Rachel Morrison’s hands were shaking as she packed her suitcase for what should have been the happiest trip of her life.

It was January 2019, and the 38-year-old elementary school teacher from Portland, Oregon, was preparing for her honeymoon in Costa Rica with her new husband, Derek Morrison.

She carefully folded the white linen dress she planned to wear for their beachside dinner, tucked her favorite sandals into the side pocket, and placed her prescription medication in a clear Ziploc bag as required for airport security.

She held up her grandmother’s emerald ring, the one that had been passed down through three generations of women in her family, admiring how it caught the light before slipping it onto her finger.

She packed her wedding band from her first marriage to Michael, keeping it in a small velvet pouch because even though she had remarried, she couldn’t quite let go of the symbol of the love she had shared with him for 15 years.

What Rachel didn’t know was that she would never unpack that suitcase.

She would never wear that white dress.

She would never return to the two-bedroom apartment she shared with her 12-year-old daughter, Emma.

And when her new husband came back from Costa Rica 3 weeks later, he would be wearing her grandmother’s emerald ring on a chain around his neck, her wedding band from Michael on his pinky finger, and several other pieces of her jewelry that should have been buried with her or passed down to Emma.

This is the story of how a devoted mother, a beloved teacher, and a woman who thought she had found love again after tragedy became the victim of one of the most calculated and coldblooded murder schemes in recent American history.

This is the story of a predator who didn’t hunt strangers online from foreign countries, but who infiltrated American communities, befriended neighbors, attended church services, coached little league, volunteered at food banks, and killed not once, not twice, but at least seven times over 15 years.

This is the
story of the man who was never really Derek Morrison at all.

Whose real identity would shock everyone who thought they knew him.

Whose true nature was hidden behind a mask of kindness and normaly so convincing that even experienced investigators would later admit they might have been fooled if they had met him under different circumstances.

This is the story of how an elementary school teacher’s death would expose a serial killer who had perfected the art of becoming invisible by being the most visible member of every community he entered.

Rachel Morrison had not been looking for love when Derek entered her life in September 2018.

She had been a widow for 3 years, ever since her husband Michael died suddenly from an undiagnosed heart condition at age 39.

Michael’s death had devastated Rachel and their daughter Emma, who was only 9 years old at the time.

Rachel remembered the day with painful clarity.

Michael had been playing basketball with friends on a Saturday morning, something he did most weekends to stay in shape and maintain friendships from college.

He had come home complaining of heartburn, saying he probably ate too much at the postgame brunch, promising to take it easy for the rest of the day.

Rachel had been grading papers at the kitchen table while Emma watched cartoons in the living room.

Michael went upstairs to take a shower.

20 minutes later, when Rachel went to check on him, she found him collapsed on the bathroom floor, already gone.

The paramedics said he had died instantly from a massive heart attack caused by an undetected congenital heart defect.

He was 39 years old, healthy and active with no warning signs that anything was wrong.

The grief that followed Michael’s death had been overwhelming.

Rachel had spent the first year in a fog going through the motions of daily life while feeling completely disconnected from everything around her.

She got Emma to school, went to work, came home, made dinner, helped with homework, put Emma to bed, and then sat alone in the living room, staring at the television without really seeing what was on the screen.

She slept in the guest room because she couldn’t bear to sleep in the bed she had shared with Michael.

She kept his clothes in the closet, his toothbrush in the bathroom, his favorite coffee mug in the cabinet.

Friends and family encouraged her to see a therapist, to join a grief support group, to do something besides just surviving.

But Rachel couldn’t imagine moving forward when moving forward meant accepting that Michael was really gone.

By the second year after Michael’s death, Rachel had learned to function more normally.

She returned to sleeping in her own bedroom, though she still kept Michael’s pillow on his side of the bed.

She donated most of his clothes to charity, keeping only a few favorite shirts and his winter coat.

She took off her wedding ring and put it in her jewelry box, though she looked at it every morning and sometimes slipped it back on when she was home alone.

She started accepting invitations to have coffee with friends, attending Emma’s school events without crying in the parking lot afterward, and occasionally laughing at jokes without immediately feeling guilty for experiencing joy.

She was learning to live with the loss rather than being consumed by it.

For 3 years, Rachel focused entirely on two things.

Being the best mother she could be, to Emma, and being the best third grade teacher at Lincoln Elementary School, where she had worked for 12 years.

Her colleagues described her as someone who brought homemade cookies for every staff meeting.

Who stayed late to tutor struggling students without being asked, who decorated her classroom with elaborate seasonal themes that made her students excited to come to school, and who never forgot a birthday or anniversary.

She was the teacher parents requested for their children.

The one students remembered decades later as the person who made them feel valued and capable.

She was known for writing personalized notes to each student on the last day of school, for creating individualized learning plans without being required to do so, for spending her own money on books and supplies when the school budget fell short.

Teaching had become her therapy, a way to channel her grief into something productive and meaningful.

Her neighbors in the quiet suburban Portland neighborhood knew her as the woman who watered their plants when they went on vacation, who organized the annual block party every August, who always had her Christmas lights up before Thanksgiving, and who could be counted on to help with anything from jumpstarting a dead car battery to watching someone’s kids in an emergency.

She was the person who noticed when someone hadn’t brought in their mail for a few days and checked to make sure they were okay.

She was the one who baked casserles when neighbors had new babies or were recovering from surgery.

She was woven into the fabric of the community in a way that made her absence unthinkable, which is perhaps why what eventually happened to her seemed so impossible to everyone who knew her.

Rachel’s life had become stable, predictable, and profoundly lonely.

She went to work, came home to help Emma with homework, made dinner, watched television, and went to bed.

On weekends, she drove Emma to soccer practice, did laundry, cleaned the house, graded papers, and occasionally met her sister Jennifer for lunch at the small cafe downtown where they had been going since they were children.

She had no interest in dating apps, which she viewed with suspicion and fear.

After reading news stories about women who met dangerous men online, she had no desire to meet men in bars, which felt inappropriate for a widowed mother and elementary school teacher.

She politely declined when well-meaning friends tried to set her up on blind dates, explaining that she wasn’t ready, that it felt like a betrayal of Michael’s memory, that she couldn’t imagine loving anyone the way she had loved him.

Her heart still belonged to Michael.

Even 3 years after his death, she still wore her wedding ring on a chain around her neck, hidden under her clothes, where students and colleagues couldn’t see it, but where she could feel it against her skin.

She still kept his favorite coffee mug on the shelf, even though no one used it.

She still set the table for three people occasionally before catching herself and removing the extra plate.

She still found herself turning to tell Michael something funny that happened at school before remembering he wasn’t there.

The grief had become quieter over time, less like drowning and more like carrying a heavy weight.

But it was always present, shaping every moment of every day.

It was in this state of quiet grief and careful routine that Rachel met Derek Morrison in September 2018 at a community fundraiser for the local food bank.

Rachel had volunteered to help organize the event as she did every year.

The fundraiser was one of the biggest community events in their suburban Portland neighborhood, bringing together local businesses, schools, churches, and residents to raise money for families struggling with food insecurity.

Rachel’s role was to coordinate volunteer schedules, set up donation tables, and manage the registration area.

She had arrived at the community center parking lot at 7:00 in the morning, 2 hours before the event was scheduled to begin to start setting up folding tables and arranging signage.

She was wrestling with a particularly stubborn table that refused to unfold properly when a man approached and offered to help.

He was tall, maybe 6 ft, with sandy brown hair going gray at the temples, warm hazel eyes behind wire- rimmed glasses and a genuine smile that reached his eyes.

He was dressed casually in khaki pants, a blue button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up and well-worn running shoes.

He looked to be in his mid-40s with the kind of face that could belong to a teacher, an accountant, a neighbor, anyone you might see at the grocery store or the post office without giving them a second thought.

He looked, Rachel thought, like a normal person.

A good person.

He introduced himself as Derek Morrison, new to Portland, recently moved from Sacramento for work, trying to get involved in the community, and learn about local organizations that needed volunteers.

His handshake was firm, but not aggressive.

His eye contact steady, but not intense, his demeanor friendly, but respectful of boundaries.

He asked if he could help with setup, explaining that he had the morning free and figured the best way to learn about a community was to participate in events like this.

Rachel, who had been expecting to set up mostly alone since other volunteers weren’t scheduled to arrive for another hour, gratefully accepted his help.

Over the next 3 hours setting up for the fundraiser, Rachel and Derek talked about ordinary things while arranging tables, hanging banners, organizing donation boxes, and setting up the registration area.

He mentioned he
worked in commercial real estate, helping businesses find and evaluate potential locations for expansion.

He explained that he had spent 20 years with a firm in Sacramento before being offered a position with a Portland-based company that focused on sustainable development projects.

He talked about how he had been looking for a change after his divorce was finalized earlier in the year.

How the move to Portland felt like an opportunity for a fresh start in a city he had always admired.

He mentioned that he had a daughter in college at UC Berkeley who was studying environmental science.

That he was proud of her even though he wished they talked more often.

That one of the challenges of divorce was maintaining relationships with adult children who had their own busy lives as Rachel found herself sharing more than she usually did with strangers.

She talked about being a teacher at Lincoln Elementary, about how much she loved working with third graders who were old enough to read chapter books, but young enough to still think teachers knew everything.

She mentioned that she had a daughter in middle school, that Emma was a great kid who played soccer and loved science, that being a single parent was harder than she had expected, but also more rewarding.

She talked about how she had lost her husband 3 years ago, keeping the details brief because she had learned that people became uncomfortable when you talk too much about death, especially sudden death of young people.

Derek listened without interrupting, nodding with what seemed like genuine understanding.

And when he responded, he didn’t offer empty platitudes or try to change the subject.

He simply said that losing someone you loved changed you in ways that people who hadn’t experienced it could never fully understand.

That there was no timeline for grief.

That moving forward didn’t mean forgetting.

The conversation was easy, comfortable, the kind of talk between two people who have both experienced loss and learned to carry it quietly without making it the center of every interaction.

They discussed Portland’s neighborhoods, comparing notes on the best coffee shops and hiking trails.

They talked about their daughters, sharing the universal parental experience of watching children grow up faster than seemed possible.

They discussed books they had read recently, discovering they both liked historical fiction and biographies.

They talked about community involvement with Derek asking thoughtful questions about local organizations and Rachel explaining the various volunteer opportunities she participated in throughout the year.

When the setup was finished and other volunteers started arriving, Derek thanked Rachel for letting him help and mentioned he hoped to see her at the actual fundraiser the following weekend.

Rachel didn’t think much about Derek Morrison until the fundraiser itself on Saturday afternoon when he showed up early and immediately found her in the crowd.

He was wearing jeans and a Portland Trailblazers t-shirt, carrying a large box of donuts from the local bakery that he said he thought the volunteers might enjoy since they had been working so hard.

The gesture was thoughtful without being excessive, practical without being showy.

He stayed for the entire 4-hour event, helping wherever needed, carrying boxes for elderly volunteers, entertaining children in the kids activity area when parents were busy, manning the donation table during shift changes, never asking for recognition or praise, just being useful in the way that truly helpful people are.

Rachel found herself noticing him throughout the afternoon, impressed by how naturally he seemed to fit into the community event, how he talked to people of all ages with the same genuine interest, how he helped without being asked and without making a show of his helpfulness.

When the event ended and volunteers were cleaning up, Derek was among the last to leave, helping fold chairs, break down tables, sweep the parking lot, and load everything into the storage unit.

As Rachel was getting into her car to leave, exhausted but satisfied that the fundraiser had raised almost $15,000 for the food bank, Derek approached and asked if she might be interested in getting coffee sometime.

“Just coffee,” he said.

No pressure, no expectations, just two people who seem to enjoy talking to each other and might want to continue that conversation outside of a community center parking lot.

He made it clear that he understood if she wasn’t interested, that he wouldn’t be offended or make things awkward if she preferred to keep their interactions limited to volunteer events.

Rachel hesitated.

She hadn’t been on anything resembling a date since Michael died 3 years ago.

The thought of sitting across from a man who wasn’t Michael, making small talk, wondering if he was interested in her romantically or just as a friend, trying to figure out the rules of dating in her late 30s, felt overwhelming and slightly terrifying.

But there was something
about Derek that felt safe.

He wasn’t trying too hard.

He wasn’t being overly flirtatious.

He wasn’t making grand gestures or putting pressure on her.

He was just asking to have coffee with another adult human being who might enjoy conversation.

She heard herself saying yes before she fully decided to, giving him her phone number, agreeing to meet at a small cafe near her school the following Saturday morning.

Their first coffee date was at Riverside Cafe, a small locallyowned shop near Rachel’s school that she had been going to for years.

They met on a Saturday morning at 10:00 and what was supposed to be an hour conversation turned into 3 hours of talk that felt effortless and natural.

Derek arrived exactly on time.

Not early enough to seem too eager or late enough to seem disrespectful.

He insisted on buying Rachel’s coffee, a vanilla latte with an extra shot, but didn’t make a show of paying or act like she now owed him something in return.

They sat at a corner table by the window and the conversation picked up where it had left off at the fundraiser.

Derek talked about his work in commercial real estate, explaining how he helped businesses evaluate locations based on factors like foot traffic, demographics, zoning regulations, and growth potential.

He made what could have been a boring topic interesting by sharing stories about unusual projects he had worked on.

a bookstore that wanted to open in an old fire station, a restaurant that needed to find a location with specific kitchen requirements, a nonprofit that needed space for both offices and community programs.

He talked about growing up in Northern California, about his parents who had both passed away in the last decade from cancer, about how losing them had made him realize how short life was and how important it was to spend time on things that mattered.

He talked about his divorce, which he described as sad but amicable.

Two people who had grown apart over 20 years, and finally admitted they wanted different things from life.

He talked about his daughter Jessica, sharing stories that showed pride without bragging, concern without being overbearing, love without being possessive.

He asked Rachel about teaching, genuinely curious about what it was like to work with young children, what the biggest challenges were, what kept her motivated after 12 years in the same school.

He asked about Emma, about what it was like to raise a daughter alone, about how Emma had handled her father’s death, about what activities Emma enjoyed, and what Rachel’s hopes were for her future.

He asked about her interests outside of work and parenting, seeming genuinely interested when Rachel talked about her love of hiking, her attempts to learn watercolor painting, her goal of reading 50 books a year.

When Rachel talked about Michael, Derek listened without trying to change the subject or offer advice.

He nodded sympathetically when she described the shock of sudden loss, the challenge of explaining death to a 9-year-old, the loneliness of being widowed in her mid30s.

He shared that his mother’s death from cancer had taught him that grief didn’t follow a schedule, that everyone processed loss differently, that there was no right or wrong way to move forward.

Over the next two months, Rachel and Derek saw each other regularly, always in public places, always during daytime hours, always casual and unhurried.

They met for coffee every Saturday morning at Riverside Cafe, establishing a routine that became the highlight of Rachel’s week.

They went for walks in Washington Park, following the trails through the Japanese garden and the rose garden, talking about everything and nothing, enjoying the October colors as leaves changed from green to brilliant reds and oranges.

They attended a production of Our Town at the community theater, sitting in the back row and discussing the play afterward over dessert at a local diner.

They grabbed lunch at the food truck pods downtown, trying different cuisines and rating each one, creating a running list of favorites.

They visited Powell’s books, spending hours browsing different sections, and recommending titles to each other.

Derek was unfailingly polite to weight staff, always saying please and thank you, tipping generously but not ostentatiously, treating everyone he encountered with the same respect regardless of their position or status.

He always insisted on paying for dates, but never made a big show of it or acted like Rachel owed him anything in return.

He remembered details from previous conversations, asking follow-up questions about things Rachel had mentioned weeks earlier, demonstrating that he actually listened instead of just waiting for his turn to talk.

He never pressured Rachel for anything more than companionship.

Never suggested they go back to his apartment.

Never tried to kiss her or hold her hand.

Never made her feel like his interest in her was purely physical or transactional.

In early November, Rachel mentioned that Emma’s school was having a fall festival with games, food, and activities for families.

Derek asked if it would be appropriate for him to attend, making it clear that he didn’t want to overstep boundaries or make Emma uncomfortable by showing up uninvited to her school event.

Rachel appreciated the thoughtfulness and said Emma would probably enjoy having another adult there to play the games with her, especially since Rachel usually ended up helping run activities rather than participating in them.

Derek showed up at the festival dressed casually in jeans and a sweatshirt, carrying a bag of tokens he had purchased at the entrance.

He introduced himself to Emma simply as Derek, a friend of her mothers, not trying to position himself as anything more than that.

Emma, who had been protective and skeptical of any man showing interest in her mother ever since Michael died, watched Derek carefully throughout the afternoon.

She noticed that he didn’t try too hard to be cool or fun.

Didn’t talk down to her like she was a little kid.

Didn’t ignore her to focus only on Rachel.

He played carnival games with her, cheering when she won a stuffed animal at the ring toss, commiserating when she lost at the duck pond.

He asked her about soccer, demonstrating actual knowledge of the sport by discussing recent World Cup matches, and asking intelligent questions about her position and playing style.

He talked about his daughter, Jessica, making Emma feel like he understood what it was like to be a girl with interests and opinions and a life beyond just being someone’s daughter.

When the festival ended, Emma told Rachel privately that Derek seemed okay, which coming from a protective 12-year-old was high praise and subtle permission to continue seeing him.

Derek integrated himself into Rachel’s life slowly and naturally over the following weeks.

Always respectful of boundaries, but increasingly present in ways that felt comfortable rather than intrusive.

He started attending the same church that Rachel and Emma went to every Sunday, sitting in the back pew with other individuals and couples, participating in services, but never making a fuss or drawing attention to himself.

When Rachel mentioned after service one Sunday that she volunteered with the church’s food pantry program, Derek started showing up to help sort donations and pack boxes when Emma’s soccer team’s regular coach had a family emergency in mid- November and couldn’t fulfill his commitment for the rest of the season.

Derek volunteered to step in, spending Saturday mornings running drills and encouraging the girls without ever being inappropriate or overbearing.

He treated Emma exactly the same as the other girls on the team.

Didn’t give her special attention or try to use coaching as a way to bond with her, just focused on helping all the girls improve their skills and have fun.

He helped Rachel’s elderly neighbor fix a broken fence in late November, spending an entire Saturday afternoon repairing posts and replacing boards, refusing to accept payment or even compensation for materials.

When Rachel caught a cold in early December and had to miss two days of work, Derek appeared at her apartment with homemade chicken soup, cold medicine, and a stack of magazines, leaving everything on the doorstep with a note saying he hoped she felt better soon.

He sent flowers to her classroom on her birthday with a card that said simply, “Happy birthday from a friend who appreciates all the good you do.

” a gesture that touched Rachel deeply because it acknowledged her work rather than focusing only on her appearance or their relationship.

By December, Rachel realized she had feelings for Derek that went beyond friendship.

He was everything Michael had been.

Kind, stable, thoughtful, present, but he was also his own person with his own interests and perspectives and way of being in the world.

He never forgot to text good morning, usually with a funny observation about something he had seen on his run or a news story he thought Rachel would find interesting.

He never canceled plans at the last minute.

Always arriving when he said he would and staying as long as he said he could.

He never made promises he couldn’t keep.

Never overpromised and underdelivered.

Never said things just to make Rachel feel good in the moment.

When they finally kissed for the first time on Christmas Eve in Rachel’s driveway after he dropped her off from the church’s candlelight service, it felt natural and right and terrifying all at once.

Rachel went inside and cried, not because she was sad, but because she felt guilty for moving on from Michael, for allowing herself to feel happy again, for giving her heart to someone new.

She felt like she was betraying Michael’s memory by falling in love with another man.

She felt like she was being disloyal to the 15 years they had spent together.

She felt like she was abandoning her identity as Michael’s wife, which had been such a core part of who she was for so long.

But she also felt alive in a way she hadn’t since Michael died.

Excited about the future instead of just surviving the present, open to possibilities she had thought were closed to her forever, Derek proposed on Valentine’s Day 2019 at Riverside Cafe, the same place where they had their first date 4 months earlier.

He had arranged with the cafe owner to reserve their usual corner table, decorating it simply with a small vase of white roses and two candles.

When Rachel arrived, nervous because Derek had made it clear this was a special occasion, but hadn’t explained what made it special.

She found him waiting at the table looking more nervous than she had ever seen him.

He didn’t make a public spectacle of the proposal.

Didn’t hire photographers or organize a flash mob or put it on social media.

He simply got down on one knee at their regular corner table, pulled out a simple gold band with a small diamond, and asked Rachel if she would marry him.

He told her he knew it was fast, that they had only known each other for 5 months, that he understood if she needed time to think about it or if the answer was no.

But he said he had never been more certain of anything in his life.

He loved her.

He loved Emma.

He wanted to build a life together, to be a partner to Rachel and a positive presence in Emma’s life, to create a family built on mutual respect and genuine affection.

He said he didn’t expect to replace Michael, that he knew Michael would always be Emma’s father and always be part of Rachel’s history, that he wasn’t asking Rachel to forget her past, but to consider building a future with him.

Rachel said yes.

They were married 6 weeks later on March 30th, 2019 in a small ceremony at Riverside Community Church where they had been attending services together since November.

Rachel wore a simple cream colored dress she found at Nordstrom.

Elegant but understated, appropriate for a second marriage for a woman in her late 30s.

Emma was the maid of honor, wearing a purple dress she picked out herself, holding Rachel’s bouquet and standing beside her mother with a mixture of happiness and protectiveness that made Rachel’s heart ache with love.

Derek wore a dark gray suit and seemed genuinely emotional during the vows.

His voice breaking when he promised to love and honor Rachel for the rest of his life.

His eyes bright with what looked like tears when he slipped the wedding band onto her finger.

About 50 people attended the ceremony.

Rachel’s sister, Jennifer, and her husband and three kids.

Colleagues from Lincoln Elementary, including Rachel’s closest friend and fellow third grade teacher, Margaret Torres.

Neighbors from their street who had watched Emma grow up.

Friends from church who had gotten to know Derek over the past few months, Rachel’s principal and several other staff members, and a few of Derek’s work associates from the commercial real estate firm.

Derek explained that most of his family was on the east coast and couldn’t make the trip on short notice, that his daughter Jessica was in the middle of midterm exams at Berkeley and felt terrible about missing it, but would visit over the summer.

Everything seemed normal, believable, reasonable.

After the ceremony, they had a small reception at Season’s Restaurant, a local favorite known for its Pacific Northwest cuisine and views of the Willilamett River.

Derek gave a toast thanking everyone for coming on relatively short notice.

Thanking Rachel for giving him a second chance at happiness after his divorce, thanking Emma for welcoming him into her family, promising to be the husband Rachel deserved and the father figure Emma needed.

People clinkedked glasses, ate
salmon and roasted vegetables and wedding cake from a local bakery, danced to music from a Spotify playlist that included songs from both the 1980s when Derek would have been young and the 2000s when Rachel and Michael had been dating and then married.

Rachel’s sister, Jennifer, pulled her aside at one point and said she was genuinely happy for her, that Derek seemed like a truly good man, that Michael would want Rachel to be happy again and would approve of someone who treated her so well.

Rachel cried and hugged her sister
and felt for the first time in years like her life was moving forward instead of just continuing in the same patterns of work and parenting and quiet grief.

The original plan was to wait a few months before taking a honeymoon, to give Rachel time to arrange for a substitute teacher at school since it was the middle of the school year, and to make sure Emma was comfortable staying with Jennifer and her family for an extended period.

But Derek surprised Rachel 2 weeks after the wedding with plane tickets to Costa Rica for the last week of April.

He had already arranged everything, booked a beautiful resort in Manuel Antonio, gotten approval from Rachel’s principal for the time off by finding and vetting a qualified substitute teacher, coordinated with Jennifer to have Emma stay with them during spring break week, which aligned perfectly with the trip dates, even gotten Emma’s input on the trip to make sure she felt included in the decision and didn’t feel abandoned or pushed
aside by the new marriage.

It was thoughtful, organized, romantic.

Rachel felt overwhelmed by how lucky she was to have found someone who cared so much about doing things right, who thought about every detail, who made sure everyone involved was comfortable and informed.

They flew out of Portland on April 22nd, 2019.

Rachel had never been to Costa Rica, had never been anywhere particularly exotic except for a trip to Cancun for her and Michael’s 10th anniversary 7 years ago.

She was excited but nervous.

Worried about leaving Emma, even though Emma had stayed with Jennifer many times before, worried about being away from her students in the last months of the school year, even though the substitute teacher seemed very qualified.

Worried about all the small anxieties that had defined her life since becoming a widow and single mother, Derek held her hand during the flight, reassured her that Emma would be fine with Jennifer’s family, who loved her like their own daughter, that her students would be fine with a substitute for one week, that sometimes it was okay to do something just for yourself without feeling guilty about it.

Rachel relaxed, let herself believe that this trip would be the beginning of a new chapter in her life.

a chance to finally let go of the past and fully commit to the future.

They landed in San Jose, Costa Rica on the evening of April 22nd at 7:15 p.

m.

local time.

Derek had rented a car, a white Toyota RAV 4 that he said would be good for the mountain roads they would be driving on to get to Manuel Antonio.

The drive took about 3 hours through winding roads that climbed into mountains before descending toward the Pacific coast.

Rachel took pictures on her phone of the sunset painting the sky in shades of orange and pink, of the lush green landscape so different from Portland’s urban environment, of Derek driving with one hand on the wheel and one hand holding hers.

She texted Emma to let her know they had arrived safely and were heading to the resort.

She texted Jennifer a picture of the view from the highway with a caption that said, “Can you believe this is real? So beautiful.

” She posted a photo on Facebook of her and Derek at the airport with the caption, “Honeymoon bound, feeling blessed.

” With several heart emojis, she seemed happy.

She seemed safe.

She seemed unaware that in exactly 72 hours she would be dead.

The resort in Manuel Antonio was everything the website had promised and more.

Vista del Pacificico Resort was a small luxury property with only 30 rooms, each with a private balcony, ocean views, and tasteful tropical decor.

Their room was on the third floor with a view of the Pacific Ocean stretching endlessly toward the horizon.

a king-size bed with white linens and decorative pillows, a balcony with two chairs and a small table perfect for morning coffee, and a bathroom with a rainfall shower and luxury amenities.

Derek carried their suitcases inside, tipped the bellhop $20, and immediately suggested they go down to the hotel restaurant for dinner since they hadn’t eaten since the plane.

And it was now after 1000 p.

m.

They changed into casual clothes and walked hand in hand down to the open air restaurant that overlooked the beach.

The sound of waves crashing against the shore provided a constant backdrop to the soft music, playing through speakers hidden in the tropical plants that surrounded the dining area.

They ordered fish tacos and mango margaritas, toasting to their marriage and their honeymoon and their future together.

They talked about their plans for the week.

A ziplining tour through the rainforest canopy.

A visit to Manuel Antonio National Park to see sloths and monkeys and other wildlife.

A sunset catamaran cruise with dolphin watching.

Maybe a cooking class to learn how to make traditional Costa Rican dishes.

Definitely several days of just relaxing on the beach with books and drinks and no schedule at all.

Derek seemed excited about all of it, pulling up information on his phone about different tours and activities, reading reviews out loud, asking Rachel what sounded most interesting to her.

He showed her photos of the national park, pointing out the trails they could hike and the beaches where they could swim.

He found a cooking class taught by a local chef that had excellent reviews and suggested they book it for later in the week.

He looked up the ziplining tour and showed Rachel videos of what to expect, assuring her that it was very safe and that she would love the views of the rainforest from above.

Everything felt perfect, romantic, exactly what a honeymoon should be.

After dinner, they walked on the beach despite the late hour, taking off their shoes and feeling the sand between their toes, listening to the waves in the darkness.

It was dark except for the lights from the hotel behind them and the moon reflecting off the water in a silvery path that seemed to lead to infinity.

Derek stopped at one point, pulled Rachel close, and told her he loved her more than he ever thought possible.

He said he knew their relationship had moved fast, but that sometimes you just know when something is right, when someone is meant to be in your life.

He said he wanted to spend the rest of his life making her happy, being the partner she deserved, showing her everyday how much he valued her.

Rachel kissed him and thought about how different her life looked now compared to a year ago when she was alone and grieving and convinced she would never feel whole again.

She fell asleep that night in Derek’s arms, listening to the sound of the ocean through the open balcony door, feeling genuinely content and hopeful for the first time since Michael died.

The next day, April 23rd, was perfect in the way that honeymoon days are supposed to be perfect.

The kind of day that exists in memory as a string of small perfect moments rather than a continuous narrative.

They slept late, waking up at 9:30 a.

m.

to sunshine streaming through the balcony doors and the sound of tropical birds chattering in the trees outside.

They ordered room service breakfast, fresh fruit, scrambled eggs, bacon, toast with local jam, and Costa Rican coffee that was stronger and more flavorful than anything Rachel had ever tasted.

They ate on the balcony, watching other resort guests beginning their days.

Some heading to the beach with towels and books, others leaving for tours and excursions.

They spent the morning at the beach, finding two lounge chairs under a palm tree where they alternated between reading, swimming in the warm ocean water, and dozing in the sun.

Rachel read a thriller she had been saving for vacation, while Derek read a biography of Theodore Roosevelt.

They swam together, floating in the gentle waves, pointing out tropical fish they could see in the clear water.

Derek bought them coconut drinks from a vendor on the beach, and they laughed when Rachel couldn’t figure out the right angle to drink from without spilling.

Around 100 p.

m.

, they walked into town for lunch at a small restaurant Derek had researched online.

a casual place called Soda Tropical where they ordered casados, traditional Costa Rican lunch plates with rice, beans, plantains, salad, and their choice of meat or fish.

After lunch, they went back to the hotel for a nap, both tired from travel and sun and the general exhaustion that comes from being completely relaxed.

They slept for 2 hours, waking up in time to shower and get ready for the sunset catamaran cruise that Derek had booked for 5:00 p.

m.

The crews left from the marina in Kos about a 15-minute drive from their hotel.

Derek drove the rental car, and Rachel took more pictures of the Costa Rican landscape, the colorful buildings, the local people going about their daily lives, the mountains rising green and lush in the distance.

The catamaran cruise was magical.

There were about 20 other tourists on the boat, mostly couples in their 30s and 40s.

A few families with older children.

The crew welcomed everyone aboard, offering drinks from a cooler filled with beer, wine, sodas, and water.

They motored away from the dock and then raised the sails, cutting the engine so the only sound was the wind and the water and the conversations of passengers taking in the beauty of the Costa Rican coastline from the water.

Rachel and Derek sat at the front of the boat holding hands while the crew pointed out landmarks along the shore and explained facts about local wildlife and ecology.

Within 20 minutes of leaving the dock, they saw their first dolphins.

A pod of about eight animals playing in the waves, jumping and spinning and seeming to race alongside the boat.

Everyone on the catamaran rushed to that side, phones and cameras out, excited voices overlapping as people tried to capture the moment.

The sun began setting around 6:15 p.

m.

, painting the sky in shades of orange, pink, and purple that Rachel had only seen in heavily edited photos and thought couldn’t possibly be real.

But here it was, this impossible sunset reflected in the ocean so that the boat seemed to be sailing through colored light.

The crew served appetizers, small bites of local cheese and fruit and empanadas, while passengers stood on the deck taking photos and watching the sun slowly sink toward the horizon.

Rachel took dozens of photos, some of just the sunset, some of Derek silhouetted against the colorful sky, some selfies of both of them smiling with the sunset behind them.

Derek appeared in several of them, looking relaxed and happy.

his arm around Rachel’s shoulders, his face turned toward her rather than the camera in some shots, clearly more interested in her reaction to the sunset than the sunset itself.

Later, investigators would study these photos, looking for anything unusual, any sign of what was to come, but they found nothing.

Derek looked like every other husband on every other honeymoon, happy to be there, in love with his wife.

They returned to the marina around 7:30 p.

m.

As the last light faded from the sky, Derek drove them back to the hotel and they discussed dinner options.

They were both tired from the day and still full from the appetizers on the cruise.

So, they decided to skip a formal dinner and just get light snacks from the hotel bar.

They sat at a small table on the terrace overlooking the ocean, ordering nachos and more drinks.

talking about how perfect the day had been.

Derek suggested they just relax at the hotel the next day.

Maybe do the ziplining tour the following day instead.

Give themselves time to adjust to vacation mode without rushing from one activity to another.

Rachel agreed, looking forward to a lazy day of reading and swimming and napping.

But then Derek mentioned a restaurant he had read about for the following evening, a local place away from the tourist area that supposedly had the best ceviche in Costa Rica.

He showed Rachel the reviews on his phone, reading some of them out loud, explaining that the restaurant was familyrun and had been in the same location for 30 years.

He said it would be an adventure to eat somewhere that locals went rather than just sticking to tourist restaurants in the resort area.

Rachel, who loved trying new foods and had enjoyed their lunch at the casual restaurant in town, thought it sounded perfect.

Derek said he would make a reservation for 7:00 p.

m.

the following evening, April 24th, the meal that would be Rachel’s last.

The next morning, April 24th, they slept even later, not waking up until almost 11:00 a.

m.

They had room service breakfast again, this time eating inside because the morning sun was too hot on the balcony.

They spent the afternoon exactly as planned, doing nothing in particular, just being together.

Rachel posted more photos on Facebook and Instagram, showing her followers the beautiful resort, the gorgeous beach, the tropical drinks.

Her last Instagram post was a photo of ceviche and plantains with the caption, “When in Costa Rica,” followed by several food emo
jis.

It was posted at 8:47 p.

m.

on April 24th.

By the time anyone saw it the next morning, Rachel was already dead.

The evening of April 24th began exactly as planned.

Derek and Rachel got ready for dinner around 6:00 p.

m.

Both showering and changing into casual but nice clothes.

Rachel wore a blue sundress and sandals, simple gold earrings that Michael had given her for an anniversary years ago, and the emerald ring from her grandmother on her right hand.

She packed a small purse with her phone, some cash, her ID, and lip gloss.

They left the hotel around 6:30 p.

m.

in their rental car with Derek driving and Rachel navigating using Google Maps on her phone.

The restaurant, El Pacificico, was about 20 minutes away in a more residential area, not far from the marina where they had started the catamaran cruise.

They arrived at the restaurant around 6:50 p.

m.

and immediately understood why locals loved it.

El Pacificico was small and casual with plastic chairs and handwritten menus, but it was packed with Costa Rican families and couples, always a good sign.

The owner, a woman in her 50s named Maria, greeted them warmly in Spanish and gestured to an open table near the back.

Derek and Rachel studied the menu, pointing at pictures since the descriptions were in Spanish.

And Derek ordered for both of them using the few Spanish phrases he knew.

Ceviche, plantains, rice, and beans, cold beer.

The food arrived quickly and was delicious, exactly the kind of authentic local meal they had been hoping for.

They talked and laughed and took photos of their food and the casual atmosphere.

Rachel posted the last photo to Instagram at 8:47 p.

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After dinner around 9:00 p.

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, Derek suggested they walk around the neighborhood for a bit before calling a taxi back to the hotel.

Rachel agreed, assuming they would just stroll for a few minutes to help digest the large meal and then head back to the resort.

But Derek led them away from the restaurant, down streets that became progressively quieter and darker, away from the main roads, into residential areas where houses sat behind chainlink fences and street lights were infrequent.

Rachel started to feel uncomfortable, that sense of unease that women learned to trust, but often talk themselves out of because they don’t want to seem paranoid or rude.

She asked Derek where they were going.

He said there was a small park nearby that supposedly had a beautiful view of the ocean at night, that he had read about it online and wanted to check it out.

Rachel trusted him.

Why wouldn’t she? This was her husband, the man who had spent 5 months proving himself to be kind and reliable and safe, who had integrated himself into her life and Emma’s life so carefully and thoughtfully, who had done everything right.

They turned down a street that was barely lit, lined with small houses behind chainlink fences.

Rachel could hear dogs barking in the distance.

She was about to suggest they head back when Derek stopped walking and turned to face her.

His expression had changed in a way that Rachel’s brain initially couldn’t process.

The warmth was gone from his eyes.

The gentle smile that had been so constant over the past 5 months was gone.

He looked at her the way someone might look at a problem they needed to solve.

Clinical and detached, completely devoid of the affection he had shown her just moments ago in the restaurant.

Rachel felt fear spike through her chest for the first time since meeting him.

A primal warning system that screamed danger even though her conscious mind was still trying to make sense of what was happening.

“Derek,” she said, her voice shaking.

Let’s go back to the restaurant.

I don’t feel comfortable here.

But Derek didn’t move.

Instead, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a syringe filled with clear liquid, holding it in his right hand like something completely normal, like a pen or a phone.

Rachel’s brain tried to make sense of what she was seeing.

Was Derek diabetic? Had he mentioned that and she forgot? Was this insulin? But the look on his face told her this wasn’t medicine for himself.

This was something meant for her.

She took a step backward, her body acting on instinct before her mind fully caught up.

Derek, what is that? What are you doing? Derek didn’t answer with words.

He moved faster than Rachel would have thought possible, closing the distance between them in one quick step, grabbing her arm with his left hand while his right hand brought the syringe toward her neck.

Rachel tried to scream, but Dererick’s hand clamped over her mouth before more than a small gasp escaped.

She tried to fight, tried to claw at his face with her free hand, but he twisted her around and pinned her against a concrete wall, using his body weight to keep her immobile.

She felt the sharp prick of the needle entering her neck.

Felt the cold sensation of liquid being injected into her body.

felt her limbs becoming heavy and uncoordinated within seconds.

She tried to stay conscious, tried to fight the darkness closing in around her vision, but whatever drug Derek had injected her with was powerful and fast acting.

The last thing Rachel Morrison remembered before losing consciousness was Derek’s face inches from hers.

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