system wasn’t marked on these older maps, but he could see the terrain, the elevation changes, the sheer remoteness of the location.
Eight miles from the trail head, two miles off any marked path, accessible only by technical climbing.
How had Viven gotten there? More importantly, why? He pulled out a notebook and began making notes, sketching his own crude map.
If Vivien and Eli had left the trail somewhere around the two-mile marker where the Moss couple saw them and headed northeast toward Devil’s Ridge, they would have had to cross extremely difficult terrain.
Dense forest, steep ravines, no clear paths.
Mr.
Kellerman.
He looked up to find a young woman standing beside the table, maybe 30 years old, with short dark hair and glasses.
She wore jeans and a university sweatshirt.
“I’m sorry to bother you,” she said, her voice hesitant.
“My name is Clare Mendoza.
I’m the geology student who found your wife.
” David set down his pen slowly.
“You’re the one who was mapping the caves.
” She nodded, her expression pained.
“I wanted to tell you how sorry I am.
I can’t imagine what you’re going through.
I just I thought you might want to know that I treated the scene with respect.
I didn’t touch anything except to confirm that they were human remains and call the authorities immediately.
Thank you, David said, meaning it.
He gestured to the chair across from him.
Would you sit with me for a moment? Clare hesitated, then sat.
Up close, David could see she was exhausted.
Shadows under her eyes suggesting she hadn’t slept much in the past few days.
The detective told me the cave was difficult to access.
David said, “Can you tell me about it?” “About how you found her.
” Clare glanced around, making sure they were relatively alone, then leaned forward.
“The cave system in that area is extensive and mostly unexplored.
I was part of a team mapping uncharted networks for my doctoral thesis.
The entrance I found required repelling equipment and climbing experience.
It’s not somewhere anyone would stumble into by accident.
But someone could have known about it.
If they were local, if they knew the mountains, maybe.
But even knowing it existed, getting there would be extremely difficult.
I’m an experienced climber and it took me three attempts to find a safe route down.
She paused.
Mr.
Kellerman, I don’t want to overstep, but there was something about the scene that the police might not have mentioned yet.
David leaned forward.
What? The cave had clearly been inhabited for an extended period.
There were remnants of a sleeping area, stones arranged for a fire pit, even what looked like marks on the wall where someone had been counting days.
She pulled out her phone and showed him photos she’d taken before the police arrived.
These marks were near where I found your wife’s remains.
I counted them.
There were 143.
David stared at the image on her phone.
Crude scratches on the cave wall grouped in sets of five.
143 days, nearly 5 months.
Viven lived in that cave for 5 months, he whispered.
It appears so.
I’m sorry.
I know this must be incredibly difficult.
Did you find any sign of my son? Any clothing? Any other remains? Clare shook her head.
Nothing.
And I was thorough.
I searched every chamber of that cave system before I called the police.
Your wife’s remains were the only human evidence I found.
David sat back, his mind reeling.
Viven had survived for months in a remote cave, marking the days on the wall.
Had Eli been with her? Had something happened to him before they reached the cave.
After “Mr.
Kellerman,” Clare said carefully.
“I’ve been exploring caves for 10 years.
I’ve seen a lot of unusual things, but that cave, there was something about it that felt wrong.
Not just because of your wife’s remains, but the location itself.
It’s in a geologically unstable area, prone to rock slides and flooding during storms.
Anyone with survival knowledge would know it wasn’t a safe long-term shelter.
What are you saying? I’m saying that your wife chose to stay in a dangerous place rather than attempt to leave.
I don’t know what that means, but it suggests she had a reason to stay hidden.
A compelling reason.
Before David could respond, his phone rang.
“Detective Reyes.
” He excused himself and stepped away from the table.
“Mr.
Kellerman, we found something else,” Reyes said without preamble.
The search teams discovered another cave about half a mile from where we found Viven.
This one is different, more accessible, larger, and there are signs of recent activity.
Recent? How recent? Within the last few years, someone has been using this cave as a shelter.
We found modern camping equipment, canned food with expiration dates from 2019, even a batterypowered lantern.
She paused.
David, we also found children’s shoes, multiple pairs, different sizes, like someone was collecting them over many years.
David felt his stomach drop.
Eli, we don’t know yet.
We’re bringing everything in for analysis, but I need you to prepare yourself for the possibility that this investigation is going to go in directions we didn’t anticipate.
After she hung up, David returned to the table where Clare still sat, waiting.
They found another cave.
he told her with evidence that someone has been living there recently.
Clare’s eyes widened.
That area has been completely unmapped until now.
If there’s an entire network of caves someone has been using, they could have stayed hidden for years, maybe decades.
David looked down at the map spread before him at the vast wilderness marked in contour lines and elevation markers.
Somewhere in those mountains 30 years ago, something had happened that sent his wife fleeing to a cave where she’d lived for months before dying.
And somewhere in those same mountains, someone had been collecting children’s shoes.
The terrible thought that had been forming in his mind since Detective Reyes first called now crystallized into horrible clarity.
This wasn’t a story about a hiking accident or getting lost in the wilderness.
This was a story about something far darker, something that had been hiding in those mountains for three decades, waiting to be found.
Detective Reyes called David back to the sheriff’s office the following afternoon.
He drove through intermittent rain, the windshield wipers beating a steady rhythm that did nothing to calm his racing thoughts.
He’d barely slept, his mind cycling through images of cave walls marked with days of children’s shoes arranged in the darkness of Eli’s face frozen forever.
At 7 years old, the Cascade County Sheriff’s Office occupied a modern building in North Bend about an hour from where the caves had been found.
David was escorted to a conference room where Detective Reyes waited along with two other people, a man in his 50s wearing a FBI windbreaker and a woman with silver hair and the calm demeanor of someone used to tragedy.
Mr.
Kellerman, thank you for coming, Reyes said, gesturing to a chair.
This is Special Agent Marcus Chen from the FBI’s Violent Crimes Against Children Unit and Dr.
Patricia Holden, a forensic psychologist who specializes in abduction cases.
David shook their hands mechanically, his stomach tightening.
The FBI, abduction specialists.
The investigation had shifted into territory he’d dreaded for 30 years, but never fully confronted.
“Mr.
Kellerman,” Agent Chen began, his voice professional, but not unkind.
We’ve been brought in because the evidence suggests your wife and son’s disappearance may be connected to a larger pattern.
I want to be direct with you.
What we’re finding in those caves indicates the possibility of a predator who operated in this area for an extended period.
David’s mouth went dry.
A predator.
Dr.
Holden leaned forward, her eyes gentle but focused.
The second cave we found contained items that suggest someone was collecting trophies.
The children’s shoes are one element, but we also found clothing, toys, even photographs.
We’re working to identify the origins of these items to determine if they belong to missing children from the region.
And Eli, David asked, his voice barely steady, O.
We don’t know yet, Detective Reyes said.
But we need your help to understand what happened on that mountain.
Mr.
Kellerman, I need you to think very carefully about the days and weeks before Viven and Eli disappeared.
Did your wife mentioned meeting anyone on previous hikes? Did she talk about seeing anything unusual in the woods? David pressed his palms against the table trying to ground himself.
Viven hiked regularly.
She took Eli on nature walks every weekend, sometimes to parks, sometimes to more remote areas.
She kept a journal of their hikes, documented the plants and animals they saw.
“Do you still have that journal?” Agent Chen asked immediately.
“Yes, it’s at home in a box with other things I couldn’t bring myself to throw away.
We’ll need to see it today if possible.
” They drove in convoy back to Bellingham.
David leading in his truck with the law enforcement vehicles following.
The rain had intensified, turning the world gray and blurred.
David’s hands gripped the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles achd.
At his house, he led them to the spare bedroom that had become a storage room over the years.
Boxes lined the walls, each labeled in his careful handwriting.
Vivian’s clothes.
Eli’s toys.
photos 1988 1991.
He pulled down a box marked personal items and extracted a leatherbound journal with a faded cover.
“This is it,” he said, handing it to Detective Reyes.
She started keeping it about 2 years before they disappeared.
Reyes opened it carefully, revealing pages filled with Viven’s neat handwriting, dates, locations, observations about wildlife and weather.
Occasionally, there were small sketches of plants or birds.
Pressed flowers had been taped to some pages.
Their colors faded to brown after 30 years.
“May we borrow this?” Reyes asked.
“Keep it as long as you need.
” Agent Chen was examining the other boxes, reading the labels.
“Mr.
Kellerman, did you keep everything from your son’s room?” “Most of it.
I couldn’t let it go.
We’d like to go through it if you don’t mind.
Sometimes children tell their parents things without the parents realizing the significance.
David felt something crack in his chest.
You think Eli knew something? You think he saw something that put him in danger? Dr.
Holden spoke up, her voice calm.
Children are often more observant than adults realize.
If your wife and son encountered someone in the woods before their final hike, your son might have mentioned it in a way that seemed innocent at the time.
a drawing, a comment, anything.
They spent the next two hours going through Eli’s belongings, his rock collection, each specimen still labeled in Viven’s handwriting, his books about dinosaurs and geology, his school papers with careful 7-year-old printing.
David sat on the floor of the spare room, watching strangers handle his son’s childhood, and felt the weight of 30 years pressing down on him.
Agent Chen found it in a shoe box of drawings, crude crayon sketches of mountains and trees, and stick figure families.
Most were the typical artwork of a young child, bright and cheerful.
But near the bottom of the box, there was a drawing that made Chen pause.
Mr.
Kellerman, when did your son draw this? David took the paper.
It showed a forest scene, trees drawn in brown and green, a small stick figure that was presumably Eli.
But off to one side, partially hidden behind a tree, was another figure.
This one was larger, drawn in black crayon with heavy angry strokes.
The figure had no face, just a dark scribbled oval where the head should be.
In the corner in Vivian’s handwriting was a date, September 15th, 1991.
less than a month before they disappeared.
“I don’t remember this,” David said, his voice hollow.
Viven never mentioned it.
Detective Reyes photographed the drawing with her phone, then carefully placed it in an evidence bag.
September 15th.
Do you know where they hiked that day? David shook his head, but Agent Chen was already flipping through Viven’s journal.
He found the entry and read aloud.
September 15th, 1991.
Miller’s Point Trail with Eli.
Beautiful day.
Saw a red-tailed hawk.
Eli was quieter than usual on the drive home.
When I asked if he was okay, he said he saw a man in the woods who was watching us.
I looked but didn’t see anyone.
Told Eli it was probably another hiker.
He seemed satisfied but drew a picture when we got home to show Daddy the shadow man.
The shadow man.
David felt ice creep down his spine.
“Did she mention this to you?” Reyes asked.
“No, I was working late that night.
I think by the time I got home, Eli was asleep.
” David looked at the drawing again at the faceless figure lurking behind the trees.
She probably thought it was just a child’s imagination.
“Miller’s Point is about 40 mi from the Thornon Creek Trail,” Agent Chen said, checking his phone.
But both are in the same mountain range, same general region.
He looked at Dr.
Holden.
What do you think? The psychologist studied the drawing.
Children often process fear through art.
The heavy strokes, the obscured face, the positioning behind the tree like he’s hiding.
This child felt threatened by this person.
And the fact that he drew it when he got home suggests it stayed with him bothered him.
“Could someone have been stalking them?” David asked.
his voice rising despite himself following them on their hikes.
It’s possible, Agent Chen said, “If a predator was operating in this area, he might have identified your wife and son as potential targets.
Watched them to learn their patterns.
” Detective Reyes was still reading through the journal.
There’s another entry here.
October 3rd, 9 days before they disappeared.
She writes, “Eli asked me today if we could hike somewhere different this weekend.
somewhere the shadowman doesn’t know about.
I assured him there was no shadow man, but he insisted he saw him again yesterday at school pickup.
Looking back, I did notice a truck parked across the street that I hadn’t seen before.
Dark blue or black, I think.
I’m probably being paranoid, but it made me uneasy.
The room fell silent.
David felt like he was falling, the floor dropping away beneath him, a truck watching them.
and Vivien had noticed but dismissed it as paranoia.
“Did she report this to anyone?” Dr.
Holden asked gently.
“Not that I know of,” David said.
“She didn’t mention any of this to me.
” “Maybe she didn’t want to worry me.
Maybe she thought she was being overprotective.
” His voice broke.
Or maybe she planned to tell me when they got back from the hike.
Agent Chen closed the journal carefully.
“Mr.
Kellerman.
We’re going to need to expand this investigation significantly.
We’ll be looking at missing person’s cases in this region going back decades, trying to identify the items found in that cave and searching for any record of a dark truck matching the description from October 1991.
What about the cave where you found Viven? David asked.
Have you learned anything else about how she died? Detective Reyes exchanged a glance with Agent Chen before answering.
The medical examiner completed the autopsy this morning.
Your wife died of dehydration and exposure, but the timeline is complicated.
Based on the degradation of the remains and the evidence in the cave, she survived there for approximately 4 to 5 months before her death.
4 to 5 months.
The marks on the wall had counted 143 days.
Viven had lived in that dark cave for nearly half a year before finally succumbing.
Why didn’t she leave? David whispered.
“Even if she was injured, even if she was afraid, why stay there?” “That’s what we’re trying to understand,” Dr.
Holden said.
“But Mr.
Kellerman, I need you to prepare yourself for difficult answers.
If your wife was hiding from someone, if she felt that leaving the cave would put herself or your son in danger, she might have chosen to stay despite the terrible conditions.
” “Then where is Eli?” David’s voice rose.
If she was protecting him, where is he? No one had an answer.
The silence stretched, broken only by the rain against the windows.
Finally, Agent Chen spoke.
“We have teams searching the entire mountain range now.
Every cave, every ravine, every hidden space.
If your son is there, we’ll find him.
” He paused.
“And if someone took him, we’ll find that, too.
” After they left, taking Vivien’s journal and Eli’s drawing, David stood alone in the spare room surrounded by boxes of memories, he picked up one of Eli’s rocks, a piece of quartz labeled in Viven’s handwriting, and held it in his palm.
The shadow man.
Viven had seen something, known something, and it had driven her to hide in a cave where she’d slowly died while marking days on the wall.
And somewhere lost in the 30 years between then and now was the truth about what had happened to their son.
David set the rock down carefully and pulled out his phone.
He dialed Clare Mendoza, the geology student.
Clare, it’s David Kellerman.
I need your help.
I need to see that cave where you found Viven.
I need to see it with my own eyes.
Clare met David 2 days later at a trail head 40 m from where Vivien and Eli had started their final hike.
The early morning fog clung to the mountains, reducing visibility to mere yards.
She emerged from her jeep wearing climbing gear, her expression uncertain.
Mr.
Kellerman, I’m not sure this is a good idea.
The police have the area restricted and the terrain is extremely dangerous.
I know, David said, shouldering his own pack.
He’d spent the previous day gathering climbing equipment from his garage.
Gear he hadn’t used in years from his search and rescue days.
But I need to understand.
I need to see where she spent those last months.
Clare studied him for a long moment, then nodded.
Okay, but you follow my lead exactly.
One wrong step in that area and you could fall 40 feet onto rocks.
They hiked in silence, Clare leading the way along a barely visible trail that wound through dense forest.
The trees pressed close, their branches heavy with moisture that dripped steadily onto the forest floor.
David focused on putting one foot in front of the other, his breath coming harder than it would have years ago, his body reminding him that he was 63, not the man who used to spend weekends repelling down cliff faces.
After 2 hours, the terrain shifted dramatically.
The gentle upward slope gave way to steep, rocky inclines.
Clare stopped at the edge of a ravine where a rope had been anchored to a sturdy pine tree.
This is where it gets technical, she said.
We repel down here, then traverse along a ledge for about 50 yards.
The cave entrance is hidden behind an outcropping.
Even if you knew exactly where to look, you’d miss it from any distance.
David checked his harness twice, his hands remembering the motions.
Even if his mind felt clouded with dread, Clare went first, her descent smooth and controlled.
He followed, the rope burning slightly through his gloves as he lowered himself down the rock face.
The ledge was narrower than he’d expected, barely 18 in wide with a sheer drop on one side.
They moved sideways, backs pressed against the rock, feet finding purchase on stone worn smooth by decades of rain.
David’s heart hammered in his chest, but not from the height.
Viven had come this way.
Somehow, impossibly, his wife had navigated this treacherous route.
“Here,” Clare said, stopping at what looked like solid rock.
She pressed her body into a gap David hadn’t noticed, disappearing from view.
He followed, squeezing through an opening barely wide enough for his shoulders.
The cave opened up beyond the entrance, the ceiling rising to perhaps 10 ft.
Clare switched on a powerful LED lantern, and the space flooded with harsh white light.
David stood frozen.
He’d seen Clare’s photos, but being here in this space where Viven had lived and died was different.
The cave stretched back about 30 ft, the walls rough and weeping with moisture.
Near the back, he could see the marks on the wall, those terrible scratches counting out the days.
“The police cleared the scene 3 days ago,” Clare said softly.
They took everything that could be evidence, but the basic structure is the same as when I found it.
David moved deeper into the cave, his footsteps echoing slightly.
The floor was uneven, rocky.
He could see the depression where Viven must have slept, a darker patch of stone near the wall where fires had been built.
The smoke would have had nowhere to go except out the narrow entrance.
It must have been suffocating.
He approached the tally marks, reaching out to touch them with trembling fingers.
143 days.
Had she kept counting after that, or had she given up, knowing she wasn’t going to survive? Mr.
Kellerman, Clare said hesitantly.
“There’s something the police didn’t make public yet.
Something I probably shouldn’t tell you, but I think you have a right to know.
” David turned to face her.
When I found your wife’s remains, they were positioned deliberately, not like she’d collapsed or fallen.
She was lying on her back, hands folded on her chest, almost like she’d been placed that way.
Clare’s voice wavered.
There was a rock next to her, a piece of quartz.
It had been shaped, deliberately worked into a smooth oval, and there were words scratched into it.
What words? I’m sorry, David.
I tried.
David’s knees buckled.
He sat down hard on the cold stone floor, the lantern light blurring through sudden tears.
She’d thought of him in her final moments in this terrible place.
She’d thought of him.
The police took the rock as evidence, Clare continued, but they made rubbings of the inscription.
I took a photograph before they arrived.
She pulled out her phone and showed him.
The words were crude, scratched into the quartz with some harder stone, but unmistakably in Viven’s hand.
The same careful letters she’d used to label Eli’s rock collection.
“What was she sorry for?” David whispered.
“What did she try to do?” Clare sat down beside him, maintaining a respectful distance.
“I’ve been thinking about that, about the location of this cave, about how hard it would be to reach.
Mr.
Kellerman, I don’t think your wife came here by accident or even by choice initially.
I think someone brought her here.
But the police said there were no signs of foul play on her remains.
No signs of trauma that would show on bones after 30 years, Clare corrected.
But think about it.
This cave is perfectly positioned to trap someone.
The entrance is nearly impossible to find unless you know exactly where it is.
The ledge outside is too narrow to traverse without climbing experience.
Even if your wife could have gotten out, where would she go? She was 8 mi from any marked trail in terrain so difficult that even experienced climbers get lost.
David looked around the cave with new eyes, seeing it not as a shelter, but as a prison.
You think someone kept her here? I think someone put her here and knew she couldn’t escape.
The evidence of the camp, the fire, the food storage, it all suggests she was surviving, yes, but also that she was trapped.
Clare paused.
And Mr.
Kellerman, there’s something else.
When I was mapping this cave system, I found evidence that it connects to the larger network where they found the children’s shoes.
There’s a passage at the back of this cave behind where your wife’s remains were found.
It’s partially collapsed now, but I could see that it had been open at one time.
David stood and moved to the back of the cave.
In the lantern light, he could see what Clare meant.
A section of the wall had caved in, rubble piled high, but behind it was darkness that suggested open space.
Where does it lead? To the main cave system.
The one that’s been used more recently, where they found the modern camping equipment and the collection of items.
Clare joined him, shining her light into the gap.
Mr.
Kellerman, I think whoever put your wife in this cave used that passage to visit her, to bring her food and water enough to keep her alive.
Why? David’s voice was raw.
Why keep her alive only to let her die? I don’t know, but the fact that she survived for months suggests someone was sustaining her and then something changed.
Maybe he stopped coming.
Maybe there was a cave-in that blocked the passage, but at some point, your wife was left here to die slowly.
David’s mind raced.
The shadow man, the dark truck.
Someone had been watching them, stalking them.
And on that October day 30 years ago, he’d made his move.
Eli, David said suddenly.
If Viven was here, where was Eli? Clare, could there be another cave? another place where he might have been kept.
It’s possible this mountain range is riddled with caves.
Most of them are unmapped, unexplored.
The geology student team has only scratched the surface.
She hesitated.
But Mr.
Kellerman, you need to prepare yourself for the possibility that your son wasn’t kept alive.
Children are harder to control than adults.
If this person was a predator, if he collected trophies from his victims, Eli might have.
No.
David’s voice was sharp.
Not until we know.
Not until we find him.
They stood in silence, the lantern light casting long shadows on the cave walls.
David walked to where Vivien had spent her final days, where she’d scratched her apology into a piece of quartz.
He pressed his palm against the cold stone where she’d slept.
I tried, he whispered, reading her words again.
What had she tried to do? Escape, survive, protect Eli.
A sound echoed from outside the cave, distant but distinct voices.
Clare moved to the entrance and peered out, then turned back with alarm in her eyes.
Someone’s coming.
We need to leave.
If the police find us here, we’ll both be in serious trouble.
But David had heard something else beneath the voices.
A sound that made his blood run cold.
From the collapsed passage at the back of the cave, from somewhere in the darkness beyond the rubble, came a faint but unmistakable noise, scratching like fingernails on stone.
Did you hear that? David moved toward the passage, his heart pounding.
Mr.
Kellerman, we need to go now.
The scratching came again.
Rhythmic, deliberate.
Three short scratches, three long, three short.
SOS.
David lunged toward the rubble, began pulling away stones with his bare hands.
Someone’s in there.
Someone’s alive in there.
Clare grabbed his arm.
That’s impossible.
The police searched this entire system.
There’s no one.
The scratching stopped.
In the sudden silence, a voice drifted through the gap in the rocks.
Weak horse, barely human.
Mom.
David’s world stopped.
That voice, that single word.
30 years hadn’t erased the memory of his son’s voice.
Eli, he breathed, then louder, his hands tearing at the rocks with renewed desperation.
Eli.
Clare was beside him now, helping to clear the rubble.
Her earlier caution forgotten.
The voices outside were getting closer, but David didn’t care.
His son was alive.
After 30 years, his son was alive.
“Hang on,” he called through the gap.
“Hang on, we’re coming.
We’re coming to get you.
” From the darkness beyond, Eli’s voice came again, stronger now.
“Dad, is that you, Dad?” And David wept as he pulled away stones, his hands bleeding, his son’s voice the only thing that mattered in the entire world.
The rocks came away piece by piece, revealing a narrow passage behind the collapse.
David’s hands were raw and bleeding, but he felt no pain, only the desperate need to reach his son, to pull him from the darkness that had held him for 30 years.
Clare worked beside him, using a small climbing tool to pry larger stones loose.
The voices outside had grown louder.
The police had reached the cave entrance.
Flashlight beams swept through the opening.
This is sheriff’s department.
Identify yourselves.
We need help.
Clare shouted back.
There’s someone trapped in the passage.
We need more hands, more equipment.
The sound of movement, urgent radio chatter, but David’s focus remained fixed on the gap they’d created, now wide enough to see through.
He shone his lantern into the space beyond.
What the light revealed made him freeze.
A chamber perhaps 20 ft across, the walls slick with moisture and something else.
Dark stains that might have been moss or might have been something worse.
And there, pressed against the far wall, was a figure, not the seven-year-old boy David had been expecting.
A man, gaunt and filthy, with long, matted hair and a beard that obscured most of his face.
He wore rags that might once have been clothes, and his skin was so pale it seemed translucent in the harsh light.
But his eyes, those eyes were Eli’s eyes, the same deep brown David saw every time he looked in a mirror.
Eli.
David’s voice cracked.
The man flinched away from the light, raising skeletal hands to shield his face.
Too bright, he whispered.
Please.
Too bright.
Clare dimmed her lantern.
In the softer glow, David could see more details.
Scars crisscrossed the man’s arms and legs.
His feet were bare, the soles thick with calluses.
He moved with a strange hunched posture like someone who’d spent years in confined spaces.
Eli, it’s dad.
It’s your father.
We’re going to get you out of here.
The man’s hands slowly lowered.
He stared at David with an expression of such desperate hope and fear that it broke something fundamental in David’s chest.
Dad.
The word was uncertain, testing.
You got old.
A sound escaped David.
Half laugh, half sobb.
Yeah, buddy.
It’s been a long time.
30 years.
30? Eli’s face contorted with confusion.
No, no, that’s not right.
It’s been It’s been He trailed off, his hands moving to his temples as if the numbers hurt to think about.
Detective Reyes appeared at the cave entrance with two other officers, their weapons drawn until they assessed the situation.
Her eyes widened as she took in the scene.
My God,” she breathed.
“Is that my son?” David said.
“That’s my son.
” The next hours passed in controlled chaos.
Emergency response teams arrived with cutting equipment to safely widen the passage.
A paramedic squeezed through the gap to assess Eli’s condition before moving him.
David heard fragments of the medical evaluation, severe malnutrition, possible psychological trauma, signs of long-term vitamin deficiency, multiple old fractures that had healed badly.
They finally brought Eli out on a stretcher, his eyes squeezed shut against even the dim cave light, his body shaking.
David walked beside him, his hand gripping Eli’s, feeling the fragile bones beneath the skin.
“I’m here,” David kept saying.
I’m here.
You’re safe now.
The journey back to the trail head took twice as long as the hike in.
Eli couldn’t tolerate the light, became agitated when they tried to move him quickly.
The paramedics fashioned a shield over his face and administered mild sedation.
By the time they reached the ambulances, he’d drifted into an uneasy sleep.
David rode with him, watching the shallow rise and fall of his son’s chest, still unable to fully process that this was real.
that after 30 years, Eli was alive.
At the hospital in Seattle, Eli was immediately admitted to the ICU.
Doctors swarmed, running tests, hooking him up to monitors and IVs.
“David was ushered to a waiting room where Detective Reyes joined him along with Agent Chen and Dr.
Holden.
” “Mr.
Kellerman,” Dr.
Holden said gently.
“I know you want to be with your son, but there are some things you need to understand before you see him again.
” David turned to face her, his exhaustion so profound, it felt like a physical weight.
Your son has been held captive for 30 years.
The psychological trauma from that kind of prolonged isolation and abuse is severe.
He may not remember things clearly.
He may have difficulty processing that he’s safe now.
His sense of time, of reality, could be significantly distorted.
“He knew me,” David said.
“He called me dad.
That’s a good sign.
But be prepared for confusion, for fear, possibly for anger.
Captivity survivors often go through complex emotional responses once they’re free.
” Agent Chen leaned forward.
David, we need to ask Eli what happened, who took him, where he’s been, if there are other victims, but we have to be careful.
We can’t traumatize him further or contaminate his memories.
A specialist from the FBI’s victim services unit is flying in tonight to conduct the interview.
“What about the cave system?” David asked.
“Are you searching it?” “We have a team in there now,” Detective Reyes said.
“They’re documenting everything, looking for evidence, but Mr.
Kellerman, that passage where we found Eli, it’s just one chamber in a network that goes on for miles.
He mentioned something to the paramedics, something about the deep rooms.
We’re trying to map the full extent of it.
A doctor appeared in the doorway, a woman in her 40s with kind eyes.
Mr.
Kellerman, your son is asking for you.
David stood so quickly he nearly lost his balance.
Dr.
Holden touched his arm.
Remember, go slowly.
Let him set the pace.
Eli’s room was dim.
The lights lowered to bare minimum.
He lay in the hospital bed looking impossibly small despite being a grown man.
His beard had been trimmed, his hair washed, but left long.
In the gentle light, David could see the seven-year-old he remembered still there in the shape of his son’s face.
Eli’s eyes opened as David approached.
For a long moment, they simply looked at each other.
“I thought you’d given up looking,” Eli said finally, his voice rough.
“I thought maybe you forgot about me.
” David pulled a chair close to the bed and took his son’s hand.
“Never, not for a single day.
I looked for you everywhere.
I heard you sometimes calling my name.
I wanted to answer, but he said if I made noise, he’d hurt Mom.
” Eli’s eyes filled with tears.
“Is Mom okay? Is she waiting outside? David felt his heart shatter.
Eli, your mother, she passed away a long time ago.
The confusion on Eli’s face was heartbreaking.
No, no, she can’t be.
He said if I was good, if I stayed quiet, she’d be safe.
He promised.
Who, Eli? Who promised? But Eli had turned his face to the wall, his body beginning to shake.
A nurse moved in quickly, checking his vitals, adjusting his medication.
Within minutes, Eli had drifted back into sedated sleep.
David sat in the chair beside the bed as night fell outside.
The hospital hummed with quiet activity around them.
Nurses came and went.
Doctors consulted in hushed voices.
Detective Reyes appeared at some point with coffee and a sandwich David couldn’t eat.
“We found something in the cave,” she said quietly.
a journal.
It appears to be in your wife’s handwriting.
David looked up.
What does it say? We’re still analyzing it, but the entry spanned several months.
She documented everything.
What she ate, what she saw, what he told her.
Reyes hesitated.
David, she wrote that he kept Eli in a different part of the cave system.
That he’d bring Eli to visit her sometimes for a few minutes to prove they were both alive.
But she never saw where Eli was being kept.
And then one day, he stopped coming.
She didn’t know if that meant Eli was dead or if something had happened to the man who took them.
Who was he? David’s voice was barely a whisper.
She never saw his face clearly.
He wore a mask when he was with her, but she described him.
Tall, strong, spoke with what she thought was a local accent.
He knew the mountains intimately, knew about caves that weren’t on any maps.
Reyes paused.
In her final entries, about a week before we believe she died, she wrote that she could hear rockfalls in the passage between her cave and the main system.
She thought maybe there had been a collapse, that maybe he was trapped on the other side.
She wrote that if he was gone, if he was dead, then Eli might die, too, because no one knew where he was.
Except he didn’t die, David said, looking at his sleeping son.
He survived for 30 years.
He survived.
We need to understand how, Reyes said.
Because if he’s been in those caves this entire time, living in total darkness with no human contact except maybe occasional visits from his captor, then the question is, who’s been keeping him alive? The evidence we found of recent activity, the camping equipment from 2019, someone has been using those caves within the last few years.
The implications hung in the air.
If Eli’s original captor had died in a cave collapse 30 years ago, then someone else had found him.
Someone else had chosen to keep him imprisoned instead of setting him free.
David looked at his son’s sleeping face and felt a cold dread settle in his stomach.
The shadowman had been real, and somewhere, hidden in the mountains or walking among ordinary people, he or his successor was still out there.
Eli woke screaming at 3:00 a.
m.
thrashing in his hospital bed with such violence that it took two nurses and a security guard to keep him from injuring himself.
David stood helplessly by as they administered sedation, his son’s screams echoing through the quiet ward.
He’s coming.
He’s coming back.
Please don’t let him find me.
By the time the medication took effect, Eli was sobbing, his eyes wild and unfocused.
David held his hand through the bed rails, whispering reassurances that seemed to have no effect.
Dr.
Holden arrived within the hour.
Summoned by the night staff, she examined Eli’s chart, spoke with the nurses, then pulled David into a consultation room.
“Your son is experiencing severe PTSD,” she explained.
“The nightmares, the panic attacks, these are normal responses to prolonged trauma.
But Mr.
Kellerman, I need to be honest with you.
the psychological damage from 30 years of captivity, especially captivity that began when he was a child, that’s going to require intensive, long-term treatment.
He may never fully recover.
What are you saying? I’m saying that the Eli you knew, that 7-year-old boy, he’s gone.
The man in that bed has spent his entire adult life in captivity.
His psychological development was arrested.
his understanding of the world, of normal human interaction.
It’s all filtered through the lens of his imprisonment.
She paused.
You need to prepare yourself for a difficult journey.
David rubbed his face with both hands.
Can he tell us what happened? Can he help us find who did this? Eventually, perhaps, but pushing him too hard, too fast, could cause him to retreat completely.
We’ve seen cases where victims dissociate, create alternate realities to cope with trauma.
Eli is fragile right now.
We need to be very careful.
Over the next 3 days, Eli’s condition stabilized physically.
The doctors addressed his malnutrition, treated several infections, and documented the extent of his injuries.
His vision had adapted to near complete darkness over the years.
Normal light caused him severe pain, so they kept his room dim and provided special glasses when light was necessary.
David spent every possible moment at his son’s bedside.
They talked in brief stretches.
Eli’s memories fragmentaryary and confused.
He remembered his mother, remembered the hike, remembered something about a man who offered them help.
Then nothing but darkness and fear and a voice telling him that if he was good, if he was quiet, his mother would live.
“I tried to be good,” Eli whispered one evening, his voice breaking.
“I tried so hard, but I heard her crying sometimes through the rocks.
She’d call my name, and I wanted to answer, but he said if I made noise, he’d make her stop crying forever.
” “It’s not your fault,” David said, gripping his hand.
None of this is your fault.
On the fourth day, the FBI specialist arrived, a woman named Dr.
Sarah Reeves, who specialized in interviewing trauma survivors.
She spent an hour alone with Eli, emerging pale and shaken.
He’s ready to tell us what he remembers, she told the assembled investigators.
But I need everyone to understand that his sense of time is severely distorted.
He may confuse events from different years or remember them in the wrong order.
We’re going to record everything, but we have to be cautious about treating his testimony as a precise timeline.
They set up a video camera in Eli’s room.
Agent Chen, Detective Reyes, and Dr.
Holden observed from an adjacent room through a one-way window.
David was allowed to stay, seated in the corner where Eli could see him, but outside the camera’s view.
Dr.
Reeves began gently asking Eli about his life before the hike.
He remembered his house, his rock collection, going to school.
His memories of that time were clearer than David had hoped, though still filtered through a child’s perspective.
Do you remember the day you and your mother went hiking? Dr.
Reeves asked.
Eli nodded slowly.
We were looking for special rocks.
Mom said there might be garnets in the creek bed.
I had my field guide.
His eyes grew distant.
There was a man on the trail.
He said he was lost.
Asked mom if we could help him find his way back.
Mom was always helping people.
Can you describe this man? Tall.
He wore a flannel shirt and a baseball cap.
Brown beard.
I think he seemed nice.
Eli’s hands clenched on the blanket.
We walked with him for a while.
He said his truck was just off the trail through the trees.
Mom said we shouldn’t leave the trail, but he looked so worried.
Said his daughter was waiting for him.
David felt sick.
The man had known exactly what would work on Viven.
An appeal to help.
A mention of a child.
What happened when you left the trail? Dr.
Reeves’s voice remained calm, professional.
We walked for a long time.
It got harder.
Lots of rocks and steep parts.
I asked mom if we should go back, but the man said it was just a little further.
Then we got to this place, this cliff, and the man said his truck was at the bottom.
There was a rope.
Eli’s breathing had quickened.
Mom went first to make sure it was safe for me.
I was scared of heights.
She knew that.
But when she got to the bottom, something happened.
She screamed.
I tried to pull myself back up, but the man, he grabbed me, put his hand over my mouth.
Dr.
Reeves leaned forward slightly.
What did he do, Eli? He took me down a different way.
Not the rope.
There was a path hidden.
And at the bottom, there was a hole in the rocks.
A cave.
He pushed me inside.
And it was so dark.
So dark I couldn’t see anything.
I heard mom calling for me, her voice echoing, but I couldn’t tell where she was.
I tried to run, but he caught me, held me down.
Tears streamed down Eli’s face.
He said if I screamed, if I tried to run, he’d hurt mom.
He said he had her in a different cave.
And if I was good, if I did what he said, he wouldn’t hurt her.
Did you see him clearly? His face.
Eli shook his head.
In the cave, it was too dark.
He had a light sometimes, a flashlight, but he never pointed it at himself, just at me.
And later when he came back, he wore a mask.
A ski mask, I think.
How often did he come back? I don’t know.
In the dark, I couldn’t tell time.
Sometimes it felt like forever.
Sometimes he’d come and bring food, water.
Sometimes he just talk to me through the rocks, tell me stories.
He said the outside world was dangerous, that mom and I were safer in the caves, that people were looking for us, but they wanted to hurt us.
David’s hands clenched into fists.
The bastard had warped a 7-year-old child’s understanding of reality, made him believe that captivity was safety.
Did he ever hurt you, Eli? Sometimes if I cried too much or if I tried to find a way out, he’d hit me or take away the food.
One time I found a crack in the rocks, a place where I could see light just a tiny bit.
I tried to make it bigger.
Thought maybe I could squeeze through.
He found me and broke my arm.
Said it was to teach me not to try to leave.
Eli’s voice had gone flat, emotionless.
He said mom needed me to be brave, that she was counting on me.
Did he let you see your mother sometimes? maybe once every few weeks or months, I don’t know.
He’d take me through the passages to her cave.
We could talk for a little while, but he’d stand there watching.
Mom would try to tell me things, try to give me hope, but I could see she was getting weaker.
She got so thin.
Eli’s composure cracked.
The last time I saw her, she could barely stand.
She held my face in her hands and told me to be strong, that someone would find us.
That was the last time.
How long ago was that? Eli’s face contorted with the effort of remembering.
A long time.
The man didn’t come back after that.
For days or weeks, or I don’t know how long.
I thought maybe he was gone.
I thought maybe I could try to find mom, find a way out.
But when I tried to go through the passages, there had been a collapse.
Rocks blocking the way.
I dug and dug, but I couldn’t get through.
What did you do? I survived.
There was water dripping from the cave ceiling.
I could drink that.
And things grew in the cave.
Mushrooms, I think.
They made me sick sometimes, but I ate them anyway.
And I waited.
I thought maybe someone would come.
Maybe dad would find me.
He looked at David.
I waited for 30 years.
Dr.
Reeves paused, giving Eli a moment to collect himself.
Eli, you mentioned that the man didn’t come back after the collapse, but we found evidence that someone has been in those caves recently within the last few years.
Did anyone else ever find you? Eli’s expression shifted, became wary.
Others came.
After a long time, I thought I was going to die.
And then I heard voices, different voices.
I tried to call out, but my voice didn’t work right anymore.
Then someone found me.
A boy younger than me.
He was scared.
He ran away, but he came back with food, with water.
A boy? How old? I don’t know.
Young, maybe 12, 13.
He didn’t talk much.
Just brought me things and left.
This happened for a long time.
Years.
I think the boy got older.
Became a man.
Still didn’t talk.
Just brought supplies.
Eli’s hands trembled.
Then one day, he brought someone else.
Showed him where I was.
this new person.
He was different.
He asked me questions, who I was, how long I’d been there.
I told him about mom, about the man who took us, and he he what did he do, Eli? He laughed.
Said I was the longest kept secret in the mountains.
Said he knew about the shadowman.
That was what he called him.
The shadowman who’d taken people for years before he got trapped in his own caves.
This new person said he’d found the shadowman’s body years ago.
Found all his hiding places, his collection of things from the people he’d taken.
Eli’s voice dropped to a whisper.
He said I was the last one still alive, that I was special, and he wanted to keep me that way.
The room fell silent.
In the observation room, David could see Agent Chen on his phone, urgency in his movements.
Eli, Dr.
Reeves said carefully.
Did this person tell you his name? No.
But the boy who’d found me first before he brought the new person, he’d said something once.
Just once.
He’d said, “Uncle Ray says the caves are dangerous.
I shouldn’t come here.
” I think maybe Uncle Ray was the new person.
Can you describe Uncle Ray? Medium height, strong, dark hair.
He had a scar on his hand shaped like a star.
I saw it when he gave me food.
Eli closed his eyes.
He came regularly for a while.
Brought better food.
Batteries for a small light he gave me.
Then he stopped coming.
That was maybe a year ago.
Maybe more.
I thought maybe he’d died too like the shadowman.
I thought I’d die there alone in the dark.
Dr.
Reeves exchanged a glance with Dr.
Holden through the window.
Eli, you’re safe now.
No one is going to hurt you anymore.
We’re going to find these people.
The boy who helped you, this Uncle Ray.
You’re going to help us make sure no one else gets hurt.
But Eli wasn’t listening.
His eyes had fixed on something only he could see.
His expression haunted.
There are others, he whispered in the deep rooms.
I could hear them sometimes crying, calling out.
The shadowman kept them in places I couldn’t reach.
And Uncle Ray, he said they were still there, the old ones.
He said they’d been there so long they weren’t people anymore, just echoes.
But I heard them.
I know I heard them.
The search teams returned to the cave system at dawn the following morning.
This time with specialized equipment, thermal imaging cameras, ground penetrating radar, and cave diving gear.
Agent Chen coordinated from a command post established at the trail head while Detective Reyes led one of three teams entering the network.
David watched the preparations from the perimeter, forbidden from participating but unable to stay away.
Clare Mendoza stood beside him, her geological expertise now invaluable to the investigation.
The deep rooms Eli mentioned,” she explained, pointing to a hastily drawn map of the cave system.
“They’d be in the lower chambers.
Most cave networks have vertical shafts that descend deeper into the mountain.
Some of them fill with water.
Others remain dry, but are nearly impossible to access without specialized equipment.
Could people survive down there?” Clare’s expression was grim.
Survive? Maybe for a while.
But it would be a living hell.
No light, no fresh air circulation, constant cold and dampness.
If what Eli said is true, if there were others kept in those deep chambers, she trailed off, unable to finish the thought.
By midm morning, the first team had found something.
The radio crackled to life, the voice tense with suppressed emotion.
Command, this is team one.
We’ve located a chamber approximately 60 ft below the main cave level.
There are remains here, multiple individuals.
Advise bringing the medical examiner and forensic team immediately.
David’s stomach dropped.
He watched as personnel scrambled.
Equipment was loaded.
Body bags were prepared.
The reality of what they were uncovering settled over the command post like a shroud.
Detective Reyes emerged 6 hours later.
Her face ashen, her hands shaking slightly as she removed her helmet.
She found David and led him away from the others before speaking.
We found seven bodies so far in various states of decomposition.
Some appear to have been there for decades, others more recently.
The medical examiner is making preliminary assessments, but David, she paused, studying herself.
These people died from exposure, dehydration, starvation.
They were left to die slowly in the darkness, just like Viven.
Children, some, not all.
The ages range from what appears to be a young teenager to adults.
We’re working to identify them now, cross-referencing with missing person’s cases from the region going back 40 years.
David felt the weight of it crushing down on him.
Seven people, seven families who’d lived with the same agony he’d endured, never knowing what had happened to their loved ones.
“What about Uncle Ray?” he asked.
“Any sign of who he might be?” “We’re analyzing everything, the camping equipment, the food containers, anything that might have prints or DNA.
We’ve also started canvasing the area, showing Eli’s description to locals, asking about anyone with a star-shaped scar on their hand.
” Reyes pulled out her phone, showing David a photo.
We found this in one of the chambers.
The image showed a wallet, waterlogged and deteriorated, but still intact enough to reveal a driver’s license visible through the plastic window.
The photo was of a man in his 40s with dark hair and a thick beard.
The name read Raymond Kyle Garrett.
The license expired in 1993.
Reyes said, “We believe this belonged to the original captor, the shadowman.
Raymond Garrett was reported missing in 1994 by his brother who said he went hiking and never came back.
” “The brother filed the report, then apparently left the area.
We’re trying to track him down now.
” “The boy who found Eli,” David said, the pieces clicking together.
He called the new person Uncle Ray.
“What if it wasn’t a name? What if he was actually Raymond Garrett’s nephew? Reyes nodded slowly.
We had the same thought.
If Garrett had a nephew who knew about the caves, who maybe visited him here before whatever happened in 1993, that nephew would have been young then, could be the right age to be the boy Eli remembers.
Then find him, David’s voice hardened.
Find him and make him answer for what he did.
He knew Eli was down there.
He knew about the others and he did nothing except keep my son imprisoned.
Over the next 3 days, the investigation expanded dramatically.
The FBI identified six of the seven bodies found in the deep chambers, matching them to missing person’s cases spanning from 1978 to 1991.
Each identification meant a family receiving the worst news possible.
their loved one was gone, had died in horrific circumstances decades ago.
The seventh body remained unidentified, the decomposition too advanced for visual recognition, and no matches in the missing person’s database.
Dr.
Holden theorized this might have been Garrett’s first victim, someone whose disappearance had gone unreported or unconnected to the mountain region.
Meanwhile, Agent Chen’s team tracked Raymond Garrett’s family.
His brother, Michael Garrett, had indeed left Washington in 1995, moving to Oregon.
He died in 2018 of cancer.
But Michael had a son, Raymond’s nephew, named Derek Garrett.
Derek’s last known address was in Tacoma, where he’d lived until 2020 before apparently disappearing.
No forwarding address, no employment records, no digital footprint.
It was as if he deliberately erased himself.
“We issued a bolo for Derek Garrett,” Detective Reyes told David during one of his daily visits to check on progress.
“But I’m not optimistic.
Someone who’s been this careful about covering his tracks isn’t going to be easy to find.
” Eli’s recovery continued slowly.
The hospital had become his new cave, the dimmed room, his comfort zone.
He struggled with the concept of freedom, became anxious when doctors suggested he might eventually leave the hospital.
Dr.
Holden explained that institutionalization was common in long-term captivity cases.
Eli had spent his entire adult life in confinement.
The outside world was more terrifying than familiar.
David spent hours each day with his son trying to bridge the gap of 30 years.
They looked at old photos together.
David explaining what had happened to the world Eli had left behind.
Technology had changed.
People Eli remembered had aged or died.
The 7-year-old boy who’d left for a hike in 1991 was trying to comprehend that he was now a 37year-old man in 2021.
“Do you hate me?” Eli asked one evening, his voice small.
For not being who you remember, David took his son’s hand.
I could never hate you.
You survived something that would have broken most people.
You’re stronger than you know.
I don’t feel strong.
I feel broken.
Then we’ll put you back together.
However long it takes.
On the eighth day after Eli’s rescue, a break came from an unexpected source.
A woman named Patricia Lel walked into the Cascade County Sheriff’s Office and asked to speak to someone about the Kellerman case.
She was in her late 40s, nervous, ringing her hands as she spoke to Detective Reyes.
I saw the news about the bodies in the caves, Patricia said.
And about the man you’re looking for, Derek Garrett.
I know him or I knew him.
We dated briefly about 5 years ago.
Reyes immediately called in Agent Chen and a stenographer.
Tell us everything you remember about Derek.
We met online, dated for about three months.
He was quiet, kept to himself, worked odd jobs, construction mostly.
He had this scar on his hand shaped like a star.
Said he got it as a kid messing around in the woods.
Patricia pulled out her phone, scrolling through old photos.
I took this at a company picnic.
He didn’t like having his picture taken, but I caught him off guard.
The photo showed a man in his 30s with dark hair and an average build standing beside a food table with a look of annoyance on his face, but clearly visible on his right hand holding a paper plate was a star-shaped scar.
This is him.
Agent Chen confirmed.
This is Uncle Ray.
Miss Lel, do you have any idea where Derek might be now? We broke up when I found out he was lying about stuff.
Little things at first, then bigger things.
His whole life story seemed made up.
I pushed him on it and he just disappeared.
But I remember something he said once when he’d been drinking.
He said he had a place in the mountains where he went when the world got too loud.
A place no one else knew about.
He said sometimes he’d stay there for weeks, just him and the silence.
Did he say where? not specifically, but he mentioned once that it was near where his uncle used to take him camping as a kid, somewhere in the Cascades within a day’s drive of Seattle.
After Patricia left, the team huddled around their maps.
If Derek Garrett had a hidden location in the mountains, somewhere he could stay undetected for weeks, it might not be the cave system they’d already found.
It could be another cave, a cabin, anywhere in thousands of square miles of wilderness.
We need to talk to Eli again.
Agent Chen said he might remember something, some detail about the boy who found him, about where he came from.
They brought Dr.
Reeves back in for another interview.
This time, they asked Eli to focus on the boy, on any conversations they’d had, any clues about where he lived.
Eli struggled with the memories, his face contorting with effort.
He didn’t talk much, but once when he brought me food, he said something about having to get back before dark because the road was dangerous.
And another time he mentioned a creek.
Said he followed the creek to find the caves.
Clareire Mendoza was brought in with her geological surveys.
If there’s a creek system that leads to the cave network, she said, studying her maps, it would be here.
She pointed to a tributary of the Thornton Creek, one that branched off several miles from the main trail.
This flows underground in places, resurfaces here and here.
If you followed it upstream, you’d eventually reach the ridge where the caves are located.
And if there’s a road nearby, Reyes asked.
Clare traced a thin line on the map.
Old logging road been closed for 20 years, but it’s still there.
overgrown but passable with the right vehicle.
Within two hours, a tactical team was assembled.
They approached from two directions.
One team following the creek upstream, another taking the overgrown logging road.
David wanted to go, but was firmly denied.
Instead, he sat in Eli’s hospital room, both of them waiting for news.
The call came just after sunset.
Detective Reyes, her voice tight with controlled emotion.
We found it.
A cabin about half a mile from the logging road, completely hidden by forest growth.
And David Derek Garrett is here.
We have him in custody.
Derek Garrett sat in the interrogation room with his hands cuffed to the table, his expression blank.
He’d surrendered without resistance when the tactical team surrounded his cabin, simply raising his hands and saying, “I wondered when you’d figure it out.
” Through the one-way glass, David watched as Agent Chen and Detective Reyes entered the room.
He’d been given permission to observe, but not participate.
Dr.
Holden stood beside him, her presence a steadying force.
Derek Garrett, Agent Chen, began laying out a folder of photographs on the table.
We’ve found the cave system.
We found the bodies.
We found Eli Kellerman alive after 30 years.
and we found your uncle’s remains, Raymond Garrett, trapped in a collapsed passage where he apparently died in 1993.
Derek looked at the photos without apparent emotion.
Uncle Ray was a complicated man.
Complicated? Reyes’ voice was hard.
He was a serial killer who imprisoned and murdered at least eight people that we know of.
And you knew about it.
You helped him.
I didn’t help him.
I was 13 when I first found those caves.
Uncle Ray would take me camping, teach me about the mountains.
One time, I wandered off, found an entrance to a cave system he told me was too dangerous to explore.
I went in anyway because that’s what kids do.
Derek’s voice remained flat, emotionless.
I found a woman.
She was barely alive, starving, trapped behind rocks.
She begged me to help her, to get her out.
I ran back to Uncle Ray, told him what I’d found.
I thought he’d help her, but he didn’t.
He grabbed me, dragged me back to that cave, and showed me three more.
Three more women in different chambers, all dying slowly.
He told me they were bad people, that they’d hurt children, that he was punishing them.
He told me if I ever told anyone, he’d put me in a cave, too.
And I believed him.
Derek finally showed emotion.
a flicker of something that might have been pain.
I was 13 years old and my uncle was a monster.
Yet you continued visiting the caves.
Agent Chen said, “You knew Eli Kellerman was down there alive and you kept him there for decades.
I didn’t keep him there.
” Derek’s hands clenched.
After Uncle Ray died in the collapse, I stopped coming to the mountains for years.
Tried to forget what I’d seen.
But when I was in my 20s, I came back.
I don’t know why.
Maybe I needed to know if it was real, if I’d imagined it.
I found Uncle Ray’s body in the collapsed passage.
And I found the boy, Eli.
He was maybe 15 by then.
I guess he’d survived somehow, eating cave fungus, drinking seepage water.
He was more animal than human at that point.
And you just left him there? Reyes leaned forward.
You could have saved him, called the police, gotten him out.
I was afraid.
Afraid they’d think I was involved, that I’d helped Uncle Ray.
Afraid they’d put me in prison.
Derek looked up, meeting their eyes for the first time.
So, I compromised.
I started bringing him supplies.
Food, water, batteries, lights.
Enough to keep him alive, but not enough to help him escape.
I told myself it was better than letting him die, but I know what it really was.
Cowardice.
The interrogation continued for hours.
Derek detailed his uncle’s methodology, how Raymond Garrett would scout hiking trails, identify solitary hikers or small groups, offer help, and lead them off the trail to the cave systems he’d spent years mapping.
how he’d keep them alive for weeks or months, feeding them just enough to prolong their suffering.
How he’d collect items from them, shoes, jewelry, photographs, as trophies.
Why did he take Viven and Eli Kellerman together? Agent Chen asked.
Uncle Ray usually took people alone, easier to control, but he saw them on the trail, the mother and son, and something about them triggered him.
He told me once before he died that the woman reminded him of his own mother, that he wanted to punish her for being a good mother when his own mother had been cruel.
Derek’s voice dropped.
He separated them deliberately, put them in different caves, but close enough that they could sometimes hear each other.
Maximum psychological torture for both of them.
David pressed his hands against the glass, wanting to reach through and strangle this man who’d left his son in darkness for decades.
“Dr.
Holden touched his arm gently.
” “The other victims,” Reyes said, “we’ve identified most of them, but there’s one set of remains we can’t match to any missing person’s report.
Partially decomposed, found in the deepest chamber, female, approximately late 20s based on the medical examiner’s assessment.
Derek closed his eyes.
That was the first one.
Before I was born, Uncle Ray told me, a woman he met at a bar in 1976.
He said she laughed at him when he tried to talk to her.
He followed her, learned her routine, took her on a night she was hiking alone.
She didn’t have any family, no one to report her missing.
Uncle Ray said she lasted the longest, almost a year before she died.
The room fell silent.
22 bodies found so far spanning from 1976 to 1991 and one survivor who’d paid for his survival with 30 years of his life.
Derek Garrett, Agent Chen said formally, “You’re being charged as an accessory after the fact to multiple counts of murder, kidnapping, and false imprisonment.
You’ll also face charges related to your own actions in keeping Eli Kellerman captive from 1993 to present.
Derek nodded slowly.
I know I deserve it, but I need you to understand something.
Those last few years, I’d been working up the courage to let him go, to call you anonymously, tell you where he was.
But I was afraid of what would happen when he was found.
Afraid he’d be so damaged that he’d never recover.
afraid that saving him would somehow make what I’d done for the previous decades even worse.
He looked at the one-way glass as if he could see David standing behind it.
I’m sorry.
I know that doesn’t mean anything, but I’m sorry.
David turned away from the window, unable to look at Derek Garrett anymore.
Dr.
Holden followed him into the hallway.
He’s right, David said, his voice raw.
Sorry doesn’t mean anything.
My son lost 30 years of his life.
Viven died alone in the darkness.
All those other people, all those families, and he’s sorry.
I know, Dr.
Holden said quietly.
But David, Eli is alive against impossible odds.
He survived.
That’s what you need to focus on now.
They returned to the hospital where Eli waited.
David had promised to tell him everything to never keep the truth from him again.
So he sat beside his son’s bed and explained what Derek Garrett had confessed, watching Eli’s face carefully for signs of distress.
“He was just a kid when he first found the caves,” Eli said when David finished.
“Almost my age when I was taken.
” That doesn’t excuse what he did later.
No, but I understand being afraid.
I was afraid every day for 30 years.
Eli looked at his father.
Do you think he really would have eventually let me go? Or was that just something he told himself to feel better? I don’t know.
Does it matter? Maybe.
If he had let me go 5 years ago or 10 years ago, would I be less broken? Would I have had a chance at a normal life? Eli’s hands twisted the blanket.
Or would I have been just as damaged? just confused by a world I no longer understood.
David had no answer.
The whatifs were endless and ultimately meaningless.
What mattered was the present.
The reality that Eli was alive and safe and beginning the long difficult process of healing.
Over the following weeks, more details emerged.
The cabin where Derek had been found contained journals, his own and his uncles.
Raymond Garrett had documented his crimes meticulously, describing each victim, each cave, each calculated cruelty.
The journals would help identify the remaining unknown victims and might lead to discovering other bodies not yet found.
Derek Garrett pleaded guilty to all charges, sparing everyone the trauma of a trial.
He was sentenced to multiple consecutive life terms without possibility of parole.
At his sentencing, he read a brief statement apologizing to the families of the victims and specifically to Eli Kellerman.
Eli didn’t attend, choosing instead to spend the day working with his therapist on techniques for managing his anxiety.
The cave system was sealed with the agreement of all the victims families.
A memorial was erected at the trail head where Viven and Eli had begun their final hike together, listing the names of all those who’d been taken and lost to Raymond Garrett’s cruelty.
David stood before that memorial 6 months after Eli’s rescue, reading his wife’s name carved into the stone.
Beside him, Eli stood in the dappled sunlight filtering through the trees, wearing special glasses to protect his still sensitive eyes.
It was his first time outside the hospital since his rescue.
A monumental step in his recovery.
“Are you okay?” David asked.
Eli took a shaky breath, his hand gripping David’s arm for support.
“I’m scared.
Everything is so big, so bright.
But I’m here.
I’m standing in the sun with my dad.
” “That’s something.
That’s everything,” David corrected gently.
They stood together in the forest where the nightmare had begun 30 years ago.
Two survivors learning to live with what had been lost and what had been found.
The shadows that had haunted them were finally beginning to recede, though David knew they would never disappear completely.
Some scars ran too deep, but they were together.
After 30 years of searching, of hoping, of grieving, they were together.
And that, David thought, was enough to build on.
Three years later, David Kellerman sat in his woodworking shop, putting the finishing touches on a custom bookshelf.
The piece was larger than his usual work, designed to hold both books and rock specimens.
It was a gift for Eli, who’d finally moved into his own apartment with support services nearby.
The transition had been difficult.
Eli still struggled with agriphobia, with crowds, with unexpected noises.
He attended therapy three times a week and probably always would.
But he’d made progress that his doctors considered remarkable given the severity of his trauma.
He’d learned to tolerate daylight, though he still preferred dimly lit spaces.
He’d reconnected with the hobby that had meant so much to him as a child, studying geology through online courses and slowly rebuilding his rock collection.
David’s phone rang.
Eli’s face appeared on the screen.
A photo from last month when they’d celebrated Eli’s 40th birthday.
His hair was shorter now, his beard neatly trimmed.
His eyes no longer carrying quite so much haunted darkness.
Hey, Dad.
I finished the paper.
The one about cave formations? Yeah, my professor said it was good.
Really good.
She wants to submit it to a journal.
Eli’s voice carried a note of pride that made David’s chest tighten with emotion.
That’s wonderful, Eli.
I’m proud of you.
I couldn’t have done it without you.
You know that, right? All those days you spent with me helping me relearn how to live, I couldn’t have survived coming out of those caves without you.
We helped each other,” David said, blinking back tears.
“We’re still helping each other.
” After they hung up, David returned to the bookshelf, running his hand over the smooth wood.
The last 3 years had been harder than the 30 years of searching in some ways.
Watching Eli struggle with panic attacks, with nightmares, with the overwhelming complexity of modern life had broken David’s heart repeatedly.
But there had been victories, too.
The first time Eli laughed at something on television.
The first time he went to a coffee shop alone.
The first time he called David just to talk, not because he was in crisis.
A knock on the shop door pulled him from his thoughts.
Detective Reyes stood there, no longer working the case, but having become something of a friend over the years.
“Thought I’d drop by, see how you’re doing,” she said, accepting the coffee David offered.
“Good.
” Eli finished his geology paper.
His professor thinks it’s publishable.
That’s great.
Really great.
Reyes pulled out a folder.
I have news, too.
We identified the last victim.
The woman from 1976.
Her name was Catherine Riley.
She was a graduate student at UW disappeared after a solo hiking trip.
Her family had all passed away, which is why she was never reported missing.
But we tracked down a cousin who’s been searching for her for 40 years.
I got to tell her that Catherine’s been found that she can finally be laid to rest.
” David nodded slowly.
Over the past 3 years, all of Raymond Garrett’s victims had been identified and returned to their families.
17 people in total, ranging from the teenager, taken in 1978 to Viven in 1991.
17 families finally getting answers.
Though the answers brought no peace, only the closure of confirmed tragedy.
“How many more do you think there were?” David asked.
“Ones we’ll never find.
” Reyes sighed.
Based on Garrett’s journals, we’ve found everyone we’re likely to find.
But there are hints in his earlier entries, vague references to practicing before Catherine Riley.
So maybe one or two more out there, hidden in caves we’ll never locate.
The cascades are too vast, too wild.
They’ll keep some secrets forever.
After Reyes left, David stood in his shop as Dusk fell outside, thinking about secrets and survival, and the thin line between them.
Eli had survived because he’d learned to live with secrets, to hide himself in the darkness, both literally and metaphorically.
Now he was learning to come back into the light.
One painful step at a time.
David’s phone buzzed with a text from Eli.
Can we hike together someday? Just an easy trail, maybe near the house.
I think I’m ready to try.
David stared at the message, remembering the terror on Eli’s face the one time they’d driven past a forest trail.
The panic attack that had lasted for hours.
The fact that Eli was willing to try to face his trauma in such a direct way was monumental.
He typed back, “Whenever you’re ready, I’ll be right there with you.
” The response came quickly.
“I know.
That’s why I can do it.
” David sat down his phone and looked at the bookshelf taking shape before him.
He thought about Viven, about the journal they’d found where she’d written her final words.
Among the entries about survival and fear, she’d written something that had sustained David through these difficult years.
If Eli survives this, if he somehow makes it out, tell him that his mother never stopped fighting.
Tell him that even in the darkest place, there was always hope that he would see light again.
Eli had seen the light.
It hurt his eyes and frightened him and overwhelmed him sometimes, but he’d chosen to step into it anyway, and David would be there to help him navigate this new world, just as he’d never stopped searching for him in the old one.
Outside, the sun set over the mountains in the distance.
The same mountains that had taken so much, but had finally given back the one thing David had never stopped hoping for.
his son damaged, traumatized, forever changed, but alive in the end.
Perhaps that was all any parent could ask for.
Not that their child be spared suffering, because life guaranteed none of that, but that when the suffering came, when the darkness threatened to swallow them whole, they would find the strength to survive, and that when they emerged, blinking and afraid, into the light, someone who loved them would be waiting.
David picked up his tools and returned to work on the bookshelf, building something sturdy and beautiful from raw wood.
Building something that would hold the weight of all those rocks, all those carefully labeled specimens that represented a 7-year-old boy’s curiosity and a 40-year-old man’s determination to reclaim the pieces of himself that had been stolen.
Outside, the last light faded from the sky.
Inside the shop, David worked late into the night.
The rhythm of his hands on wood, a meditation, a prayer, a promise that tomorrow would come and they would face it together.
Father and son, survivors of the ridge that had tried to claim them.
